It takes a thousand voices to tell a single story

It's been a while~~

2012-01-08T23:13:00.000-08:00

Hola~~ Hola~~ Everyone....

Fui, I've been didn't update for 4 months? Serious? I'm wondering what i've been busy with... Haha.. But the main reason is no internet connectivity in my home so kind of lazy want to go cafe to online. Cos recently i love shopping than online.

Last Saturday can consider the first time we (Me & Jolene) went to KL for our Chinese New Year clothes shopping day with our other 'ji muis" aka sisters, Kelly and Kerry. We went Times Square and Pavillion. Ta da!!! Finally i've went to Pavillion. Most of the times when i went up KL with friends or colleagues, i've always pass by their entrance only. And now finally i can tell everyone i'm officially went to Pavillion before. Haha..

I also don't know why i'm so excited about it though at last end up buying nothing there. Mostly window shopping only and spend more on the food instead. Everything seems normal, especially bag. Ground floor is for branded shop. You know, they only display few bags inside the shop and then the price like RM1000 something...something...?? To me, all seems the same. For the sake of the brand, the bag became so expensive. Even if i had one branded bag, people will ask " This is AA grade?" So u will like -_-'''

So i bought a bag. Very cheap bag. Only RM25. For work, i've put lot of things inside. Buy an expensive bag by putting lot heavy stuff inside?? No way man... i feel pain if my expensive bag spoil fast... Haha...

Before ending our day, we took our classic picture again...

Sorry for the delay!!

2011-08-21T23:19:00.000-07:00

Oopsss....it's been a while like around 2 months plus didn't updated my blog. I've cut off my internet line at home so sorry for not updating always. :) Actually nothing much exciting to post.

I've went Melaka Wonderland with my colleagues, oops...should say ex-colleagues by now.

Will update maybe next post. Hehe..

Exam result out today and it was disappointed. Every year of this day, i really anxious about my result. Feel like giving up somehow. Shall i fully concentrate on exam or shall i concentrate at working? Feel like stopping one of it and stopping to be greedy to do it both at once.

What shall i do now? Headache...

Maye

Scam!!

2011-05-26T19:02:00.000-07:00

Kind of piss-off people nowadays using cheating way to get customers. If you are realle clever enough, use proper way to gain customer la. I will admire you if you do so.

Alright. What i'm piss-off was i can say i've fallen into a trap. Last Saturday i was shopping with my colleague to buy our friend birthday gift. As we walk to the stage of the Dataran Pahlawan, we saw a Company banner which stating a very attractive travelling package. At first thought, i thought is selling cheap travelling packages. But as we walk nearer, the salesman saw us. And ask whether want to listen their introduction about that. Well, is no harm listening isn't it? So, we sat down.

So, what is this travelling package about. They actually selling their company travelling membership card which is call Tune Card. They even told us that they are the agent of the Tune Group (Air Asia). Which means they indirectly telling us that they are agent from Air Asia isn't it?. We heard about Tune Money and Tune Prepaid Card. And that is all from Air Asia. So, we thought that was one of the Air Asia travelling card. They even told us that is only limited to 150 people. The logo was really look alike with the Tune Group. So, without suspiciously, we do believe at that moment the card promotion is from Air Asia.

Ok. Let me tell you how the membership card works. Actually they got 3 type of membership. First, RM389 which is normally for student. This RM389 membership cannot accumulate points. Which mean when u use the card to book flight ticket or any travelling package, your spending can't accumulate any points. Second, RM689 which you can accumulated points aka VIP card. For this RM689 card, your spending of RM1 by using the card, u'll get 1 point.

Alright. Now, how about their travelling package? It was really attractive i can tell u. They have variety of domestic and international travelling packages. Eg, Pulau Langkawi, the banner there they will written RM 285/-pax. If 2 person is going for that places, therefore the amount is RM570. But wait, wait wait!! They will still deduct 25% discount for u from the RM570 a mount. Means now u only pay for RM375. I thought that amount is only for the hotel. But no, my dear friends. They include return flight,accomodation and transport. It was damn attracting isn't it? But u only can enjoy those attracting after u make ur full payment on the membership card.

So, how does the payment of the membership card? U can pay any amount as u like. Either u can finish up within 6, 12 or 24 months. But it must finish before 24 months. Sounds good isn't it? So, me and my cgue bought one. At first they asking whether we have any credit card? Of cos we wont give them even if we have. So we only given RM100 as a deposit. They ask us to call him when we start our payment. Weird right? Since he said can make any payment as we like, why should we call him then?

After went home, i don't feel good. I feel someting weird about this travelling package. After few days later, i search online. Then i realise, it was a scam company. They already cheat lot of public. Lot of complain is around forum and some of them told that they even report police. But police only told them they can't do anything. Ask to find don't know which government bodies. They only know how to play tai chi. Push that person here and there, in the end, no one want to take action on this Company.

That person even wrote this. " Dari apa saya yang terima patutlah orang ramai kurang percaya kepada kerajaan yang mengatakan Rakyat Didahulukan Pencapaian Diutamakan." Sources from
http://www.aduanrakyat.com/penipuan-syarikat-itune
Some how i feel that so. Cos lot of public had complain about this company yet no one want to take any action on them. If no action, it will be lot more of public being cheated by them. Although they didn't force us to buy, but they mislead us by saying there are the agent from Tune Group which is Air Asia. This is good enough reason to sue them.

Though, i paid only RM100. I treated as i buy a lesson. This teach me,

"There is no free lunch in this world"

Maye

A Letter To Papa !!!

2011-05-19T20:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Papa,

How are you recently? It's been quite long time since the last i chat with you in my dream. Where have you been? I know we won't be forgotten. You must be busy with your activities, huh? Hehe.

Well, me, mommy, small kor kor, jie jie, big kor kor, Phui Thein and Chen Tong, all doing fine here. Mummy now, know how to enjoy herself. Went vacation to few countries. Korea, Thailand, Vietnam and etc. Yeah, is nice!! Were you by her side during her vacation? I know you would be there, enjoying as well.

As for small kor kor, he is still busy at work as usual. He is getting fatter and fatter. Daddy, you know there is a movie name "Kungfu Panda"? He is now look alike the main actor, Panda. The fat was like 90% alike. Haha. Kor kor sure will look at me now if he knows i tell you this. Haha.

Oh ya!! Mummy was rushing to find one partner now. Daddy, u try look for any potential girlfriend for him? Haha....

As for jie jie, she was fine, but recently had a few fight with bro in law. I think is a small matter, they will be fine soon.

Well, big kor kor. He is now driving taxi, i think you already know about that. He is fine too. And oh, his wife is fine too. There are one time, when sis in law (da sao) had a serious sick. Kor kor thought "something" went in her body. But mummy very superb. She cure her. Not mummy chase that "something" away. Sis in law is really sick. I mean fever sick. Not that "something"!!

She is fine now. Can jump and singing like us. :)

Big news for Phui Thein!!! She got a boyfriend now. Name Tarence. He is a chef. Dotes Phui Thein very much. Haiz....Pa, i feel i'm such a failure. Even Thein now also got boyfriend. I'm still thinking mine though. Haha... Mummy always make jokes on her asking when mummy going to be great grandma. Hahahaha....

As for Chen Tong, he is big boy now. Can't deny that anymore. He had a mature thinking like a man now. I'm feeling old so sudden as i see him grow up each day. Haha. He's now study in University. Taking accounting degree. The most clever thing he ever did in his studies is that anything that he don't know about accounting, definitely he ask me about it. Haha... There is one mobile lecturer here. Hehe...

Alright!! The last one was me. How am i? I'm fine, Pa! As usual busy with work and studies. And oh, i'm having exam next month. Hope i can get through this time. Wish me best of luck on exam question. Work? As usual, i can say. Hehe... Finding a partner? Still thinking....thinking... Haha...

Keep say about our things. But i still remember to wish you....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!!!

I never forget your big day though!!!

(P/S: Thank you heaven messenger for sending my letter to my Papa ^-^)

With love,

Maye (Daughter)

Action Speaks Louder Than WORDS~~

2011-05-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

Oh please. Don't tell me again, you are not. Don't tell me, you've care. Stop all the empty words. Act on it is much better than your words. Stop all that.

Take a break for a week to think about it....

Hibernating,
Maye

Exam!!

2011-05-04T18:08:00.000-07:00

One month to go!! Starting a little bit stress right now, as my concentration need to shift from entertainment to education. Exam is round the corner. Is again, time for me to close myself to study aka closing myself to forbidden room.

This time got to study smart and hard. Got to make sure i've got the fully concentration on studies. Though in the morning i've got work. But hope i still can cope. God bless me.

Next month 9 days will be away from office desk.

Pray hard for my exam!!

Maye

My 15 April 2011 & 16 April 2011 Day!! - Part 2

2011-04-25T01:23:00.000-07:00

Here it comes the Part 2. Ngek ngek...

After fulfilling our dream which is eating at Jogoya. We went to Mid Valley to meet our other ex-colleagues, Xinci aka Huan. And special apperance by Tut Tut cousin and cousin's friend (aka *girlfriend*) Haha....

And so, we start our driving. It was raining in the middle of driving up to Genting Highland. But it will never ever stop us from going there. Hehe...

Around 5.30pm we reach. Check in our rooms and get ourself ready for our dinner feast. Hehe... We went to Mushroom Farm Restaurant. They provided a van for tourist to the restaurant. It is easy and free of charge. They have a specific van car plate number, 9101 0r 9110 or..... Actually i've forgotten which number but i know it started with *9* Hehe...

After our dinner, i met Jade, my besties. Another besties of mine, Jolene also at Genting Highland. But she and her boyfriend were too busy "donating" money to Uncle Lim so she didn't join us at last. Me and Jade, went to Starbuck-ing. Since the drinks there were around RM10 and above, why not we choose something worth the price right? I'm not kiam siap but is just merely wise spending. Haha....

So, me and Jade didn't stay long at Starbucks as i'm going for a second round with my colleagues. The Pyjamas Party!!! I believe is a meaningful night for Piggy, cos we were celebrating her birthday as well. So, at last, the party call The Birthday Pyjamas Party. They bought a cake for Piggy but......

So, u see. Everyone is 'eating' the cake. Thru the pictures u can see that they very enjoy 'eating' their cake. Haha.. Well, as for me, there is a special case. I teach u how. Just tell them "I had wash my face!!" Is a good reason somehow. Haha... The story does not end here. Keep looking the pictures below.

This is the revenge!! She almost want to cry ler. 'oh..my pretty face!! sob sob' Who done this? Tut tut lor. Only he will do these kind of things. Haha....

And so the birthday gal want to revenge. She decide to bang on Tut tut. The funny was, Tut tut hand was full of cake. When she came forward to him, he's ready with two hands that full of creamy cake and push it forward to her face. And she was... "Eh...YOU!!"

U can imagine now the scene was messy, and us like the papparazi keep taking pictures. (Sorry too much pictures that we take, so i only show few here. Go to my facebook then. There's tonne of pictures... Haha)

But though is that......

There is still a happy ending. Smileeee~~

After our throwing cake party, we had our favourite game. TRUE OR DARE game. I didn't know when it become our favourite game but everyone seems like to play that. Maybe they want to know some answer??? Hehe... *evil winks*

Our sexy punishment for choosing DARE...

Actually our main purpose for this game, wasn't really want to know anything. But to see Tut tut, having his "sexay punishment" Hahaha.... Everyone was waiting the main actor, Tut Tut to wear that sexy pyjamas. Finally, he got his moment. Hahaha....

So sexy~~ phewitt..... Sexy Tut Tut....

Well, i still have lot of other picture which i really want to show. Cos of too many pictures (actually is too lazy to upload), i've only chosen the nice one here. Other go to my Facebook!! Hehe....

We play and eat our snacks till around 3 am. After that, we sleep? NO!! We went to casino.

One of my colleague...erm should say ex-colleague now. She still very young. Not yet get "The master key of all doors!!!" Hehe..Can get what i mean here? Means she not yet 21 la.... Tut~~~
Oops... I'm not calling you Tut Tut(Kevin)... Hehe

We become her fashion stylist. Try to make her look like 21. But no matter how she style herself. Her face still look young. *envy*. So, we went down for the first gate. Oops....fail!!! The police too meticuluos. But i was sad. Why? Not because we fail to go in. Is the police doesn't want to see my IC. All i can say my face was written "I'm expired!!" Am i really look that old??? sob sob....

So, we try the second gate. Well, this time bit different, our young lady holding one of our guy's hand which is Tut tut's cousin hand. He look more mature, and so Piggy suggest she should hold his hand pretending like couple to get inside. And finally, a very finally, she success going inside. The last people went in was me, Tut tut and piggy. The police don't even want to see our face. Sad...

Around 4.30am we all was very tired. Went back hotel room and find our sleeping angel.

16 April 2011

We went back home. By the way, when going down from Genting Highland, my head was dizzy as usual. Useless~~

Maye

My 15 April 2011 & 16 April 2011 Day!! - Part 1

2011-04-19T21:20:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone!! I didn't forgotten about it. As i promise in earlier post, here is the PICTURES~~~~

Still remember where i said i will go? Yes! Yes! Jogoya and Genting Highland!!

I am very enjoying myself over there. With bunch of crazy colleagues where we non-stop laughing at the whole journey. The people that with me during the journey was Kevin aka Chua Tut tut (we call him "tut tut"), Jessic aka princess, Jing Hui aka bak bak, Shiau Huey aka piggy and Xinci. Special appearance from 2 guys which is Tut Tut cousin and Tut Tut cousin's "Girlfriend".

15 April 2011

Around 9.00am i start driving to my colleague, Princess house. Another colleague of mine, Tut Tut told us to reach his house at 9.30am. But you know, it always seldom for us to be punctual. Haha. So, me, Bak Bak and Princess waiting Piggy to arrive at Princess house before we heading to Tut Tut house.

Around 9.45am we reach Tut Tut house. And so, we start our journey. What we do in the car? Laughing and teasing was all around.

So around 11.30am we reach KL and heading to fetch Tut Tut sister, which she will be joining us for Jogoya! Yes, finally we going to reach Jogoya soon. As only Piggy went befor to Jogoya, all of us had no clue about how to go Jogoya. Though it will be good, cos we got a mobile GPS but i think mobile GPS had no data inside. Haha. She wasn't confirm how to go actually. Never mind, we use Tut Tut GPS. Finally and finally, we reach Jogoya.

The moment, we reach Jogoya door. It was "Oh my gosh!" Why there is so many people since is a weekday for KL people. But till then, Piggy say, this wasn't call lot. Cos there is even more many people during holiday season. Oh my! Oh my!!

At first, we thought there won't be a place for 6 of us since there are so many people queueing. But luckily we had one! Yay!! We was happily walking to our table. As we walk, we already can see the food at the counter. Yummy! I started hungry.

Since we only been given 2 hours for eating, so we took and took lot of different dishes and dessert. It have variety of food. Oh...my saliva was dropping. So, u see below, so much food in front of me....

But please, i'm not a dinasour. Is impossible for me finish it all. But Tut Tut also knowns as Dinasour. And believe him, he can eat all that. Haha...

So, i no need explain how we finish it all up. But there is a group pic of us here after finishing our eating task. Haha...

Some crazy sneak view of our craziness of posing in the pictures...

Will continue my story in Part 2....Is coming is coming~~

Maye

No title!!

2011-04-06T21:14:00.000-07:00

Tired of everything that relates to you. Just do whatever you want. I'm not going to do anything anymore. Since you have no change at all. Means you don't even bother at all. I won't force you anymore. I won't tell you anymore. That's the end of my saying. Let's call it over. Do what ever you want. Maye

Counting down days 10,9,8,7.......

