I know, you've been there, I've been there. We both are woman. When things something like that to happen, your friends would told you "Maybe is not the right timing yet". And hell yeah, then you would tell them " When is the right timing then?" Then they would said again " You would know when is the right timing"
Then you would like.................
Really F*** the right timing sometimes. And you will think back why is the hell always in this type of situation? Then you start to analyse is it something wrong with us? Or is it our pattern that attracted to someone taken? Or we giving wrong signal? and so on... and on...
But seriously, if the other person didn't give some mix signal, do you think people would fall to someone who is taken? Things something like this happen doesn't necessarily is only 1 person problem.
I know to walk out that suck situation is so hard. Is freaking hard, I know that. Then we will find some movies related to that situation, trying to figuring out what is really happening. Find some solution to get over it. Heard a song that is so related to your feeling, and you started crying alone maybe in a room or in a car while driving. Started to write a blog post about your feeling, like what I'm doing now. Is ok, you know. Is ok. I've been there too. You are just a normal girl like everyone else out there included me.
Sometimes I do little feel guilty though to my blog website. Cos most of the time I only find "my blog" when I am feeling bad. Well, I'm sorry though. That's the way that I can release some times. I don't care whether people reading my blog or not. I just care what I've written down here where I can read when times pass a little while.
So, you may asked "then how the hell we should get out of that situation?" Technically is that go on with your life. Do what you used to do. Maybe take up a new course or a new work out. Make some new friends perhaps. Slowly you would know, there are much more other things that is much important than keep hanging on in this situation.
You can do it. We can do it.
Ciao
I'm writing this with sick body. No, is not keep thinking of that situation that made me sick. I'm just sick becos the body can't handle the overwork anymore. Nothing to do with this situation. :-p
Ciao again.
Thursday, July 13, 2017
Saturday, May 20, 2017
10 months
Oh my! Is been 10 months since my last blog. Short update:
Korea
Yes, I've back from Korea last year October. It was going exactly what I plan. Due to Malaysia Ringgit drops a lot at that times, I couldn't really buy much. If you loves cosmetics, then this is the country you wouldn't want to be miss. Bangkok is Land of Smile then Korea is Land of Cosmetics. Their public transport is easy. No need to be scared if you don't know Korean as it have English words on it. Love their food and my favourite is Ssamgyupsal. This trip is walk and walk and walk. That is why when I walk through the subway I can see their girls is slim and pretty. Cos is quite pretty far when you want to exchange the exit from one place to another place. So after the walk, feel pretty hungry quite fast plus the weather is cold. And is exact nice weather. Simply love it.
Work
Yes, is 1 year anniversary. *blow whistle* Just done the yearly appraisal last Wednesday. Thinks it should be turn out good. Finger crossed on that. Next year would have a new role for me. And at that same time I'm quite a dilemma. Thinking of going back Melaka to work. Yes, you didn't see wrong. I still feel Melaka is still my home. I didn't know how to describe that feeling. But it feels right deep in me. Melaka is hard to have a good job vacancy. I'm waiting the opportunity to knock my door. And I shall grab it by then.
Family
Family is still the same. Just a bit problem arise and we have a bit more argument on that. But no matter what, is still family. Believe it could be solve with love. Yes, sometimes I couldn't stand it when I see things went wrong. I would keep saying about the issue. But I was in the hope that I could help to solve it. I knew we can go through it. Have faith.
Love Life
Knew a guy last year Nov. I have guys friends. And this is the first time I felt so much common connection with a guy no matter in interest or personal attitude. We both weren't in a relationship when we start chat. At first I was ok when we jokes about each other going out with our guy or girl friends. So we never met before until this year March is the first time. And to my surprise, we were like long lost friend. Chat all the night. He left a good impression to me. And yeah I feel good with this guy. When the second time we meet, he bring his girlfriend. My heart wrench a bit. If I tell you I didn't know why is it my heart wrenching, well perhaps that's a lie. I knew I like this guy. But not the kind of very love. Just simply likes him. Well, how the hell you like a guy when you only met the second time. And yes, I ask that to myself all the time after the second time meet up. How the hell this is happen. And yes, how the hell it could happen. Maybe we have so much coincidence that's really surprise me. Or maybe... I don't know, seriously. I told my best friend, she look at me and said "Why the hell you always met this kind of situation?" Meaning, when I feel good with this guy and before we couldn't further understanding, the guy would have girlfriend. And I told her " Yeah, why do I attract this type of man?" Really wanted to be as friend with him. But before that I need to clear and repeating remind myself ""He has a girlfriend....He has a girlfriend....He has a girlfriend.."" until my heart slowly numb and auto stops. Perhaps this time is not my time yet, again. To myself, "You can do it!"