2011-03-29T21:21:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T WAIT!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!! I'm now starting counting down days to have a food fiesta!! 10,9,8,7,...... Haha. I'm going Jogoya soon. YAY~~~ Going with who? Another crazy and fun trip with my colleagues again! After our Jogoya, we went up Genting to chill out. Ooo...just by thinking of it, i already hope is tomorrow. Haha. JOGOYA~~~ I'M COMING~~~~~ P/S: Wait for my pictures ya~~ ^-^ Maye

Their craziness bring me happy!!

2011-03-16T19:35:00.001-07:00

Thank u to all my beloved colleagues. They always made my day full of happiness. Though, my mood was up and down recently but they are awesome. They bring me a smile everyday. Together we, carry on like this ya. I really appreciate it so much.

Cheerss~~~~

Maye

Crazy Day!!

2011-03-06T20:34:00.000-08:00

Holla!! Holla!! Its been some times i didn't update here. First of all..... I CUT MY HAIR......

Nice???

Last saturday (6 March 2011) was another day to be remember. I had an enjoyable and memorable day. In fact, Huan, Kevin, Jing Hui, Jessic, Shiau Huey and Katherine as well. All of us really playful. Chatting, teasing and laughing is all around.

The nice things about today's post was, i wan mumbling so much things. I would let u all see how much i enjoy this day. I just simply love it.

So, come lets enjoy the pictures..

Lastly, i present our photo of the day!!!

I just simply love this pic. This pic name is " Sunset colleagues"

Maye

V - Day

2011-02-14T20:31:00.000-08:00

Nothing happen on V-Day. Oh no...yeah. There is one though. Haiz... i got a mean sms. I don't know whether you really send that message with a mean feeling or is not. Im just joking only ma.... Cannot just also accompany play jokes together?? Cold war had just begin. No more next time, i won't wish anything already. NO MORE........ (means keep quiet all the time...i think so)

I still got program during V-Day. I went watch movie with my friend. And PLEASEEEE...is really only a friend. And why Melaka street so many cars yesterday? Though the next day is a public holiday but stay at home ma... Cos i'm outside...hahaa.. I'm just joking.

Bit of angry + bit of happy = Complicated Maye

I admit now!!

2011-02-09T17:44:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all. This year have a short holiday only as the holiday starts only on Thursday so i've got only 4 days holiday plua 1 day annual leave holiday. Every year Chinese New Year are always fast pass. Maybe i should say enjoy times is always that fast pass. This year as usual met lot of my friends which is left out Li Fang. She is still in Glasgow, UK. Hope she's doing fine over there.

I've bought couple of clothes for new year. The difference of this year and previous year was,

I WASNT WEARING NEW CLOTHES FOR THE 1ST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Previous year i was eager to wear new clothes and waiting to get many ang pow as i can. But this year it was like normal days for me. Wake up, brush teeth, wear house clothes, breakfast and watching TV, and go my baby sitter house a whie. And that's end of my 1st day of CNY. Boring isn't it?? Okay, okay, okaaaaayy...... I admit i GROW OLD already.

There is another difference this year. But still i know when the happy times come, the bad things would happen after that. And my intuition is always right. Why it would always right? Haiz..i hate this feeling though.

I know i shouldn't make a comparison. But i try very hard not to. I try not to know any about your things. But still if being ask or chat about your things, i couldn't said "I don't really want to chat about it!" isn't it? Cos i also want to know your things actually. But after knowing, i feel bad. Cos, i thought i know about your things much but actually i don't know that much. Though that things was a small matter but that is not the first time it happen like this. Is just i don't admit it was actually happened. But now, i do admit.

Lot of the things that i've been chat and ask about. The more i ask, the more the differences is clearly curve out. I just don't know should i say to myself "I am a different person, so that is why you act this way!" or i should say "You weren't seriously towards me!" As i keep thinking longer, I know you are at the second option. Okay.... I admit now.

I will no longer demand you to do any changes now. Do what ever as you likes. If wouldn't work out well, i'll go with mine, you'll go with yours. I won't force you anymore.

Till then, I need to admit it.

Maye

Haiz....I'm old another year again!!

2011-02-01T17:12:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone. Nope is not my birthday. Is another Chinese New Year again. And i'm getting older another year again. Another 4 years i'm going to started with the number "3" Oh shit!! Time really pass very fast. Have to grab it properly every minute and every second. If not, i scared i will regret one day for not grabbing it with care.

Every new year, every one would have new year resolution. As for me, i don't wish much. Just a simple one. First of all.....

1) Hope my family and loved one stay healthy and happy everyday. I love you all.

2) Hope this year my work went smoothly. All the challenges at work i could handle with care and overcome it.

3) Hope every exam that i take would pass (Of cos depend on my hard work and discipline..hehe)

4) Hope i strike lottery. Haha... Okay i know this is hard. But i hope....

5) Hope each of my best friends and friends stay cute and pretty everyday. To those who work, hope you all have a smooth year ahead. Those who study, hope you all pass all your exam and graduate soon.

6) Hope the world would have no more war. And peace everyday.

Last of all...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FOR ALL CHINESE

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO THOSE NON-CHINESE

Oopss....sorry.....Uploaded wrong.

Ah...this is the correct one.. (Dong Dong Chiang...Dong dong Chiang....)

Maye

Mobile phone vs Laptop

2011-01-30T22:22:00.000-08:00

Headache ar.... I don't know should i buy mobile phone or should i buy laptop? How i wish i can buy both at the same time. Okay...i know is impossible although separated the word ' im possible' is still impossible. I already had an old computer at home which can be put into the museum. Maybe is time to change a new one, i thought. But though the computer is old, it still can bring me around the world for quite some long time, is already incredible. Haha...

That day went to survey my mobile phone. I realise the more i survey, the more i can't finish comparing the good and bad. Which means the more i can't made up my decision to buy which model. Haiz...headache. I've give up. As long is android phone and is pretty cool, no need so "canggih" will do.

On the other side, i saw the flyers at my home that day. The laptop price was just almost same as the mobile phone price (though it still need add on few hundred bucks from the mobile phone price) My heart shake. Start thinking, maybe i buy a laptop and cheap mobile phone. So if i want to online, at least laptop screen is more wider and clearer. But handphone is more easy to carry.

Argh....you see i started headache. Haiz...What should i do??? Why both of the things are so tempting?? :-s

Headache,
Maye

15 Jan 2011 (3 in a row)

2011-01-24T20:25:00.000-08:00

Hello all, its been a long time (few weeks actually..haha) didnt updated here. So here it is.

Never tried before in my life, as where till now, in my family that we've got 3 RED ENVELOPE on the same day and same dinner time. It is a big headache for me and my mummy. But thank god that one of them is only a normal friend of my mum so we can skip that out. But to me, i'm still headache. Why?

Both are from my families. One is my god-sister married and the other one is my baby-sitter (aka mummy too) grandson married. So how am i going to split into 2 to go 2 places? Unless i call 'Sun Wu Kong' to help me. Hahaha...

So, i've decided to go both. But split session. Hehe.

In the morning, i will go my god-sister place. To see her married as i'm her closest sister. We, both grown up together. Play games together. And now she is married, i'm happy for her. And i'm going to be god-mother soon. Yay !!! And is a son. Fui...suddenly think i'm so old already. Is like already step into 'auntie' level. Oh shit!!

And oh oh...i've finally wear contact lenses.. YAY.... Okay this is nothing to do with the wedding story. Just telling...

So in the night, i've went dinner to who? To my baby-sitter grandson wedding lor. A young handsome man with the beautiful very very young bride. And i'm going to be 'Ah Yee Chai Po' too. Why? Cos my baby-sitter grandson call me 'ah yee chai' means youngest auntie. Okay, i know what u thinking but is definitely not that type of auntie. Is really the 'ah yee' aka auntie(family member). So, u should know why i added 'Po' behind. Hehe...

Wah, in a night i've been promoted to 2 different types level. One mummy level and one grandma level. Oh Shit. It is definitely slowly stepping to auntie level. But hei, i'm still young wei !!!!

Here are some of the photos for you to enjoy. Am i pretty?? Okay. I mean the bride...

Above all is my god-sister wedding morning session. Isn't she pretty?? And also me..right? Haha

Here, the youngest bride and groom for the night.
My 'mummy'My San Jie (3rd sister) and her hubby

The nottys and my wei jie jie

Mummy and the sisters!!!

~~~The cutie nottys~~~

Maye

Its complicated

2011-01-02T07:10:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone!! Its kind of complicated i am right now. I started to question myself "what am i doing now?" and "Where am i now??" Everyone was enjoying the celebration of the new year. I was happy at first, but in the end i'm still unhappy with it.

I was happy to celebrate together but in the end i still get nothing. Didn't know what i still hold on to. I didn't know lot of things. I didn't know what i am to u. I didn't know where's my stand now. I didn't know why is always me to get upset about it. I didn't know....

Kind of few things i keep repeating. Until now i'm bit tired of it. Maybe we are not at the same track? Continuing like this will have a result? Maybe i shouldn't think so much about it. But i know i can't.

Maybe i should talk to you later

Complicated,
Maye

After the happy moment.....

2010-11-17T20:24:00.001-08:00

The sad things will come next.

And it really comes now....

IM SPEECHLESS

IM BROKEN

Maye

Surprise!!!

2010-10-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

I really got a surprise. Thank you!!

Maye ;-)

I Do !! I Do !!

2010-09-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

Is not me 'I do, I do!" Is her and him.

Congrats my dear.....

Mr Chong friend, Mr Chong, MRS CHONG and me....

Just promoted to 'auntie' level.... Hahahaha

Stop asking when is mine.... Time will tell...hahahha *wink wink*

Maye

老鼠粉 in Action ！！！

2010-09-08T06:30:00.000-07:00

First attempt to fried 老鼠粉 and this is when my mum is not at home. Haha.. U know, she always complain i didn't cook for her. As usual, she such a good chef, why should i cook right? Hehe.. To those who sometimes was alone at home and don't know what to cook for dinner or lunch? Well, let me share with you how i done it and still can fill your stomach.

Ingredients: Hong Kong choi sam, Garlic, Mushroom, Fishball, Cabbage, Soy sauce, Dark soy sauce and last thing that can't miss out was the 老鼠粉

Step 1 : Wash all the ingredients before goes into cutting

Step 2 : Cut the Hong Kong choi sam, mushroom, cabbage, garlic and fishball all in almost same size. After cutting, then put it nicely in a plate. (See below picture) - Remark: Head and leaves to be separate. You would know why later.

Step 3: Take out your wok and heat it. Remember, the fire is in medium mode. After you see some smoke coming up, pour in the mushroom and stir it for few minutes.

Step 4: Few minutes pass, put in your garlic. Watch out your garlic. When is almost turn to brownish, pour in your Cabbage and Hong Kong choi sam head. (This is why i'm asking you to separate it at the first place)

Step 5: As usual, stir it for few minutes too. Then pour in your fishball. Fish ball not need cook for long as they easily cook. Stir for 2 minutes will do.

Step 6: After that, pour in cabbage leaves to stir around 2-3 minutes. Then pour in your Hong Kong choi sam leaves as well.

Step 7: Few minutes pass, the most important thing was pour in your 老鼠粉 and stir.

Step 8: While stirring, add in soy sauce and dark soy sauce.

Step 9: After few minutes, your yummy and tasty fried 老鼠粉 is ready to serve.

Q & A

Q: If don't have Hong Kong choi sam or cabbage in the fridge, how?
A: No worry. It can always change to other vege, like carrot, spinach and so on...

Q: What if i don't like dark soy sauce?
A: Never mind, it can add in only soy sauce. The dark soy sauce is for the presentation of the food. Hahaha...

Q: What if my fridge only got meat ball??
A: Nothing wrong. You can add in meat ball too, even meat also can.

Q: I more prefer spicy. I can add on chillie paste?
A: Not a problem at all. If your chillie paste is not salty, you can add on your chillie paste before the soy sauce. If your chillie paste are salty enough, then i don't think soy sauce will be needed.

Q: From start cooking till the end, the fire is always in medium mode?
A: Of cos no. You have to watch the fire from time to time. Sometimes need to turn to high or low mode.

Q: How do i know how much of ingredients is enough?
A: Well, this need to ask yourself how much you can eat. Haha.. But no worry, if you can't finish what you had just cook. You can always storage it in the fridge. Tomorrow could take out and stir in again in the wok. To make it more tasty, i suggest you add an egg.

Hope all of you could try it at home.If not succesful, don't give up. Practice make good result.

Happy trying.

Maye

Another Memorable Night...

2010-08-29T08:23:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to Kelly(Hui Chin). She was to attend yesterday gathering with us. But too bad her company events not allow her to do so. But never mind gal, there will always have next time. Hehe...

@ Hotel EQ, 7pm

So i should say i'm the first one to be arrive. As usual i know they wont be punctual. Haha. But is better than a " no show". We went for the Malay and Nyonya buffet which located at 3rd Floor of Hotel EQ. For your information. it was the Malay's fasting month. What we doing there? We are fasting too. Just to wait the time arrive to "buka puasa" Haha. Alright i'm joking here. We are not purposely to squeeze inside the crowd of Malays. We think of some of our friends are Malay so we choose food that could suit them as well. But we were so dissappointed. Why it is so?

Suppose it was around 30 people attending as where the people click "Attending" for the event. So most of us was excited cos some of them, we've been didnt met for years. Is like around 8 years. Before yesterday, i told some of my friends that i have a feeling that it wont up till 30 people. Why i feel so? Well, i don't know as well. So our dear friend, Mandy had book 3 tables for us. I know she been putting the effort on this booking. We love you, Mandy. But yet in the end..... WE CANCEL TWO TABLES....TWO TABLES... means what? only 1 TABLE people attending for it.

Though we have disappointment, but we still enjoy ourself. It wont stop us from having fun though. Whatever~~~ Just enjoy. We got only 9 people attending. One more place we put reserve for Kelly. I know she want to attend, just somehing crop up on her. Hehe.

After out dinner, of cos not going home. The night still young, wei~~ We went for second round.

@ Bamboo Hut, 10.30pm

A classic pic...but left out Kelly...if not would be perfect

When will be another round, gals???

Maye

New baby from him

2010-08-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

Who is that him? who? who?

Cute ler.... Yup is him. Proud of him. New song album is going out and his first time, the only first time movie is out as well. Waiting for his babies, finally is born. Okay..Let us take a sneak view on his album..

Ta da..... 18 MARTIAL ARTS.

Song list~~

Dragon Dance
杜 U love me (Do you love me)
十八般武艺
你不知道的事（恋爱通告 - 主题曲）
伯牙绝玄
柴米油盐姜醋茶
美
需要人陪
天涯海角
你不知道的事（宋晓青版本）
自己人

Lee hom fans. What ya waiting for? Grab the CD at your nearby cd store la...

okay..What about the movie? Is his first try. I believe he must be learning new things and gain much experiencing in movie making after this. Says is his first try, so there must be good and bad compliment.

Not need continue reading my blog. Go and book ticket to watch la...

Maye

It still singing with me....

2010-08-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

A Song!!

2010-08-01T08:00:00.000-07:00

I've kept it inside

For the longest time

And i can't keeping it in

All this love that inside my heart

Maybe its safer not to say that I care

Maybe this road won't lead me anywhere

Chorus:
But if i don't tell you now

I may never get the chance again

To tell you that i need you
Tell what i'm feeling

If i keep this feeling in

And if i don't say the words

How will you know what's inside my heart

How will you know then

If i don't tell you now

I give anything to be in your dreams

And I can't stand standing by

With this dream that's inside my heart

Maybe I'm only gonna make a mistake

And there's a chance maybe my heart will break

(Chorus)

How will you know you're inside my show

Oh it's driving me crazy

Cause you don't see

You're the world to me

I'm so afraid to say the way that i feel

(Chorus)

If i don't tell you now

王力宏『柴米油鹽醬醋茶』完整版MV全球網路大首播

2010-07-17T09:07:00.000-07:00

Talk bad behind people, will feel great??

2010-07-11T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today have a small talk with a friend!! People tend to say "Don't talk about others people bad!" Well, today i did talk people bad things behind them. I admit. I admit i am.

When there are people have the same situation like you which mean same boat like you, it is really feel great when we say it out loud to each other. Especially sharing each other how bad the other person is. Well, it sound i'm going a bit crazy now. But though i feel GREAT!! Who didn't talk bad about other people though? Right? Don't you? Don't you? Nah... DON"T LIE!! ( I don't mean a back stabber...don't get it wrong)

Saying out is good. I mean not saying out to everybody. I mean says out loud to the person that you can trust or like me, to those people that have the same situation or same boat like you. First, we can clear is a good or bad the other person is. Second, there is a place for us to release our dissatisfaction towards a person.

Ive never been talk so much other people bad things behind them all this while. But this week a lot.. Cos they making my dissatisfaction feeling to the max. Is already up to the peak of the hill... I can't stand it anymore and so 'pop' like the malay said "Gunung Berapi sudah meletup!"

Fui...release...

Maye

Missing = Missing

2010-07-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Though is strong but is weak,

Seeing you leaving for better,

I'm relieve,

somehow not use to it.

A night when i was alone,

Your face appear,

Though, saying to myself,

You are not here.

Though compare to thee,

I'm always not the same,

Always wanted to be the same,

but saying to myself,

Learn the different.

Though you'll be back,

Somehow i may know or not know,

What ever be,

Hoping you are happy.

Feeling something missing,

Cos missing you.

Wherever, Whenever, Whatever,

Hope you are happy

All the way...

^_^

Maye

No one else come close - Joe

2010-06-12T10:13:00.000-07:00

When we turn out the lights,

The two of us alone together,

Something's just not right,

But girl (boy) you know that i would never ever let another's touch,

Come between the two of us,

Cause no one else will ever take your place...

[Chorus]

No one else come close to you (me),

No one makes me feel the way you do,

You're so special girl (boy), to me,

And you always be eternally,

Everytime i (you) hold you (me) near,

You always say the words i love to hear,

Girl (boy), just a touch you can do so much...

No one else comes close

And when I wake up to,

The touch of your (my) head on my (your) shoulder,

You're my dream come true,

Oh..girl (boy) you know that I'll always treasure,

Every kiss, and every day,

I love you girl (boy) in every way,

And i will always cause in my eyes...

[Chorus 2x]

No one else comes close

No one else comes close...

Damn, I love you...

I'm free soon!!

2010-06-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

IM FREE SOON!!! YES!! FREEEEEEEE.......

(P/S:Update after this!!)

Maye

隐瞒!

2010-05-03T08:07:00.000-07:00

好久没用华语打部落格了! 希望我的话语有进步吧!

从来没有怀疑过您的我, 感觉现在怎么有些距离了. 虽然我们是很亲的人,但是您有些举动让我开始了怀疑. 我不知道为什么您要隐瞒. 但是不管无论什么事，都能好好的商量. 我宁愿您说.终比事情搞得更复杂.

虽然我没什么资格说, 但是我不希望有一天到了一发不可收舍的事情发生. 您明白吗? 我真的很不愿意这样的去想. 但是我脑海里的这想法偶尔会不停的在绕。

我也该很明白您的苦衷不说。我也很希望您的选择是对的。但是终有一天她是会知道的。

不要让我们担心好吗？尤其是她。

最亲的人，
Maye

Is just a song but don't know why...

2010-04-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

Before listening to the song, i was thinking what type of song it is! After listening to it, and after reading the lyrics, maybe i know you are fall in love with the lyrics more than the music, i think! Is a nice song indeed. After all got no place at all, right?! Or maybe i just think too much...???

(P/S: I hope is i'm think too much!!)

Maye

Am I ??

2010-03-27T10:54:00.000-07:00

Few few weeks ago, having an argument with my close friend.Before that, ask you all a question!

Am i always want to win every conversation that i had with you all??

Well, seriously i didn't know whether i am or not! Until that day my friend told me that! Someone told him about that so he is telling me so that i can realise about it.

Towards my besties, i talk to them straight forward. Cos i know there is where i can freely talk to them without barrier! But if i do hurt you all by my words, i'm really sorry! Cos i just mainly want to be true to you all only. Nothing else. Sometimes just one of my caring!

When you talk to your friends, when something you feels want to talk and say, wouldn't you all do so? Isnt it tiring when you keep think how to use a proper way to talk. A normal friend or " hi and bye" friend i might think to use a proper way cos im still not understand them that well. But to my besties, i talks it almost all. But if sometimes if can't to be say will still remain silent, of cos.

Using a proper way. Everyone had different view of "a proper way" To me, i think "That is a proper way to tell him/her" But to the person who listening it doesn't mean they think is a proper way! Isnt it?

Sometimes when think back this argument, well, im actually bit mad about it but think it back another round, he was being a true friend only so that is why he is telling me straight forward. He is kindly reminding me only! So i'm not mad now though.

Maye

Some old stuff!!

2010-03-27T10:38:00.000-07:00

Just after finish reading back all my blogs that i've written back in Year 2005 where i first started was at "Friendster". That time, everyone must have an friendster account. Haha. And so happen i saw people around me was writing blog. I was wondering "Really that nice to play blog??" So i give it a try and write it.

Doesn't much people read about it. (I' m not popular though!) So i've write lot of things inside. Types of feelings, types of article and song and some crap, of course! Haha. Now after few years been writing a blog, i understand why is it so nice playing a blog! Haha.

Blog sometimes is a nice place for me to release.But also a place of trap as well. What trap?a trap for myself! Cos some of my readers may take it seriously after reading my blog. And in turn they sometimes misunderstand me. Well, maybe my words wasnt clear enough. Though sometimes only myself know what im writing! And though sometimes i just write the surface of the things only. Still im keeping some little secrecy in me! Hehe. Blog is somewhere i feel wanted to say then i write it! And sometimes is crap too. Hehe.

Is nice reading back those blog that i've written so far. Nice memory to think back when and hows my feel when i'm writing that. When i'm old, i'm still wondering will I read back these blog or not! And tell my grandchildren how interesting my life it is! Haha. Nice though..

So sometimes my blog is true but mostly crap, i think! Haha...Is just telling all of you,

Don't misunderstand my blog sometimes! Cos sometimes i didn't say it all! Here is a place for my release! You all should know me!!

(P/S: I didn't realise i can hold it for so long with me!)

;-)

Maye

My C.N.Y

2010-03-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

So long all my friends. Long time didn't update. Now here it is. Lazy type lot. Let the pictures say it all where i always say that word. haha....

This is my best friend, Amy
Was acting cute in front of Hwi Bing camera..hehe

Unexpected to see Ai Yin there(wearing hat) so it can call the 'unexpected' friends meeting. Seldom see Teng wearing so pretty. Teng, do that more often. Hehe..

Top from left to right: Teng, Ai Yin Down from left to right: Peggy, Hwi Bing, Amy, Me and Meichiao

"Unexpected" meeting of friends part 2. Haha. At Breek Cafe. Saw Ee Ping by chance.

Top from left to right: Ee Ping and Me Down from left to right: Teng, Hui Fen, Ivy, Li Fang, Alicia and Amy..
Us at Pure Bar upstairs. Got live band. But i'm not really like that place. My intention was to join my friends only. :)
Top from left to right: Ally, Pui, Kerry and Ee Ping Second row from left to right: Yann Shuang, Mandy, Yih Fong and Yee Woon Down from left to right: Jacinth, Siew Chen, Tal, Meichiao and me

Me and Yih Fong. Since we graduate from secondary school. Only contacted in Facebook. After 7 years only we got chance to meet up again. Should do more often to meet up though. Hehe..
Ee Ping, Me, Teng, Amy and Hui Fen

5M gathering @ Windmill Melaka Raya on 18 Feb 2010 which is Kelly birthday too..But wasn't really all our classmate attended and it was not really only 5M classes gathering. Should say Form 5 batch of year 2002 gathering. Hehe...

Top from left to right: Meichiao, Fadillah, Jolene, Me, Yih Fong, Yann Shuang, Yee Woon, Kerry and Chia Ling Down from left to right: Fatimah & her daughter, Kelly, Mandy and Tal

Another big gang photo.

Top from left to right: Mandy, Yee Woon, Yann Shuang, Fadillah, Kerry, Jolene, Kelly, Me, Chia Ling Down from left to right: Ally, Siew Chen, Jacinth, Ee Ping and Meichiao

Another sweet pictures of 4 of us.

Me, Kelly, Jolene and Kerry

Is Kelly Birthday on that day. So we bought her a cake. Give her a surprise!! So many old classmate and schoolmate celebrating with her. Sure she is very very happy...Hehe..Right gal?

From left to right: Jia Yee, Me , Teng, Alicia and Amy

Midnite already yet we still hang out at the Burger stall Melaka Raya. Should take pictures at the cafe but we forgotten. Take at burger stall also can count la..haha...

My besties, Teng and Jia Yee

Me and Li Fang. She already leaving Melaka and went to Australia. Take care my dear friend. Hope to see you soon.. Hug....

Me and Ee Ping. Tell you all a story. Last time which is when us in Form 2 we used to fight because of the sitting in class. Though is quite big fight. After years later, we are still friends cos we found out having more friends is always better than having more enemies. And now when we think back do really make us laugh. What an unforgettable memory.. Mummy and ah choi birthday celebration. Mummy birthday fall on exactly on 13 Feb which is Chinese New Year eve. Mummy, why you don't want wait till 14 Feb?? Valentine's day ma..Hehe

Top from left to right: Tong, Me. Sis and Thein Down from left to right: Small bro, Mummy and Ah choi

Me and Hui Fen...Gentle Lady..Haha

Another family photo...

Mummy and Ah choi birthday cake...

Me, Bro and his friend~~~

Me and mummy...Love you..

My sis and her daughter, Thein. But both don't look like mother and daughter but sisters. Haha

Cutie..

1st day of CNY at New Jusco Bandaray Melaka. At Sizzling restaurant. Warning: Don't eat their pasta or fried kuey tiow and other. Cos is not nice. Very not nice. Only eat sizzling plate of all types of meat.

Can eat this only at the Sizzling restaurant. The pasta was 'yucks'....Just like mixture of tomato sauce and chilli sauce only. So is not recommended..

So that is almost what i do during CNY. Oh...I do say i go a secret place at previous blog right? Haha...NO la...I just went to book an apartment for my family to stay. Quite nice and most important got swimming pool. I can swim inside...But only 1st day went for swimming. Haha...

i'm tired...going sleep now.. Bye..Ciao..

Maye

WIP = Work In Progress

2010-01-29T20:22:00.000-08:00

The Front view

The Back View

The Master Bedroom

Mummy's Room

My Room

Is near.....

Maye

Another again???

2010-01-19T06:18:00.000-08:00

Class started again = Busy gal again

Last week my class finally started. Sad thing was why do have class on Wednesday? Why? Why? Most Wednesday, I would plan to watch movie at cinema though. Cos is only cost me RM 6 per ticket! I can save up another RM 2 compare to other days. ^-^ v

And this time I’m taking paper F9, Financial Management. Browse quickly on the text book, it seems there are some formula calculations and lots….lots… of words which means lots…lots… of theory. Another meaning I need to write a lot in the exam paper. But, at least there is a BUT, the calculations part could help me to get some bonus marks in case I’m weak in theory. Alright is not ‘in case’ is really weak in theory and especially in mesmerizing. OH SHIT!! SHIT!!! SHITTTT…..!!!!

The lecturer was a lady. Of course, she will be teaching in English. Is just that I wasn’t really can get use to listen her slang. She does really make me confused whether my English had getting worse or getting better. Her pronunciation was just so different from mine. Can say she just back from UK or England?? Nope, I doubt it! Maybe this is Malaysia English. “Minglish” ??

January again = Busy gal again & again

As for my works, is January now so you all know my frequent schedule I will be start busy meeting deadlines which means I might ‘dead’. Not the real dead but almost to dead. Just hope I could enjoy my Chinese New Year holiday before getting myself more and more busy. I will be busy outside office, I think.

My works got nothing special. Cos is always the same routine everyday. Microsoft Excel, Microsoft Word, Audit Program, paper documents and of course couldn’t been left out was the laptop and the telephone. Or another meaning, just like other office work. You know!! Hope the busy could avoid me from thinking any unnecessary things. That is already enough!

Chinese New Year again = I’m old another year again

Chinese New Year is coming. Though, I not yet go re-bond my hair. It will soon. To be exact, another approximately 24 days calculated from today’s date. Which means not even a month, the ‘Tiger’ is coming on the way! New attires or new household furniture and utensils are never misses out by the Chinese. The ‘new’ things can be symbolizes the hoping it will be a good year ahead. Of course everyone wants a good year ahead. To be in details, you have to see your ‘luck’ in year 2010 depends on your Chinese horoscope, the 12 animals to predict whether we are in good or bad luck. Chinese, you know whom 12 animals are they. As for me, I not yet see my luck! So is still a mystery to me. My mum for sure will look out for me! So I got live report from her! No need put effort on searching that. Haha. This year Chinese New Year will be celebrating at other places!! Where?? Let you guess!! After Chinese New Year, I will update again here.
Saying about old, one by one of my friends are getting married. Some of them even had already become Mama. The older I am, the more responsibilities I need to hold. I admit I’m getting older!! :( sob sob….

Reviewing year 2009, it is a tiring year for me. Lot of unexpected things had happen which induces my worries increasing on that year. Or maybe could say I think too much! Who wants to think that much right? I care that’s why I think. Pray and hope for the coming year, everyone would have a bless year and good opportunities and also no worries ahead including me! ^-^ v

(P/S: God, will you give surprise for this year ahead??)

Love,
Maye

This is all I ever wanted!!!

2010-01-14T01:54:00.000-08:00

After knowing the story, it wasn’t the feel I was expected. It wasn’t the feel that I want though I had lot of despair in between. Seeing and knowing the closest to you in sad, is just like someone cutting my flesh from my body. Pain and heartache.

Both are my dearest and closest to me. In between I could only listen. Sitting beside quietly. Try to be a happy gal not to let you all worry. But deep in me is crying. I’m crying that I could not do anything except sitting beside. Feel that you are not ok but still smiling and listen at you. Try to talk some jokes just only hope could get a smile from you. Wanted to help but couldn’t. Helping on either right or left side would only create not fair. So what could I do? Standing in between to let them lie on when they need. Don’t know which and where should I head to.

Trying few times telling myself, not to contact, not to care but I just couldn’t do it. Feel sorry to all my other besties cos I didn’t really hold the promise that I made to you all. I really couldn’t bear not to care and not to contact. Couldn’t let go my hand when you seeing them falling in front of your eyes.

These few weeks I do feel that I’m being used than rather being cherished. It really grew stronger each day. I hate to have this thinking but I couldn’t lie to myself that it wasn’t there. I knew, I’m too over care about it so when the bad reflects to me, I was feeling being pull down. I knew it before it happens! But yet I’m still willingly to hold on it and trust it that it will over soon. Even I know very clear I didn’t stand in a space no matter how much I do. And I’m not calculating how much I do but just to let you know that I’m still here watching from far. Walk up and pull you up when you fall. To some people, you might think this is stupid action and thoughts but to me it is very dearest. Where are the promises that you all make earlier? Where are those happy moments that both of you share? Had forgotten all that? Right?

Didn’t know when I will be leaving Melaka and heading to Penang. I know I keep repeating this yet I still in Melaka now. Just to remind me so that I could cherish every day in Melaka. Till then I couldn’t like now to be with my closest one frequently. I don’t want miss any chance where I can be with them closely. When there is slim of chances, I will be there with them.

I do pray to God everyday that everyone beside me is happy especially those who closest to me. People do have hard time included you and me. But do remember there is a person standing somewhere corner of your heart are smiling and watching over you. That person has only wants one thing from you. Give yourself a smile when you are in pain. Only a happy smile could make everything to straight. That is all she ever wished and wanted.

Somehow there are things that she’s not able to help you but she wants you to handle the problem with care and rationally. Why? Cos she wants you to understand that no one can handle other people’s life, except you, yourself. Where else she only could listen and sitting beside you. Friends won’t be sticking together forever. The things that will always sticking together are the bond of friendship. One day everyone would leave, she hopes by the time she is leaving, you had already know how to take care of yourself. Till then she know you will be safe. That is all she ever wished and wanted.

And I will be the person.

Not to care, give up and Why? Why? Why?! These words seem familiar to you? Yes of course. It always could be seen in my blog and facebook shout out. That was just a way to let me release my grumble. Who doesn’t have hard times right? (again)

Only then, so many despair, crying and angry, my grumble or other peoples grumble, there's only one and only thing that i wanted to see. You all are happy and safe everyday.

That is all I ever wanted.

(P/S: Hope I can see you and you happy smiling soon)

Love,
Maye

永远的朋友

2010-01-09T05:50:00.000-08:00

陈伟联《永远的朋友》

如果你很忙

我到街上去晃一晃

身为一个朋友

有些事情不该勉强

看你黑着眼圈

今晚很长我睡不着

到底是谁害你这么想

因为太爱你

拼命达到你的需要

虽然只是朋友

总比什么都不是好

借你肩膀依靠

借你关心也借你微笑

我很想给你却不要

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有

真挚的做一个永远的朋友

看着你旧旧的简讯内容

我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄

爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油

虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络

却听见你说情人比不上朋友

因为太爱你拼命达到你的需要

虽然只是朋友总比什么都不是好

借你肩膀依靠借你关心也借你微笑

我很想给你却不要

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有

真挚的做一个永远的朋友

看着你旧旧的简讯内容

我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄

爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油

虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络却听见你说

情人比不上朋友

我总是有让你笑出声的方法

我却没有让自己离开的力量

也许友情才能地久天长

爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有

真挚的做一个永远的朋友

看着你旧旧的简讯内容

我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄

爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油

虚弱的做一个永远的朋友

几次累的想断绝联络却听见你说

情人比不上朋友

我只是朋友

Maye

What i have is only EMPTY!

2010-01-08T23:52:00.000-08:00

I didn't know how to start this blog. I really didn't know! Type and erase over and over again! Didn't know how to describe the feeling i had now. I want happy but my heart is crying.

I didn't know what to expect from you. But i know it very clear that i'm feeling being used more than you cherishing it! Although you always say no. But you make me feel " Yes it is" always. Grow stronger each day!! I didn't expect of you being prioritise me but i just want to feel i'm been cherish!! But i only feel empty! EMPTY!!!

I care about you which i think is important to me but always get being pull down by you. Is this what people say " Hold and trust it!" or is it just one simple word "Stupid" ?? My mood is been up and down. Hang still in the appearance! But in my heart feeling giving up!! Could you please give some trust to me to not give up? I know you wont! But i keep hoping everyday you will although the chances is only 1% !! But now i know is impossible from you!

Sorry....i promise you not to think that way! But you make me think it every day!! I couldn't make a lie to myself that i'm not thinking this way!

I'm tired...totally tired....Never been tired this way!!

Maye

Where were you??

2010-01-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

I was in the middle of the midst of danger,

Pushing and squeezing in it,

People around looking at me like a weird girl searching,

I needed your hand to pull me out

but where were you?

After a tough pushing here and there finally i could get out!

You only ask me "What took you so long?"
I almost cry out but i hang still,

You got your reason,

I choose to believe,

but in my mind you still make me think

you were just acting,
But i still choose to believe.

The truth is very clear,

Yet i still hold and trust it,

I'm tired now.

I need a break!!

Maye

ANNNOUNCEMENT!!!

2010-01-02T21:57:00.000-08:00

FOR THE STUDENT OF BATCH 2002 - 5MERAH, SMK INFANT JESUS CONVENT (MELAKA)!!!!

WE FINALLY OPEN AN ACCOUNT IN FACEBOOK!! THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE A FACEBOOK, FASTER GET YOURSELF ONE! WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY WE CAN ADD ALL OUR OLD FRIENDS THERE!!

WE WILL MAKE A GATHERING THIS COMING CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010!! STILL DISCUSSING THE DATES AND PLACES!!

MISS US? ADD US IN FACEBOOK!! C YA'ALL THERE!!

MAYE

My Birthday vs Christmas 2009

2009-12-26T21:29:00.000-08:00

I'm back. Hehe. Today this blog especially thanks to all my family, buddies, and friends. Thank you for the celebration and presie!! I had a great birthday this year!!! Muakss... Hug Hug...

Okay. I know you all would love see pictures than i'm telling grandmother stories right? I can read your mind~~~~ Haha...

First celebration from them~~~Thought only having a drink!! But surprise they bring out cake!! Thank u!! Muaks..

A second celebration from my besties!!! At Karaoke!! Thank u!! Muaks...Muaks..

All gone crazy that night...Haha...This few pictures are still okay...see below...

SEE~~~~~ So high~~~

Having another celebration with my dearest family. Together with my niece, 18 December baby too.... See out family trademark!! ROUND FACE!!! Haha...Too bad here is not a complete family potrait! Left out my big bro and small bro!! But never mind! That day i have a wonderful night too..

Here is the cake my sis bought for us!!!! So pretty and so so sweeeetttt......

This presie from Kevin! Thanks. I really love this dress!!! And Thank for your companion during my birthday!!

Presie from Jolene and kelly!! Aromatherapy Dead Sea Bath Salts SLIMMING!!!! That is the most important word! Haha. A cute small card from them!!!

And also Collagen Crystal Eye Mask!! They knew i will be 'superman'!! What superman? Doesn't the eye mask look like the Superman eyes? Haha....I still remember last year they bought me Elianto eye mask too!

OKay....That was my birthday happening!!! How about my Christmas?? Christmas eve i was in the cinema watching movie! A nice quiet and peaceful Christmas!! It is better than the outside traffic jam!! Hehe.... On Christmas day i was with who???

Ta daaaa.... With my besties Jadey!! Believe it! My first time to exchange Christmas gift with my besties ler....Hehe...

Deng deng denggg..... My Christmas gift!!!

SO....That is how my birthday and Christmas for 2009!! Next year how it will be? God knows!!

P/S: 2010 is coming!! Here i wish everyone Happy New Year 2010 and hope each and everyone around the corner of the world happy everyday!!!

Maye

24

2009-12-12T22:09:00.000-08:00

12th December 1985 suppose is my exact birthday. But my mum said i was stubborn. Still staying inside her belly and doesn't want to see the world. Cos inside i've been being feed and had no worries inside. So comfort.

But doctor told my mum that i shouldn't stay too long. It is not healthy for the baby. And so after a week, is like i've heard the doctor said. And i was born.

Just clip of eyes, i've now 24 years old. If good enough, i would be a wife and a mother right now. Just like what my mum love to say those words to me. Cos she gave birth to my sister when she was 23 years old. So..you see. Past another few weeks, i will be stepping in the year of 25 years old. Hei...not fair! I've not yet really enjoy my 24 for a year and now i will be stepping 25? Haiz...for December baby is always that not fair. But what to do? We choose to be born in that month.

All this past 24 years, lot of stories had been curve out in this journey! The sad one! The happy one! The excited one! The....bla bla bla. Lots and lots! Past few months been having conversation to my besties. All of us had grown up! Everyone is thinking about the future and some start thinking to settle down.

I've been thinking for myself too. Of cos not rushing myself to settle down. That would let it natural. But also need myself to make the first step before thinking that. Plus i still have problem lingering around me that i couldn't put it down. How could i make the first step if i'm still lingering that? Sometimes i didn't think much about it but once a while it seems coming back reminding me.

There are times that i'm sure what i want in the future but i pacing back and forth didn't know what should i do for it.

24 years old, i should think forward and should let go the past! But i already get used to the feeling i had. Is tearing me when i think about it! I still keep on walking and holding it in me. Cos i know i don't want to lose it.

Wish all the sad things in me or in my family or in my besties would be gone soon!

Lastly, wish earlier to myself,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!

JIA YOU!!

Maye

YES!!!

2009-12-08T06:47:00.000-08:00

Why a BIG YES? Me finish exam d. Yahoo~~~ I love post-exam period. But i broke one thing. That day receive an angry sms. Too angry untill broke it. (But now is over d la..hehe)

See...can know how angry i am that day!!! Now left one specs to survive.....Haiz..need waste money to do another one. Only got one specs feel no security at all.. If the one and only one break also then i will be like half-blind people. Can't work and cant drive. Can't do lot of things!!!

Finally i can shopping, movie, sing K, drink tea, rebonding and cooking!! Yeah...COOKING??? YES! Cannot cook meh? Nah...that day when i was holiday-ing (study) I did cook for myself!! The famous dishes from my cooking~~~

Ladies & gentlemen, give applause to my
Dang dang dannnggg.......
FRIED RICE with lap cheong and eggs

My best cooking dishes. My mum sure complain to me again. " Why i go KL only u cook ar?? Didn't c u cook for me??" Haha. Finally i got fulfill her dream la... i did cook for her! Again...my best cooking dishes... FRIED RICE with ginger and eggs. Those who don't love ginger, then sorry la...cos cook fried rice with ginger and eggs is so delicious. (saliva dropping) Kla...share with you the recipe. It is fast and can fulfill your hungriness.......

FRIED RICE WITH LAP CHEONG & EGGS

Ingredients: lap cheong, eggs, left-over rice(yesterday) , sesame oil, and garlic
Other preparations tools : wok, fire and pan

Step 1: Pour some sesame oil in the wok. Let it heat while. Then, fry lap cheong.

Step 2: After frying, cut lap cheong into slices and put it a bowl. Then put aside. It will be use in the process of frying the rice. (Caution:Use a fork to hold the lap cheong when cutting, be careful of hot)

Step 3: Heat the wok. After a while, pour in garlic (of cos, cut it first) . When the garlic is about yellowish, pour in your rice. (Caution: Remember to control your cooking fire, fire too big will cause your food 'black' which means 'chao tar" ^-^)

Step 4: Pour in your eggs (Min: 2eggs) and stir until every part of your rice is mix with eggs. (Caution: Don't put more eggs...careful of cholesterol)

Step 5: Pour in your fried slices lap cheong and stir for few minutes.

Step 6: Off the fire and is now ready to be served!!!

Seee.....only 6 steps..okay maybe 7 steps...Need cut the garlic..Or maybe 8 steps...Need wash the dishes after eating? Hehe. For first timer in cooking could try this too. Cos is easy isn't it?

Credits to:
Mum
- Cos she borrows me her kitchen and tools

Kelly
- How come she is here? I was totally forgot what bawang putih in english name. I sms-ed her and she told me that. And oh....the words 'pan' is she the one who tell me. If not, i think i'm gonna write the frying stick d.. Hahahahaha.....

ACCA- Association Certified Chartered Accountant
- Hahaha....why my ACCA is here? If is not cos of exam, i don't think i will do cooking and fried my best cooking dishes fried rice! ^-^

Happy trying!!

Lousy chef,
Maye

外套

2009-12-04T22:02:00.000-08:00

外套 - 動力火車

我早該知道　
妳只是偶爾的需要
習慣了妳的味道　
擋風成了我的驕傲

每個心跳　
開始都計算不到
難道給我的回報　
只是陪妳在他的懷抱

做妳的外套　
只能穿梭妳的外表
聽到妳對他的撒嬌
可笑的是我沒資格計較

做妳的外套　
擁抱著卻不被擁抱
我是誰妳知不知道
怎能隨便穿上又換掉

我能擁有什麼　
答案早就明瞭
學會哭也能笑　
OH NO

怎麼不聽勸告　
怎麼不被想要
還在為妳效勞
會不會瘋掉〔妳知不知道〕

During my karaoke session, this song is in my favourite list! Why? The lyris had move me. The lyrics had touches my heart. This song was quite number of years back. Where my brother loves to sing it while doing his house work (mopping our home floor) The first time when i heard it, i found the rythm of the song was nice. So i sing along with my brother but didn't know whats the meaning of the lyrics.

After few years, i pick this song again to sing during my karaoke session. And this time i feel the words. Really true in my heart. Only then i understand how sad the song was.
Alrite... After sharing a song as opening of this blog, i still have others things to say.

I know both of us trying to mend our friendship where we just know each other. Where we were laughing and feel carefree chit chatting. We've been trying very hard on it and don't think much about it. When we just met we werent like this But why the more we know each other the more i feel i'm just the friend that who fill your emptiness. Where no one to accompany you or chat with you, only you came to me? I claim myself a very close friend to you. But i feel i'm not at all. I hate myself thinking all those things but it grow stronger each day.

I wanted to tell you our friendship had gone this way but you have even more bigger problem than this. Still i'm soft- hearted and don't wish to add burden on you. I dont' know what to expect from you but i know i want the you that i'm firstly met. Other than that is not important anymore.

I hope we can mend this hole and if possible don't wish to have anymore hole. If it is not the bond of our friendship, i wonder where we are right now.

Always here,
Maye

What again?? Exam la~~~

2009-11-27T06:19:00.001-08:00

Exam is just around the corner. Another one more week to go and got to strive hard for this time. So don't know when will update my post again. Haiz..most important now is
WISH ME LUCK!! NO

GIVE ME LOTS LOTS OF LUCK!!!

I need it so so so so extremely much.

Se ya'all soon

Ciao,
Maye

3 'Old' November Babies~~~

2009-11-19T06:19:00.000-08:00

Another year pass again. Didn't expect would throw a birthday celebration for them. Just after my work, suddenly 'ting' Yahor...3 of them birthday on November. Can together celebrate it! How nice it is. Cos i don't intend to tell them i'm going celebrate with them. Just say we going for a drinks. Cos our friend 'Ah Tay' back from Kelantan. And didnt seen him for years d. Believe it? For years dei~~~~ So lets see how happy the 3 'old' babies...

3 "Old" November Babies
(Sinlin, Calvin & Jolene)

See how happy they are....

Sin lin...ask u to make a wish..not peep on others...Hehe1...2....3....BLOW~~~Eh...3 of u can see the camera? Calvin what u do till both of the gals looking down there huh? Even a man (ah tay) behind look at u too...What la so interesting there? Aiyer...dun tell me... Haha...

17 November baby20 November baby22 November baby

Although only 6 people here but we were having fun...

Here again i wish....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

Maye

My Old Days!!

2009-11-11T05:25:00.000-08:00

Just now browse through my friend, Phoebe photo album. She post up some old pictures which makes me miss my old days as well. I have some old pictures and wanted to share it here too but too bad and what a regret i don't have the soft copy pictures with me. Wanted to use camera to capture it but the faces in the pictures was not clear. So i could only use words to say here.

Inside her pictures, she written as "olden days before turn 21" As my realisation, before i was turning 21 I already started to work till now. When i see back my old days, I would always laughing. Cos we all such an innocent look. (okay..doesnt mean now not innocent. hehe) But time could not turn back the old days. But only have a good memory to be remember in our heart.

Still remember last year 1/11/2008 we all having 5M gathering? Without our realise is already it had pass 365 days. Time fly fast isnt it?

1 year ago (1/11/2008)

Very soon i will be leaving my hometown. How soon it was i really didn't know. Till then i got to make new friends and till then will make me even more miss my old friends back in Melaka.

But i wanted to say to all my friends...

Even if we never talk again after tonight,
please remember that I am forever changed by who you are
and what you meant to me
I miss you all my friends

"Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship" I saw that thru a website. And i do really know how it feels whats the meaning of "Truth" and the "Tears" Becos i have it.

I don't care what it will be the next day.
I want to cherish every moment that i have with my old friends here in Melaka till i'm leaving that day!!!!

I WILL DEFINITELY MISS THEM SO MUCH AH.........
(shouting)

How??? now i not yet leave already start missing them liow. Haiz....

Maye

Haha & Hehe

2009-11-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

Just realise my sms text message no more Haha & Hehe. Not all message don't have but some particular message it is. Okay i know to some u all whether there is Haha or Hehe is normal. Alright. Im starting to crapping now. To me Haha & Hehe is indicating im happy for that moment or means im joking or something la.... But if consistently no Haha & Hehe there must be something wrong. But i know my friend don't realise that. Haiz....

Forget about it la. I think too much now....

I hope one day when i'm replying that particular message will have Haha & Hehe.

Bluek :p

Crap,

Maye

31st !!!!

2009-10-31T20:40:00.001-07:00

Yeah~~~Ice cream...ice cream...

Not Bad!! Satisfy!!

2009-10-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

Before i start my post, as you all know i will be posting what..Hehe..Let me share a joke that i didn't realise and im the ONE who does it. ^-^

Just now, me, my mum and my god-sis went to mamak stall to eat our dinner. It was raining and i do hope it will end soon. Hope it rain again when im sleeping. Alright!! Im bit greedy here. I admit! So i've order teh tarik. And so my teh tarik comes. I say this....

Me: Mum, the water is not hot enough.
Mum: Siow ar u....you order TEH TARIK ma...Already TARIK where got hot??

My god-sis: -_-''' Think you bit siow d!

Me: Ya hor...Hehe

All of us laugh becos of those words. Well, i just say it after i drink it. Didnt really think much about that. ^-^

OKay...now is the time to see the result of yesterday hardwork....

The backview

The front view...blur ar?

Okay...another one..What? blur again???

Nah...the clearer one la....

Yala...Yala....i want put more pictures here la...Admit la..Overall i quite like it but too bad is only last for 1 day only. Specially thanks to my MUM. All credits goes to her. Cos she is the one who tie the 'yellow yellow thingy' (i don't know whats that call, refer my previosu post) on my head.

Bit tired now. Got to sleep. Tomorrow need wake up early again to have breakfast with my besties...

Night, everyone...

Maye

Hairdo!!

2009-10-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

Alright....today was kind in a mood wanna do something to my hair!! So lets see..

So this is the back view

The side view

The front view

I'm not going to dinner. I'm not going to any occasion. But just going for work. YES!! I am going to sleep like this tonight. So what will be ?? I dont know too. Check it out tomorrow....

Stay tuned the result of my hair~~~

Night

Maye

In the midst!!!

2009-10-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

Today got some flu and body was weak. And when i'm sick i always have lot of thoughts. Why like this?? I don't know. Everytime my blog is sharing people story and sometime include little bit of mine. Sometime craps too. Oh..and sometime mix feeling.And lot of other sometimes... But this time really true from me.

I've always have a beautiful friendship but i think maybe now one piece of it i've lost. Is not complete anymore. This 2 months my mind was keep thinking the same thing except at work. Is my first time to cry becos of friendship. And is my first time to feel the lost of security in my friendship.

Sometimes i really want to spread it at blog, at least there are some place for me to release. But i'm worry that after people read my blog they do really believe in it. Then things happen. Then why like this...why like that. So sometimes i do not type in. But.. why they choose to believe a blog than not choosing to trust the one standing in front of them. Why they dont think the reason behind of it but only keep saying to you " You wrong".

Lot of promises that ive made and i cant or i could say i won't break it. If i break it, isnt it i become someone that could not be trust? Someone told me " You should say it!" But i've promise the other one i wont say. So should i say? Isnt it confuse?? I'm confuse.

Some people says too " If you think is right, then just do it or say it" but before you do or you say it have you ever think that will the things you do or you say affect others? Okay...i know im consider too much of those unnecessary when doing a things. But i was merely not to hurt anyone. But who knows? Cos in the end, they will just only say " You wrong"

The friends that could really knew me, i can say it can be counted by hands. Not much.
After fight with friends, how many of you can be friends again? And say "I trust you"? Not much.

Some people says or think about me " Why you so fake?" I have my reason why. Why i have my reason? Bcos i don't want to hurt anybody. When I say "becos i don't want to hurt anybody" i'm sure some of you may think " ahh..don't give lame excuses!" All i want to say was this is not a lame excuses. If it so, straight forward i will do it in front of you. Those who know me, they knew i would.

I have a complicated feeling in me this 2 months. Should or should not to admit that this friendship is over or not. But the "not willing" will is stronger than "willing" will. Bcos my beautiful moments with them is over than the unhappy ones.

Although i know we have our separate ways now, but still they are the one that would always in my prayers. Still you all are The One.

Truly,
Maye

Oh Yeah!!!

2009-10-20T06:59:00.001-07:00

Aiyoyo...Just realise i've not been updating my blog for a long long time. Think sudah berkulat already. But yesterday someone's blog make me realise that, I should blog. Haha. Well, i really can't say him here. If not i got FIRED...Not taking gun to fired. But it really FIRED. Hmm...maybe not fired. Is just my life will be hard.

Well, as for him, i really can't imagine his blog was so funny. Especially when he twisting the words in his blog. Hahahahahaha..... Sorry. Can't tahan.. hahahahaha... Yesterday i was starting study for my December exam. Until half way, my friend aka my colleague sms to me.

Colleague: Online now. Fast!

Me: ??? ok Online now.

She send me a link. What link? The link to his blog. Hahaha. Sorry readers. I really can't disclose him here. If not tomorrow i will be the headline of all the newspapers. A GIRL GET KILLED by DISCLOSING A BLOG LINK!! Hahaha...back to the story. So i read some. I said to myself. Maybe i read one then continue others tomorrow. But in the end i can't stop reading it. Bcos it was damn funny.

In my mind, he is someone maybe serious. Not so naughty. But reading his blog yesterday change my impression of him in my mind. Totally a different person from the way he wrote the blog. His appearance and his blog totally a two different world people. In my mind, he is sometimes serious. Seldom jokes. At first when i saw him i thought, my god such a young man but acting so serious? Come on you are youngster don't so serious. But now i realise after all, he is NORMAL young man. Haha.

Oh yeah, you are so awesome!!! Make my day with laughter. Thanks though.

By the way, last 2 weeks i've went holiday. Relaxing...Eating...Sleeping....Climbing....Camwhoring..

Here's the picture!!

People goes holiday almost eevryone always had the same thing or routine. So i think let my pictures says it all. (Konon...actually lazy ade ler) Okay i admit i'm lazy. Picture saying the same thing what. Save my saliva on that. Haha...

Enjoy the pictures...

okay...not this one. This is just for my closing post. Click the link above.

C ya'all in next post.

Maye

Earthquake vs Fire

2009-10-01T06:07:00.000-07:00

Yesterday just heard about the earth quake and today another news happen in front of me.

Today, the sun was just nice and feel like going out to the beach. But too bad i had to working so i only can imagine that. As usual i'm always...not should says all those who already working would always wait for the lunch time so that we can take a break and have our walk and lunch as well.

Today as usual, me and my colleague was walking towards Jalan Bendahara, 9th storey flat there to have our 'goreng' food. As we were walking we saw "烈火雄心" or "Burning Flame" TVB Hong Kong drama was on act BUT BUT BUT..... Is Malaysian version la. Haha. So at that time i was thinking maybe later on we would saw smoke, the walls are black, people were yelling help and the situation there must be messy.

Lot of 'kepoh' people where those people would use their hand to pin pointing here and there and telling around people what is happening. And those 'kepoh' people include us too. Haha. Actually we were not 'kepoh'. Is just coincidence we were going there. As i told you just now we going have our lunch right?

So we thought have smoke or the wall would black right? We were wrong. We look up at the 9th storey floor. Still couldnt know which floor is on fire. No smoke or walls are black nor people are yelling help. So i was telling my colleague this.

Me: Is fire or the fireman came here just to catch big snake?

Colleague A: No la...nothing happen. Our fireman too free so someone call them just to test their efficiency.

Colleague B: Maye, so high up the snake climb until half ady "mati" (die)

Aiks...colleague B was true. Haha. I didn't think that at that moment.

It wasnt a big fire. But 3 fire brigade cars was here. Is it too many for that ? -_-''' The police are here. Never ever miss out, the reporters was here. My colleague was discussing which newspaper reporter are here. Erm..that not important. Haha. But the most people were there was those "kepoh" people. They always be the first to reach there before police and reporters. Haha... (Not me, okay?)

I got picture down some few pictures.

Okay..I know you didn't saw the fireman. I just simply take 2 snaps then back to my table. My food is waiting to enter my stomach though. Haha....

Note: This incident happens because there is an indian lady forgot to turn off her home gas. (Aiyo...auntie, yesterday just heard the earthquake bad news and don't la create news lagi to scare your family though, k?) So to those of you at home especially with old folks and children around. Always make sure turn off the gas after using and don't let the children play it. When the fire is small, it become our friend but when fire is big, it never treat you as friend. So BEWARE!!

Maye

Company Lunch

2009-09-26T21:44:00.000-07:00

Company lunch at Hotel EQ!!! Buffet~~ Buffet~~~slrrp....

Waiting at the lobby

After the main course, we actually waiting so much for this chocolate fruits..Dip our own chocolate...yummy...
So this is it...the fruits dip chocolate...i don't know what it calls..argh...you gonna know what im trying says hereAfter eating, we sure camwhore and whole office only both of us love camwhore..haha

Erm...sharon...camera is here though...where you seeing??

This is the buffet arrangement....didnt manage snap main course...too busy eating only..Haha

The cute Nuan Nuan...

Ah nah...don't kill me...i just want to take picture of you only..By the way, his name really is call NAH~~~

The whole office staff but left out two...which is Janet and Mr. Tam. If not, just like one happy office family.. ^-^

Tomorrow got to start work again...Haiz....looking for the next holiday... Hehe..

Maye

Dance with my Father....

2009-09-18T22:23:00.000-07:00

I cried when i sing this song...A song for him...A song for my father...I love you!!

Dance with my Father - Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then

Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance another walk another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance one final step one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end'
Cause I'd love love love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again

Maye

Reinstatement!

2009-08-25T16:47:00.000-07:00

After my post " When you break", lot of my friends sending text messages to me. Everyone asking the same question " R u ok?" and i'm gonna say " I am ok"
Maybe i've say little it short story here.

Few days ago, my favorite nekclace break after my bath. This necklace been with me by years. I've try not to wear it but the next day I still bring it out and wear it. But today, it breaks and it seems something was not right. Okay...i know you would say i'm superstitious. Maybe...but whenever i touch my neck, i would touch it. But now is so empty.

Maybe to you all is some normal necklace but to me, this is not only a gift from my besties but also symbolises my friendship. Not only this necklace, all my besties gift to me, i've always so precious. Of cos some can't wear it at my body but i keep it safely in my drawer. Each gift are still there. Even the cards.

I keep all gifts to me because i know one day all of us may have our own life. At least, next time i could tell my children or grandchildren that
"There...That is my besties gift to me! Beautiful isn't it?"

Always here,
Maye

When You Break!!!

2009-08-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

I and you met some years ago,

I've attracted to you the moment i saw you,

Decided will be with you no matter where you go.

You and me share lots of up and down together,

but seems that you doesn't matter,

Thought give some time to let you think it through,

Thought my dream with you will come true,

But your quiet had say "we've been through"

When you say bye,

I'll respect you,

When i say bye,

I'll just couldn't leave you.

Didn't give up,

Me, try to patch it up,

Your action tells me "i give up"

After all the sacrifices,

Finally i success,

Somehow i can't feel...

I can't feel the old you anymore.

And so you say good bye,

Telling me let the past be gone.

Is time to find a new one.

(Why you break with me just like this? I know you doing this for my own good. I will miss you)

Love,
Maye

Another!!!

2009-08-19T08:08:00.001-07:00

CONGRATS GALS!!!!

(In first photo - Jia Yee morning session convo and second photo - Syiat Weay afternoon convo)

Maye

What is that?

2009-08-19T07:49:00.001-07:00

Shared some story. Trust me is worth continue reading...

An old father and his son sitting on a bench under a shady tree. Son was reading the newspaper and father was looking around the scenery. Father saw a bird and ask

Father: What is that?
Son: A sparrow

Father kept quiet....After a while, he ask again...

Father: What is that?
Son: A sparrow

Father kept quiet for a moment and ask again the same question...

Father: What is that?
Son (angry): A sparrow...a sparrow... S.P.A.R.R.O.W
How many times u going to ask????

Father gets up and went inside the house. After few minutes, he came out from the house bringing his diary. Open the page and give it to his son. He say..

Father: Loud
Son: When my son turn to about three years old, he ask me 21 times 'What is that?' and I answered him 21 times. Even when i hug him, he still ask the same question and i still answer the same.

Son feel sorry. Hug and kiss his dad.

Moral of the story: Cherish your love one especially your parents. They are the one who make you what you are today.

Maye

Jadey and Li Fang, is time to fight!!

2009-08-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

Hi, everyone! Been sometime i didnt post my blog. Hehe...Kind of busy. Please forgive! Please forgive!

Last weekend i've went to MMU, Cyberjaya. Study? Neh....went to one of my darling's convocation. Which darling? Wait la...i've not yet finish my story (Read the title lor!)

Suppose planning on the Sunday(9 Aug 2009) morning sitting Jadey's boyfriend car to her convocation. But who knows, plan change. Jade sms-ed me.

"Gal, plan change. Saturday night my boyfriend will be going up (KL). So u can stay at my sis hse!" Mine! I didnt prepare that i will be going on Saturday. So between that conversation, i do think that i might not be going her convocation. Because of the changing plan. haiz....what a sad thing. So i was thinking if not going to Jadey convocation, then i might going to Li Fang convocation.

But hei, jade. I've promise you to attend your convocation. So no matter how i will find a way to attend it! Even walk, i will also walk there. Hahaha.... I don't want make empty promises though. It feel not nice. I wanted wanted wanted so much to go. You know? Hehe....

So Saturday night, sitting her boyfriend car. But before that, i told Jade im not coming. Haiz....disappointed! Why? I thought of giving her surprise. But who knows, she sms-ed her boyfriend this. " I know Maye is going to give me surprise. " i was like -_-''' She always know what i'm thinking though. But jadey, don't scold your boyfriend la....This time is not his wrong though. Is i'm the one ask him don't say, thought of giving you surprise. So he is the innocent one. Haha..

So Sunday arrive! Jadey convocation is like my convocation as well. Why? She wake up at 6am and so do i! Hahaha...Even we wake up early but Jadey was crying. Touched cos of the convocation? No though...Is because we almost late. After our breakfast is already 7.10 am. But Jade told that she must reach at MMU, Cyberjaya at 7.30am and at 8am the hall door will closed. So from Mont Kiara to Cyberjaya. Do you think at within 20 minutes we can reach? No right? What time we reach? 8am!!! SHIT!! We late. So Jade boyfriend ask her first went to the hall and they will be tailing behind. I know Jadey must be nervous till bit blur and don't know where she should go! And i was right. So i followed her behind and safely bring her to the hall to change her robe. Of cos at the main hall i can't went in. But seeing her safely go inside, my heart suddenly so calm. In my mind saying, finally my Jadey is going to take her scroll later.

I cant go inside and what i'm doing at the outside for hours? Thought of will be boring waiting so walk around at the bazaar there. Luckily i met my ex-primary cum ex-secondary schoolmate. We was happy to met each other cos finally found someone who is our friend. She was waiting her younger sister and i was waiting Jadey. So both of us chit chat till non-stop inside the lecture hall where they do the telecast from the main hall. We only stop talking when seeing our friends taking their scroll. Other than that, our mouth just like gun, non-stop talking. Is nice to met her there though. At least my boring-ness is not there.

So around 11.30 am the convocation end. Finally is time for photo session. Haha...What some more? Camera got to do their work la....

After that, we went for lunch an around 5pm i reach home. Nothing to say during my journey back Melaka cos me and Jadey was sleeping. Tired is all i can say.....

Gals, Jadey and Li Fang is time to fight for your future!!!

(P/S: This week still got another session of convocation to attend!!! Fui..busy me)

Maye

F4, Vanness

2009-07-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Still remember previous post i talks about my brother look like F4, Vanness? Remember? Today i'm gonna show you whether it is or not! I'm wondering how his colleague and friends would react after saw his teenage picture and the person he is right now. Haha....

In his teen......

Deng..Deng...Deng...look like vanness? (*vomit*)

But now he...haiz...sad when think about it...why? Look at this....

oh my....does his look familiar to you? Of cos...he was once popular before though....

Look like him right? hahahahahaha...

Her sis,
Maye

《最好的结局》

2009-07-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

词：Abel曲：Aquila朱玮心唱：Min黄毓敏

传闻你和他的相遇
听说是多么美丽
而我的存在是多余

*听得太多也累了
我们之间也完了
别再继续纠缠不清

我不能放弃自己去讨好你
那不是我自己
如果你爱她就别再错下去

我不像你想像中的那么脆弱
分手已成了定局
在他发现之前忘了你

Repeat *

就为了我的名誉
就为了你的秘密
就请别让她哭泣

我不能放弃自己去讨好
你那不是我自己
如果你爱她就别再错下去
我不像你想像中的那么脆弱
分手是我的决定
在他发现之前忘了你
分离已是最好的结局

The Climb!!

2009-07-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

I didn't really take notice of this song 'The Climb' lyrics. Until today, i'm totally feel the lyrics so much. A good song to remind me always...

".....There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb....."

This is the part of the lyrics that i feel it so much...

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but
I Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an up-hill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all aboutIt's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

I'm in dilemma...Don't know what should i do...

Keep climbing, keep your faith, Maye

Sobbing,
Maye

Back To The History ~~~

2009-07-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

Last few weeks, my mother's friend from Singapore came visit my mum. So my mum would dig and dig her old pictures for her friends to see how naive they were when they were young. As i flip back those pictures. I love my mum features. She looks so pretty and thin. Nice body figure she had. But why.....why.....why.....My body figure was such a different from hers??? I'm her daughter wei~~ i ask my mum about her figure comparing to mine.

She would say " You keep eat and eat. Plus last time old time where got like you all...in the middle of the nite still at outside mamak stall drink tea? At that time we had gone to sleep early so we had a healthy body. Of cos my body figure look better than u...And nowadays the food so many msg...where u all can slim down???"

But some how i do agree what she said. The food now especially the fast food. Makes people grow fat fast.

After flip thru some of her pictures. I do look resemblence to my mother when she were young. Of cos la...i'm her daughter tho...Hehe...

Could spot which one is my mum??
Deng...Deng...Deng....Pretty ler...of cos ler..my mum ma...

Can see her body figure? phewitt~~~~~but why mine......

Eh...this is not her la..is me...Look carefully...Hehe...I look just exactly like her isnt it?I said: "Mum, can i upload your pictures to my blog ar?"
Mum: "Erm...don't want la...so paiseh(shy) le...."
Me: "Can la...not ugly ma..."
Mum: "Erm...want meh?? Don't want la...Eh..take this one....more pretty...maybe that one can also..."
Me: -_-'''

See..that's was my mum. She keep claiming don't want but she was choosing which one to upload the pictures here. Haha...

Well..that's the end of my mum pictures. She said post few pictures would be enough. Cos others pictures is as pretty as those too.. Hahahaha..

(P/S: Next update will be my Small Brother...He claim that he look like a Taiwanese boy band group F4, Vanness...is he? Stay tune for the next update!)

Maye

You're not alone~~~

2009-07-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

'Lone, 'loneWhy, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that

I'll be there

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

You are not alone.....

Maye gal

Michael, R.I.P!!

2009-07-01T07:53:00.000-07:00

This few days every one of the corner of the world were talking and discussing about Michael Jackson death. I believe everyone eyes open wide when heard about this news included me. Michael was the asset of the entertainment industry. But now our important asset had gone. A totally big loss for us. No more Moonwalk live performance ever. Left with us now only memories and memories.

His sudden death make me miss and i should cherish the people that i care around me. I've been busy with my work and seldom get in touch those who are close to me. His loss make me feel i should make a call or sms to them that i used to close with. Sorry for my late respond. I miss you all !!!

Michael, may you R.I.P

Thank you for making such a wonderful memories for all of us.

Maye

A letter to Pa & Ma!!!

2009-06-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

I should had type this down yesterday but i was busy. But although that, i still wouldn't forget to wish my Pa, Father's Day and Ma, Happy Mother's Day!

Ma, everytime when i help to dye your hair, seen you hair had grow lot of white hair each day. I've realises you had grown old each day. When i was baby till now, you never stop teaching me and giving me guidance. The unconditional love from you is can't comparable. Now you had more time on your own, do the things that you like. We, the children will always support you and love you every second.

Pa, 10 years ago, you had leave us. Leaving us with the memories that could only be remember. When i was taking SPM, seeing friend's father sharing the result and i hope you were there.

When i was start working, wants to bring you to have a dinner on my first salary and i hope you were there.

When i got into some trouble, hoping you were there.

Although all that i can't see you but i know you were there giving me a warm smile. Always...always...

When i'm not at home,ma ma is alone. But somehow i know you were there watching her. Just like the way you used to accompany her. I know deep down our heart we had some sad memories but we hoping you were there than you were leaving.

We all miss you, Pa!

Pa....Ma....I love you!!

With Love,

Maye

Durian Myth

2009-06-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

Wow....again...such a long time only update my blog. I'm sorry. I was busy at work! When i got home, totally no energy to type any blog though. Alrite..What's today post?

Now, is durian season. So of course i wont miss out my durian. Couple of these few days, my mum friends and my god-father gave us few durians. So few nights having Durian. Shit! I'm going fat if going like this everyday.

That day after i've eating durian as my dinner, my mum told me to save one part of the durian skin. You know why? Let me tell you. Perhaps, some of you might already know whats next i'm going to say.

Those who love durian, don't straight throw away the durian skin so fast. It can be an useful tools for us. What is it? Continue my reading then.....

Do you all realise that after you eat durian your hand still smell of durian even you had wash a thousand times with soap? Try this way instead.

Take one part of the durian skin, turn on your water and let the water flow thru the durian. And wash your hand underneath of the durian skin. After that, smell your hand again. You will found the smell is now gone. Till then you found unbelievable...Haha... Try it!

Wait~~~ I've not yet finish. Lot of people say eating durian will 'heat' up our body and could get sick easily. So how to prevent fall sick? Here's the way.

Again take one part of the durian skin, pour drinking water in it. Put little salt inside and drink it. Maybe drink it a couple of times. That's what my mum told me that it could prevent us to fall sick easily (so mum...i can eat as many durians as i want?? Haha) Really works? I've tried. Till now i'm still ok. Think is works... Hehe...

Alright...here is the picture of durian in case some of you don't know what is durian. Hahaha....

Message to my bro in Penang:
Have you eaten durian? Home here got lot nice durians!! Want? Haha
With love,
Home

Okay...i'm not that bad you see.. Cos i really 'sincerely' concern whether he is eating durian or not. Haha...Ya ya ya...i'm a bad sister.

Maye

When Got Tired of Pretty Pics!!!

2009-06-01T00:02:00.001-07:00

Suppose i should studying for my coming exam which is next Tuesday but before that let me finish this post.

Well, every time went out with my besties would normally love camwhoring all the time. Besides gossiping, this is the things that we never miss. But do sometime miss. Haha. Each time only taking the pretty, beautiful, pretty, beautiful.....pics.

Nice and pretty right?

STOP IT! WE TIRED OF TAKING THIS FREAKING PRETTY PICTURES!!

What about this?

oopss...sorry i wasn't ready

Try again...

We trying to be ugly, Tal...why you still look cute huh??

Even want to try lick it!!

and 'accidentally' poke our nose

when poking our nose, she always gets high like this...hahahaha

Until Jade want to join us too...but jade still look pretty here...try uglier next time...hahaha

After some crazy action, we still manage to recover...Still look pretty??

Ngek ngek ngek...

Maye

When I've Got So Much Things To Say!!!

2009-05-25T01:38:00.000-07:00

Saturday, was a peaceful day for me. Why? My phone was no ringing and no sms-es except having a short dinner with my friends. I was sitting in front of my computer pc. Besides studying, I got some serious cough. Hate it when I talk about that. Makes me can’t sleep during the night. But though, during my break time, I was flipping over my pictures in the computer. Mostly it makes me laugh. Those crazy pictures was priceless.
I’m kind a miss those days so much. When me and my friends had no worries except study…study…study…exam…exam…exam. Besides that, I was typing this blog. I’ve realize quite sometime I didn’t really seriously sit down and type. Sometimes blogs help me remembered those feelings and things that had pass. (Of cos…not blog everything la..)But always makes me laugh and sometimes even scold myself ‘Oh..what a stupid blog! How could i type down all those things at that time???” Haha…

Sometimes I seldom contact with my besties due to my exam is around the corner and work load had increase. So my blog was the only way they could know what happen to me recently in condition I’ve updated my blog (hehehehe…sorry sometime takes longer time to update :p) One of my besties, Kelly going to KL training. Haiz…will miss her though. Kerry already went KL. You want to go KL too? Yala…I know you were just going there for training. But you know our time together not much already. Some more you want go there…Haha.. CHOI!! what “our time together not much” . You know what I mean here though. Hehe…. So I take this opportunities to say out loud here “ I miss all my friends!” (actually misses shopping together more…hehe)

The day before Saturday, I list down some good and bad points during my tea time in office. I was damn surprised when I’ve see the result. Points about what? Can’t say! Cant say! Haha.. What I can say was unbelievable result. I was stone sitting back my office chair seeing the result in front of me. I thought I could list down all those good things quite fast. But I’ve only realize, I’ve written the bad points till up to no.7 yet my good points not even 1. Shit…What had happen though? I was sad when I saw the result. And also it makes me realize that I’ve been making excuses to myself regarding that. Em…since I’ve know the result. I do need sometimes to re-think all the things again before I’m making stupid decisions. I want to be alone thinking about that. Just don’t ask me about it. Alright, friends?

Okay..Let me tell you some funny things. Well, maybe is me, myself too worry about my exam until make such a funny mistake. That day I was sms-ing with my besties. Saying “Oh no, jadey! My exam is on 2 June 2009 I’ve only realize I got few more days to study yet I not yet take my study leave!” My besties reply “My..How come u didn’t realize that? Don’t think so much now. Study now.” Hahahaa….Jade, wanted to make an apology though. I’ve just checked my exam date is on 9 June 2009. Haha…Shit. I was damn busy until I forget the real date for my exam. Thanks God that I found out earlier before applying wrong study leave though. Hehe..

After my exam, I’m going to re-bond my hair. Damn, it looks so ugly right now. Bro, any sponsor from you? Hehe…Besides that, I want shopping, vacation, watch movies, bla bla bla…etc etc etc. Lot things gonna do. ^-^

Alright…Next thing I’m going to say was. Got things to do right now. Maybe see ya’all in next post. Will keep you updated!!!

Maye

Another year coming~~~

2009-05-23T21:25:00.000-07:00

I'm going to see you soon!!!

Maye

Randomly

2009-05-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

Wow....its quite sometime i didn't really sit down and post a long post. This few weeks is a busy day for me. Lot of things happen. Really didn't know how to say it here one by one.

Actually before this and previous post suppose i got a ZOO pictures to share with you all here. But till now i still don't get my pictures from my besties. They say " I will upload fast for you!!!!" So you know what's that should be mean. Till now i still don't get a single pictures. One say busy, busy, busy. The other one say want to resize the pictures. So in the end, delay and delay. Ya...ya..i am complaining now. So to my dear besties, WHERE IS MY PICTURES????

Okay, after the zoo things. I've been busy with my works and study. And went KL too. Everyday after back home still thinking that i can be energetic to online and write something. But when i saw the bed, the only thinking was " I want SLEEEEEPPP..." Became so tired suddenly. Weird though. I can say is this is human reaction to the bed. ^^

That day during my journey from Kuala Lumpur to Melaka, i saw somethine so old. quite hard to find the antique things. What it is? Lets see...

Hei....the last picture so familiar though. Oh..i know...How come my previous company office telephone is doing here? It should be in the office doing its job. Yea...the first company that i work indeed use this type of antique telephone. It still can intercom upstairs telephone. Absurd? No..Is true. But i hate using this telephone to call handphone number. Why? Imagine the person you call didn't pick up the phone. There is no 'redial' button for you though. You see, handphone got 10 numbers right? So whenever you turn a number, you had to wait it to turn back to its original place before u turn for the second number. It so annoyed. isnt it? :p After that, im back to Melaka. So nice to be home.

Okay....Happy things are always fast pass by. So sad things will always make people suffocated. Haiz...Actually not only those things happen to me recently. Lots and tonnes of shock and sad happening within that. And i don't know how to say that. So what to say?Mostly bad things though. Hope everything will be fine soon and back to where it came from. Although things happen...

I still manage to get a smile..Hope you do the same with me. Together we trust ourselves and themselves that we can solve it no matter how.

Maye

Today

2009-04-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

I was quiet

I was thinking

I just want a moment for myself

Listen to my heart beating

It beat so slow

Listen something that i don't wish to

Should be angry

But somehow trust and faith came forward

Had beat them away,

Trust Maye, Trust....

Life Handbook!!!

2009-04-23T07:57:00.000-07:00

Is interesting when i first saw see this title "Life Handbook" in my mail today. So i've read it and find it is good to share it with my readers here. I should say...

THAT'S WHAT LIFE SHOULD BE!

So i open my mail and it written these:

Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time for prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in previous year.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.

Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. GOD heals everything.
35. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
36. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
37. The best is yet to come.
38. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.
39. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

So what is your mind thinking right now? Nodding head agree to that? I bet that's for sure!!!

Maye

Keith Urban!

2009-04-19T02:38:00.001-07:00

Lately been fall in love with him, Keith Urban!!!Oops...Should say his songs!!!! Haha...

Why? Don't know...

Just love it!

Maye

Let Me Be Myself!!

2009-04-17T11:11:00.000-07:00

Tired of being someone else? Then, lets us sing this song together.
(This song is included in my 'Relax' corner! So if you are lucky one, once you click my blog might heard this song! If not, please click on that icon to find it! If you really wants to hear it! ^-^)

Let Me Be Myself by 3 Doors Down

I guess i just got lost
Bein' someone else
I tried to kill the pain
Nothin ever helped
I left myself behind
Somewhere along the way
Hopin to come back around
To find myself someday

Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's ok, but tell me
Please, would you one time
Just let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you let me be myself

I'll never find my heart
Behind someone else
I'll never see the light of day
Living in this cell
It's time to make my way
Into the world i knew
Take back all of these times
That i gave in to you

Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's ok, but tell me
Please, would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
And let me be myself
For a while, if you don't mind
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself

That's all i've ever wanted from this world
Is to let me be me
Please would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Please would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
For a while, if you don't mind
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you one time... oooh
Let me be myself
Let me be me

Have you sing out loud? Cos i do. Simply love the songs and especially the lyrics.

(P/S: Hope you would know)

Maye

Virus Attack!

2009-04-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

Few days ago if im not mistaken, the news says there is some virus will attack our computer if we got online. But in the end.........

I'VE BEEN ATTACK!!!

Waiting for my turn before i meet my personal doctor.

Sick,
Maye

Don't Know What to Post??

2009-04-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

Today's post is call dont know what to post.....why? Cos i really don't know.

My brother few days back ask me. " I thought you going to post the Penang pictures??"

Alright. Nah....here i post la...

Last month early March there is a public holiday. What public holiday? Seriously i forgot. Lost short term memory. Haha. What i remember was i went to Penang. Maybe could say "family matter cum holiday" Haha....What a stupid term that i think of. But i know you would understand what that means though.

I admit i was bit lazy want to write out what exactly had happen during my trip at Penang. I just take few pictures though. Just some pictures that caught my eye.

This is the first thing i want to do when i went there. People there are calling this 'ngo tek ngo liap' (Penang hokkien) It mean two bread two eggs. The bread was nice. I like it. But the eggs seems normal though. You all can guess how much is the price for only that? RM2? RM 2.50? Tngek tngek..wrong! Is RM 5 something. Crazy right? It looks not much different from our bread at home isn't it? That was my breakfast for the first day.Then after our breakfast, my brother bring us to Gurney Plaza. Hows the shop? Normal shopping centre only. My brother is meeting his colleague on the other side. So what im doing with my mother? Beside shopping, we were camwhoring. My mother look cute in this picture isnt it? After walk and walk, my brother finally back with us. Then, we saw this bunch of girls were performing. Could say that was called modern dancing. Why only girls? This is the answer 'Hari Wanita Sedunia' aka 'Women's Days'. Which also means that day was 8 March 2009. Hehe. So they were performing stories about woman in this human life. How importance woman in this world. Imagine this world no woman. Who is going to give birth? Man la...Then they only will know how hard when the woman is pregnant. Let them feel the hardness and pain.

Okay. This is the part i like the most. Eh....how can the young girl climb on that quite elder woman?? Do you know what means by this pictures? It means that nowadays children are more luckier. Anything that happen, their mother will be there to back them up. Not to let their children fall. Take care of them unconditionally. So what should do now? Go and tell your mum that you love her. Give her a hug and kiss. Love you Mum...Muaks...hug hug.

My brother ask me whether to take this pictures or not. I didn't ask why and i took it. He say the white color is rounding the ice. At first sight, yea..true. But now look back this picture. What the heck i want to say about this picture though? Normal what!!! Hehe....

I went eat chicken rice. On the same day? Forgot. Only remembers i've went. Even the chillies on the bottle got their shop name. Can't stand it though....

Teng teng teng....Ladies and gentleman. Can guess what's the pao (bun) name? i know la..is white bun. But it had special name. Is call..... Ham Sap Bun...Really. I didn't bluff you though. Is really call Ham Sap bun. EH...i know what you thinking there. Is not that kind of 'ham sap' (flirty) is ham (salty) sap (watery) bun. Why it is called that? As the owner of that Shanghai Restaurant shop. The food there was not bad. But only this bun makes me remember it well. Haha...yea..cos of the name.Inside the bun. The taste was like the egg tart taste. What different was the inside of the bun more watery. But is nice. One of my brother favourite dish.This is call 'shui gao' . If direct translate to english is.....Ok..i don't know how to translate. Is the one of the popular dishes in China. Inside look like this.Teng...inside got vege, meat, and etc (etc= don't know what else inside) Hehe...All i can say was nice. Not bad. Delicious!

Ok. Think mostly what i was doing there was all that. Cos i didn't take others pictures. Just a short trip so nothing special anyway. Haha... Well...

I will go stay at this places soon.Last time i can say 'Yea, i got go the Queensbay Mall when holiday at Penang!" But sooner i will say " Me very often when shopping there! Bit boring though!"

You all know what that's mean.

C ya in next post!

Maye

Music Man is Here~~

2009-03-25T07:06:00.000-07:00

Its a plane? Its a bird? No.....is MUSIC MAN!!!!!

swt -_-'''
Hahahaha....still remember that phrases? Is Superman favorite sentence but i borrow that sentence a while for my intro. :p

Who is Music Man?? Like the character in the comic? Superman siblings? He-man friends? Who the hell is he?

Alright! Alright! Be patient though. Fans of Music Man, of course know who he is. For those who don't know. Let me proudly introduce him to you.

Give some hint:

a) He is so cute

b) His voice so dreamy~~~everytime fall in love with his song

c) Baby....Ni jiu shi wo de wei yi
Forever love.....Forever love....

What? Still don't know huh? So obvious though. Is LEE HOM la~~~~who some more will make me almost go crazy ?? Him lor~~~

Nah...him la...aiyoyo... (cute ler~~)

Ok. Why all of a sudden i post about him today. Not because of his new album since i already intro last last last lastttt~~~~post. Not about his new movie since he is now acting with Jackie Chan. Alright la..stop guessing! Be patient! I will tell la...

Dang Dang Dang Dangggggg...........

HIS MUSIC GOING TO STOP BY HERE!!!
2 MAY 2009 (SAT)
8.00 PM
STADIUM BUKIT JALIL
MALAYSIA

Oh my~~ He's here! He's here!!! YEA~~ i miss ya though.

His ticket is available for RM 398, RM318, RM268, RM198, RM138 (numbered seating) RM88 (free seating). They say is numbered seating. I wonder once everyone saw him come out perform still will seat or not. Hehe...

You all could walk in to buy the tickets at:

Galaxy Group Sdn. Bhd,

03-2282 2020

Suite 23-2, The Boulevard, Mid Valley City

- Monday to Friday 10am to 7pm

- Saturday 11am to 4pm

Can't go to their office? Never mind. You could also try:

Phone Purchase

Galaxy Hotline - 03-2282 2020,

[10am to 7pm] Monday to Friday ; [11am - 4pm] Saturday

Axcess Hotline - 03-7711 5000,

[9am to 6pm] Monday to Friday ; [9am - 1pm] Saturday

What? No telephone or handphone? So pity huh? Never mind. Can also try:

Online Purchase click here : www.axcess.com.my

No computer online ar? Go cybercafe! No cyber cafe? Never mind. Still got ways. This is the last ways. So got to try no matter what!! Here:

Bank-In Purchase

1) Please Bank-in the correct amount toA/C Payee :Galaxy Group Sdn. Bhd.A/C No : 64171-001-0011847 (Alliance Bank/Mid Valley City. KL)

2) On the Bank-in slip please write down - Lee Hom "Music-Man" Live In Malaysia 2009- Your full name / NRIC no. / Contact no.- home / mobile no. / Fax no. / Ticket Details.

3) Fax the photocopy of the Bank-in slip to FAX NO.: 03-2288 8077 in receive a copy of Galaxy "Fax-Receipt".

4) Collection of ticket at the stadium

- Produce ID, the photocopy of the Bank-in slip, Along with Galaxy Receipt for validation at the ticket collection counter on the day of the concert.
*Call us at 03-2282 2020 to ensure we have receive your fax.

It need to sacrifice some price to gain something right?? If you really want to see him. Of cos must do something. No pain no gain! Hehe...

So which ticket you intend to buy?

^-^

Maye

Today With My Jealousity~~~

2009-03-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

Today had a weird feeling that i didn't have before....

Had some jealousity in me towards.....

Didn't ever in my life i would think about this type of feeling....

I thought i never will

since i always think rationally

but now i am

and it feels inside me

and i admit

I'm jealous!

Didn't know is it towards to one person only

or the surrounding beside me

Argh....

It will make me depressed one day if i'm keep thinking the negatives....

Come on, Maye!

Still young,...

Still young...

Lot of things waiting you to do...

Shu...away the negatives and always stand at positive

Peace ya!!

Had you all jealous before of someone or something or anything?
Not envy! Jealous!
Is ok to admit!

Better than avoiding!

Who doesn't jealous!

Right?

(P/S: Could admit here to me. If don't feel wanna left down names, could leave as 'anoynomous'. Feel free to admit!)

The other side of,

Maye

Making Decisions!!

2009-03-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

Actually I don’t have any idea what to post. But few days back after chit chatting session with my besties I’ve got some thought after I went home and here I curve out this post.

Sometimes will make us headache when think about making decisions….

Decisions…Decisions…Decisions….How is the way you make your decisions?

a) very fast without hesitate much?
b) Think about thoroughly and rationally (different problems thought of different decisions) even the consequences after the decision?
c) Don’t care much about it, stay the way it is. Automatically when feels right, the decision will pop out?
d) Had makes decisions but still shaky about your decisions?
e) Didn’t think about above question at all !!

So which category are you? or mixture of those category?? There is possible though.

To me, I could say a) & e) wasn’t in my category. Other than that, yes I will have.

There is pro and cons of those categories. So let me list out what it is…

a) very fast without hesitate much
pro – when there is an opportunities, you could grab it fast
con – didn’t think thoroughly will induces making wrong decisions

b) Think about thoroughly and rationally (different problems thought of different decisions) even the consequences after the decision?
pro – could make right decision and normally won’t regret after deep thinking
con – taking too long to think will always slip away the opportunities and always will link to negative thinking.

c) Don’t care much about it, stay the way it is. Automatically when feels right, the decision will pop out?
pro – silent sometimes makes good decision.
con – lying to own self and avoid the reality

d) Had makes decisions but still shaky about your decisions?
pro – good to think about it again whether is a right decision or not
con – in the end, your decision will always different from earlier. And sometimes suppose is a right decision but in the end came out wrong decision.

e) Didn’t think about above question at all!!!
pro – didn’t make own self complicated by asking above questions
con – didn’t try to know about your inner self

But normally I would advice my family or besties or friends to fall on category b). Think carefully is the up most important. Cos that would normally making right decisions.

Long time ago, could say been 2-3 years back I had make a decision to some problem. But it really takes a longer time and gone through lot of hard journey making the decision. Sometimes and even now do feel in dilemma. But since I had made the decision so I keep reminding myself about it. (As you all can see the right up of my post, there is a ‘feeling’ part)

Decisions are something that we make solely on our own. Besties or friends or even family could only tell their opinion as a reference for you during decision making.

REMEMBER NO ONE COULD MAKE DECISIONS FOR YOU EXCEPT YOURSELF!!!

So what’s your decision now?

^_^

Maye

Lunch Preparation as Easy as ABC...

2009-03-04T05:17:00.000-08:00

As easy as ABC? Well.... YEAH~~~~

Why do i say that? For those who are working, had you all always think don't know what to eat during lunch time? Thinking whether going out to eat or just order a take away? Well, why not try below this:

Ingredients: Fishball, Curry Maggie Mee aka Curry instant mee(packet) and celery
First, make it clear. I didn't take any advertisement commision from that brand of maggie mee(instant mee). I'm merely just take it as an example. So it could any instant mee that you all prefer.

Of course, all these ingredients you need to prepare earlier before today. All the ingredients above are easy to get from market. So don't worry don't have these. In fact, the ingredients you could change it to others too. Be creative my friend! Haha...

Some tips for the vege - you might need to look for vege that easily cook and could even eat it with raw. That would more preferable cos all the process here only using hot water to cook it. So if you choose the vege that need to cook before eating would be a bit of troublesome here. Hehe...So now get what i mean?

So open the maggie mee packet and put it at a bowl. And pour hot...hot..water inside. After that, take a plate to cover the plate just like this:

Then, is your spices turn to do their part.

Then, put in fishball and celery

Tang tang tangggg......DONE!!!

Well, isn't it simple and could make your stomach full for the day?Right? Do you know all the process need how long? I can't believe my eyes too when i see the time. Cos it's only take around 10-15 minutes. Fast isnt it? ^-^ BUT BUT....it is NOT ADVISABLE to eat it everyday. You know, maggie mee or instant mee spices could make people's hair drop if you eat it everyday. So once a while could give it a try!

Happy trying!

Maye

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire???

2009-02-28T05:30:00.000-08:00

I WANT! I WANT! ~~~~

Of course, all the people in the world would want be a millionaire. Who doesn't want it? Right?

But was there really lucky people in the world become a millionaire just by answering the questions? I wonder. So did i remind you of some TV programme about this? Yes there is, i know! I can read your mind. Haha...

Ok. Back to the topic. Still remember there is a TV programme WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE?? I think it was the hottest TV programme some times ago. I didn't know how is it now. But what i still remember is our Malaysian WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE?? program was host by Jamaluddin Hassan. Why i remember him so well? cos my sister like him. She say he is very 'man'. In other words, he is hot. Well, only 'hot' for my sister that generation only. Haha. For me, from left to right, right to left, up to down, down to up......he is just a normal man. Hahahaha...

Ok..back back. Why am i suddenly say about this WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE? I think those who already watch the recent movie would know what i want to say next. That's right!

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE!!!!!

At first, it was one of my bestie told me that this movie seems nice and intro it to me. So i saw the trailer but wasn't exactly know what it is all about. Until today, just finish watching it.

I could say all the happening was base in India. All the actor and actress came from India even the children. So basically the movie is about love and money. Here are some summary here...

The story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost............

That basically most of the things happen in the story. Ok i know, you would think "What the heck is he doing with the millionaire programme?" Well...That's where left for you to discover it out that answer by watching it right? Hehe... So out of 10 stars i would give 8.6 for it.

Before ending this post, let me ask u a question...

Jamal Malik is one question away from winning 20 million rupees.
How did he do it?

A. He cheated

B. He's lucky

C. He's a genius

D. It is written

So what's your answer?

Maye

18 February's Her Birthday !!!!

2009-02-21T05:23:00.000-08:00

Is her big day! Who?

My besties lor...Kelly darling! She wish her dream will come true untill so hard. See her face...
So this is her pretty babes friends celebrating a wonderful night with her

And the handsome guys too...

My besties aka my precious assets.....Jolene, Calvin & Bithday gal Kelly

We stay like this till our teeth drop~~ Haha

Just love this picture coz the color was nice...look like vintage.Haha...Look so natural..... :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KELLY

With love,
Maye

Today's with Besties!!!

2009-02-20T18:08:00.000-08:00

Had a drinks with my besties today. Though, i had a bad mood before the drinks but still i put those bad mood behind and happily enjoy the night with them. Still always had the laughter and 'bomb' each other. And amazingly we were playing the cards all the session.

Thought of saying about my bad mood but seeing everyone was happily chit chatting and playing cards so i don't think is a need to tell. Because they make me feel ease and forget about the bad mood. Indeed i was happy.

See...this is the power of besties. They could make you feel happy and always there to support you. Always someone that i can turn to when i need a shoulder. Really appreciate them. My precious asset though...of cos la...Haha..

Back to home, back to my room and all alone again. Happy times would always fast pass by and tomorrow is another new day. Just hope my besties would always happy and we always stay that crazy. Haha...

Your bestie,
Maye

Shocking News!

2009-02-19T00:02:00.000-08:00

Supposing i'm now in the office and will be very busy with my peak period. But since i had finish some and now having some tea break. So just had a short story to share here.

I was browsing Nicole's blog and saw this SHOCKING NEWS!!!!

A 13 year old boy and 15 year old gal become daddy and mommy???? What had happen to this world nowadays?? My...My...So young. The boy's voice not even broken yet but had become father? His name is Alfie Patten and his girlfriend name is Chantelle Steadman. How they going to raise up the child? Cos both of them were still young. Doesn't they should enjoy their schooling life as a child?

After reading the new online, actually they were other boys claiming that they were the little child father as well. Cos they had unprotected sex with Chantelle too. Chantelle parents claim that Chantelle lost her virginity to only Alfie. And Alfie even say they had unprotected sex one night. Cos Chantelle is on pills but only forgot to take it.

After reading the news, my head was O-o??? Scratching my head and say 'Oh my!' Me, 24 years old only starting searching life partner. But he and she only in teens already become parents? Mine! *faint*

See...the boy in the picture look like 8 years old only wei...

Maye

Valentine's Day vs Maye's Day

2009-02-15T19:24:00.001-08:00

How is your valentine's day? Go where celebrate and get what pressie ya? Whether you are celebrating or not. Or got any pressie or not is not important. As long pass your day with happiness that would be enough.

During Valentine's day evening, i was meeting my besties at a shopping centre at Melaka. So we went our shopping and chit chatting. When i was just reach there, i wasn't in a good mood. But that only trouble me just a while. Cos i promise myself, if i have a problem,just think it wisely and should not think negative about it. So i put the problem aside and happily shopping with my besties. Supposingly my bestie got discount card and wanted to buy things but in the end buy nothing. You see, sometimes things is like this. You know you want to buy things so much cos of the discount card but at last will always end up buying nothing. Had you all experience the same thing?? Me and my besties always do.

After our shopping, all of us were thirsty and hungry. So, we went to Old Town Cafe which is one of my favorite places to go. Why? Don't know. Just love to go. But you know what? I end up ordering only drinking water. -_-''' ok...i know is -swt- but i just don't feel want to drink anything else except that. Can?

So we were chatting the valentine's day and saying how to celebrate or what presie or bla bla bla....you know gals chatting. Sometimes gossipping. Haha...So suddenly i told them this...

Maye: Hei, don't you all think people celebrating valentine's day is just like helping the valentine(a history person) celebrating his day? I think next time i should create a "Maye's Day" Then that day would only special for me. Don't you all think so...

Only one of my bestie responded me

Jolene: Yea...Happy May Day (五月天-band name)

Maye: -_-'''

But don't you all think is sweet when you create a day just specially for you and a day for your boyfriend?

Of course! Of course! the most IMPORTANT of all is .....

"As long as he treat me good and both of us loving each other everyday and that would be the most beautiful gift of all"

Right gals?

(P/S: Where are you my Mr.Right? So hard to find you!)

Maye

别在为他流泪

2009-02-12T17:07:00.000-08:00

我知道明天是情人节. 有些是成双成对, 有些还是单身, 甚至有些刚分手.

但是不管怎样也要开心的过每一天.

或许接下来我要跟你们分享的是比较属于刚分手的人

....或想爱的人但已有了爱人.....

就是梁静茹的

'别在为他流泪'

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该妳来面对
离开他就好就算了心情很干脆
他其实没有那么绝对
远一点妳就看出真伪
离开他不等于妳的世界会崩溃
转个弯妳还能飞
就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控妳的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧
一点点后悔也不要太狼狈
他不值得妳的泪
把那遗憾丢在大雨的街
妳曾在迷失的旅途中盲目
追以后为自己醉
(Ending: 以后管他是谁)
每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好妳就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让妳那样的心碎
妳笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比妳的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那时妳已无所谓
别再为他流泪

是歌词吸引了我.

我现在也是笑了...

Maye

ToMeat Omellette~~~

2009-02-12T07:31:00.000-08:00

What is ToMeat Omellette?? Alright, today i'll teach you all a simple dish especially for the people who live alone or maybe their parents are away for holiday which left you alone at home. This is a simple dish.

Ingredients: Garlic, Meat (or Prawn, chicken), 2 Eggs, and Tomato

How to start?

Step 1: Cut the meat or prawn or chicken and garlic into cube size. Oh ya...the tomato too. Just like the pictures below.

Step 2: Bring out your wok and heat it. Pour in the meat or prawn or chicken and cook it for few minutes. (Reminder: if cook with meat or chicken, then you need to cook it for a little bit longer than the prawn) After that, pour in the onion and stir it for few minutes as well.

Step 3: When you see the garlic is starting turning into yellowish, then is time to close the fire and put at the plate or bowl. Just like this.
Step 4: Smash the egg in a bowl and stir it. After that, pour in the tomato and the fried meat or prawn or chicken cube size in the stir eggs bowl. Of course, before putting the ingredients in, you must put some salt in the bowl. Half of the tea tablespoon will do. (Reminder: That is for 2 eggs. If you add more, of cos your salt must add more la...this not need teach right? Haha)

Step 5: Pour the mix ingredients and egg into wok and cook it. Here need a bit of skil especially when you try to turn the smash eggs. Not easy though.

Step 6: After few minutes, the egg is cook and ready to serve.

Ok i know look bit ugly BUT IT WAS NICE OKAY!!!! Not i praise my own dish nice. But i think this is easy to cook and i didn't know it would turn out nice. You all can eat with...

Roti (bread)
Or rice! *Oops...i forgot take the rice picture..Haha

See...told you is nice. Don't believe me! When after cook it is quite big, but now u see...left so little. Means nice. Hahahha...

So are you still wondering why the dishes i call ToMeat Omellette? And why don't only call it Omellette? Everyone want special name for their own dishes right? So i am also.

ToMeat = Tomato + Meat

Haha....ok..i know i'm bit nerd and stupid here. But actually i merely is to attract you read my post only. Haha...

Thank you for reading.

Maye

Tagged

2009-02-09T00:21:00.002-08:00

Here goes...Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you had RM 1million in your bank account what will you do?
Take few for travelling and other for investment (of cos wise investment la...)

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Singing can be counted?

3. What kind of song do you sing?
Well..mostly R&B and love song. Rock song? is a NO. I don't want make my throat sick.Hehe

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow?
Tell 'I love you' to the person i love and kiss him, Eat and go all the places all i can and call all my besties n friends outing.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
Yes.

6. Do you believe in true love?
Yea, but hard to find....

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Myself and loved one

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
At home watching my drama...ngek ngek..

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
There is once, i wish i can but i didn't cos it can't be say. So next time i would say and i don't wanna regret again.

10. List 5 things that u will find in a bf/gf-
Passion and concentrating in doing something, sincerity, a fillial son to his and my family, no smoking and when we fight, must no grievance on each other but to try understand.

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
Blame the girls don't trying to understand them. If girls ask more a bit, then guys would say why control them so much. If we didn't ask, then say why you don't care. What la...

12. So far, what things that make you proud?
My family and my besties.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
If killing someone is not guilty, then most probably is yes. But now is NO. haha

14. If you had grant a wish from genie, what would it be?
Wish all my family and friends happy everyday.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Can i choose contented? Cos one person should feel contented. Don't demand something which is over your limit. Cos in that case, you will never happy.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Mood swings badly. Should improve on this.

17. If you are sad, what you will do?
Cry as bad as i can. And then feel release.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
I don't believe you - Pink Cos yesterday just listen to it and i love her song..haha

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
When people around me, they would always feel happy and im happy too...

20. What is the one thing you hate about yourself?
Soft-hearted.

Aiyo...Loy, why tag me wor?? Very lazy to do this tag actually. Cos i need remove 1 question and insert a new one..I also don't know how much i deleted and how much i insert in. But i still manage to finish it somehow. Haha...

People that i tag.

Jadey
Meichiao
Wicrap
Syiat Weay
Cathrane

^-^
Maye

The Star Online!!!

2009-02-02T17:13:00.000-08:00

".........No friendship is perfect. We do get into arguements and disagreements but we get through those awkward moments. I think arguing actually helps strengthen our bond......"

Nice words, nice to hear & nice to say! How to maintain the strengthen of the bond all depends on you! To get a true friendship in life needs our whole life time maintaining, to destroy a true friendship is just needs a second.

Think about it!

Maye

I'm Back!

2009-02-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

Im back! I'm back! I'm back...Okay, i know my blog had been death for a week. but hei...im celebrating Chinese new Year!! Sure busy, busy, busy........Busy what? Eat, sleep, eat, sleep....Wei..i still got other activities k? Meeting my old friends, visiting my relative and friends house. From Day1 till today so busy with those activities. Play poker? Nah...i dont gamble (Eh ler..) True!! i can't use money to gamble. That bet for sure i will lost. So better i keep the money inside my pocket to do useful things right?

Seriously during this Chinese New Year too busy till didn't take pictures. Bit regret about that. Besides, i don't have camera. So i want to grab one after this. But i do take some pictures with my friends.

We do again Form 5 class gathering. Again, not all my classmate attend. Maybe this time we, again inform them a bit too late. Some of them had gone back to work and some had gone back study. So sorry my dear classmates. Here are some i share it here. Us, at Pearl Cafe on 29/1/2009 @ 8pm

The another part of 5M..hehe

oops...sorry SS(syok sendiri) while...

Me & Suet Lee...funny gal i would say...
Me & chia ling....the librarian gal..haha

Meichiao(monitor), Minli & Meee..........

Yee Woon, Yann Shuang, Fadilah(bulat & me....Well, i could say thanks for Fadillah cos make herself available for the drinks. She is the only Malay gal attend. Love ya..

The people attend at that day~~~

Well, this is all the pictures that i had all the chinese new year...hehe....Got any new will be updated!!! :-)

Maye

You, YoU & yOu~~~

2009-01-22T20:05:00.000-08:00

~~~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL~~~~

Long Post

2009-01-21T19:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night went to Tesco with my mum to buy some daily stuff. Daily stuff k! Not yet buy the new year stuff. Well, you know, everytimes when comes to some celebrations, the shopping centre is definitely would be crowded with people. Comparing prices and choosing new year stuff. This is where i hate the most. Not i hate the celebrations. Is hate about seeing lot of people pushing here and there and some even more exaggrate, fighting over some stuff. WTH....like other shopping centre don't have that things is it? -swt- Even i want to take some stuff from the cabin would be hard as well. Hate it. My mum want to buy some new year stuff but i told my mum this.

Me: "Ma, dun buy now! See...so many people! Saturday early morning at 8am i bring you here to
buy! I don't think many of these people could get up so early and come here to shop!
Haha!"
Mum: "U tink only you could tink tat meh! Others oso smart de ler"

Okay, i admit my mum was right too. At that time i say that because was just rushing her to get out of this place as soon as possible. Basically, cos i got another drink tea session at my besties training workplace. Ngek..Ngek..Ngek...

Hei..Hei...i bring my mum go for the drinks ok! Im not meeting my friends. Hehe. So i went to Holiday Inn. Say about these. Still remember i say about the Food & Beverage director? Okay, let me had a short story here. The story goes like this.

One midnight, my besties send text message to me after her working, i suppose. She send this.

Teng: "Hei, my F&B director saw ur blog! N know u like go to Geographer to have drinks!
I wonder how he know ar? He seems know everything ler"

My first thought was, Huh?What? That day just saw him and got his name card only what! How the heck i know where he knows about my blog. Then i told Teng, maybe he know some of my friends or he happen to see someone reading my blog (i know is impposible but maybe). Then i think and think, i told Teng again.

Me: "He is not superb at all la. Haha. Cos this world got a thing call 'internet' ma.
There could find lot of thing just by typing the words. So maybe he type my name 'Maye'
or what ler.

Teng reply me.

Teng: "He oso dunno ur name ma! how he want type wor?"

Aiks...true hoh. He didn't know my name at the first place. How the heck he know? So due to my curiosity, i ask Teng to ask for me where he exactly know about my blog. Hehe.

Few days later, i got reply for my curiosity question. The things is like this. He apply to some software application from the Google. And anyone who type 'Holiday Inn' he will automatically get the link to the words. So that was it. So now most probably he might reading this as well. If so, just to clarify something here. Don't blame Ti to tell me all these thing. Cos of my curiosity i ask her to. Thanks for your understanding ya. And isn't it good i told something about Holiday Inn? Some sort of promoting though. Kakaka........ Im wondering if i can type the hotel name in wrong spelling. Then, he can't get the link. Then, i can talk about the bad things right? Hahahahaha....just joking! Just Joking!

Back to the drink tea. So i've order Cafe Latte and Cappuccino. Cafe latte, the milk pour in will be more but i told Teng i want less. People say tasting the Cappucino it would be tasting the bubble on top of the cafe. But to me, i told Teng i don't want bubble more. I want the cafe more. Haha. Okay, i know im a troublesome customer. But she still have to serve anyway right? Plus, she is my besties, easier to demand so. Hahaha...

So chit chat with my besties and the staff there. Holiday inn should give credit to my besties. If not because of her training at there. I wont bring my friends and my mum taste the coffee there. And the most important wont be writing this blog as well. I've been wanted to see the Holiday Inn swimming pool but just don't have the chance yet. Teng says is beautiful! Really? Argh...i'm sure will go see one day. If got take any pictures, i blog it here. K? I was wondering how the stay there though. Hehe.

The staff there, Eveline told me that the pizza over there is nice! Oh..Really? Got to try it one day! Cos previously i went to Equatorial there to have the pizza. There, the pizza is nice. So im gonna try this pizza one day whether it is comparable!keke... If nice, i will tell you all ya! Eh...im kind of promoting the hotel here. So if i promote here do i get any discount for the pizza or other service there? Hehehehe......

After our drinks, of course we went home. My mum couldn't sleep yesterday. She got to thank me for bringing her to drink coffee. Kakaka.....

Maye

幸福双人床 = Mars vs Venus

2009-01-20T19:33:00.000-08:00

Familiar with the title? Ya..It’s now on air at Malaysia Tv programme @ NTV7. This drama series origin from Singapore. I had finish watching it first at Singapore channel. (I fix one) Basically, the movie is about men and women thinking about couple relationship, marriage, kinship and friendship. Somehow, part of the story had left me a deep impression. And that is why I could type this blog down.
Partly I love this movie drama because there is always some quote given after some cases happen inside. And those quotes always touch people heart included me, of course. I couldn’t remember all the quotes but I will give some here which I could still remember.

:: Presents are women’s best friends.
:: Men will talk whatever they need to talk in the office and call off the day whereas Women will talk and talk and talk... Once they hit the day quota of average 5000 words, they will automatically shut up
:: A women tears is the lethal weapon(?)
:: Love is like a cocktail, you develop a resistance and stop getting a high after two years
:: Clever men know how to apologise
:: Women's eyes can rotate 180 degrees, men only has 30 degrees view sight
:: Before marriage, everything is perfect After marriage, quarrel everyday
:: Man can't get hints. SO women... Speak ur mind!
:: A handphone had spoil could be repair, but friendship had broken could be repair?
:: To destroy a friendship could be in second and to maintain a friendship need forever!
:: Man could say sweet words to other girls but not to the wife!

Yesterday after watching the drama series at NTV7. What again? Ok… Tears drop again because of the scenes happen inside. Ooh…When I look back all those blog I’ve post only realize these things had happen from few years back. Now when look back at the same situation in the TV, it still there. But the only different now was the feel is not as strong as previous.
Sometimes I’m in dilemma. But it seems I ignore it than facing it. Things always like this. Know how to advice friend what is fact and what should do. But it normally didn’t apply all that to our own. Right? My besties, they always keep quiet. Most probably they will read this as well. I know they knew something was not right in me sometimes. And I understand it although they just keep quiet. They basically will sad and some even angry with me if I’m still frust about these things. (I’m sorry…)

I promise myself to let go and maintain the situation now. Don’t want any complicated and don’t want hurt anyone included myself. To be frankly, it is not easy to maintain it. I know it would take some times and even longer time to heal. I just hope and pray everything be back to normal as soon as possible. I don’t want to miss anything which is precious to me included all the moments.

So Maye, don’t give up ya! Trust yourself can do it!

Dilemma,
Maye

Maybe Or Maybe Not!

2009-01-18T19:49:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is coming,
Means another year coming,
Means leaving is coming,
When it comes in thinking,
My heart felt tearing..

All the people and things will be miss,
especially the closest one and besties,
Couldn't meet together always,
But i hope our this relationship will never sways,
Still as strong as brick,
Still as sticky as glue.

Cherish each and every moment all i can,
Before the leaving is arrive,
The time when i leave,
I promise i will be back.

In my heart,
Always had you, you and you.....
None of you would be left out,
Because i didn't ever before take it out.

Will i be leaving soon?

Maybe or Maybe not.....

Sobbing,
Maye