Future trip - Bangkok
Yes!! Yes!! Going to Bangkok coming this September. Hurray. This time is our family trip. Hope we have yearly family trip. No matter oversea or domestic. Can't wait for it. This time Bangkok trip would be a relaxing one. Though I said is a relaxing one, but I can feel I think I would buy a lot too. *Evil winks* Haha
Future trip - Krabi
Yes!! I'm going to Krabi next year March. Is still under planning. No booking has been made yet. And this is the first time going oversea with my best friend, Jade. Can you all imagine we known each other for more than 20 years and we never been oversea trip before? Can you imagine that? I always told her " Why we didn't go for oversea trip? This time must make it success no matter what!" Holy yeah, I can't wait for the first trip with my favourite girl of all time. Can't wait!! Can't wait!!
So lets see how long I'm gonna catch up with you all again. Hope next one would be a good one.
P/S: Today 520. I love you.
Love,
Maye
Korea
Yes, I've back from Korea last year October. It was going exactly what I plan. Due to Malaysia Ringgit drops a lot at that times, I couldn't really buy much. If you loves cosmetics, then this is the country you wouldn't want to be miss. Bangkok is Land of Smile then Korea is Land of Cosmetics. Their public transport is easy. No need to be scared if you don't know Korean as it have English words on it. Love their food and my favourite is Ssamgyupsal. This trip is walk and walk and walk. That is why when I walk through the subway I can see their girls is slim and pretty. Cos is quite pretty far when you want to exchange the exit from one place to another place. So after the walk, feel pretty hungry quite fast plus the weather is cold. And is exact nice weather. Simply love it.
Work
Yes, is 1 year anniversary. *blow whistle* Just done the yearly appraisal last Wednesday. Thinks it should be turn out good. Finger crossed on that. Next year would have a new role for me. And at that same time I'm quite a dilemma. Thinking of going back Melaka to work. Yes, you didn't see wrong. I still feel Melaka is still my home. I didn't know how to describe that feeling. But it feels right deep in me. Melaka is hard to have a good job vacancy. I'm waiting the opportunity to knock my door. And I shall grab it by then.
Family
Family is still the same. Just a bit problem arise and we have a bit more argument on that. But no matter what, is still family. Believe it could be solve with love. Yes, sometimes I couldn't stand it when I see things went wrong. I would keep saying about the issue. But I was in the hope that I could help to solve it. I knew we can go through it. Have faith.
Love Life
Knew a guy last year Nov. I have guys friends. And this is the first time I felt so much common connection with a guy no matter in interest or personal attitude. We both weren't in a relationship when we start chat. At first I was ok when we jokes about each other going out with our guy or girl friends. So we never met before until this year March is the first time. And to my surprise, we were like long lost friend. Chat all the night. He left a good impression to me. And yeah I feel good with this guy. When the second time we meet, he bring his girlfriend. My heart wrench a bit. If I tell you I didn't know why is it my heart wrenching, well perhaps that's a lie. I knew I like this guy. But not the kind of very love. Just simply likes him. Well, how the hell you like a guy when you only met the second time. And yes, I ask that to myself all the time after the second time meet up. How the hell this is happen. And yes, how the hell it could happen. Maybe we have so much coincidence that's really surprise me. Or maybe... I don't know, seriously. I told my best friend, she look at me and said "Why the hell you always met this kind of situation?" Meaning, when I feel good with this guy and before we couldn't further understanding, the guy would have girlfriend. And I told her " Yeah, why do I attract this type of man?" Really wanted to be as friend with him. But before that I need to clear and repeating remind myself ""He has a girlfriend....He has a girlfriend....He has a girlfriend.."" until my heart slowly numb and auto stops. Perhaps this time is not my time yet, again. To myself, "You can do it!"
Future trip - Bangkok
Yes!! Yes!! Going to Bangkok coming this September. Hurray. This time is our family trip. Hope we have yearly family trip. No matter oversea or domestic. Can't wait for it. This time Bangkok trip would be a relaxing one. Though I said is a relaxing one, but I can feel I think I would buy a lot too. *Evil winks* Haha
Future trip - Krabi
Yes!! I'm going to Krabi next year March. Is still under planning. No booking has been made yet. And this is the first time going oversea with my best friend, Jade. Can you all imagine we known each other for more than 20 years and we never been oversea trip before? Can you imagine that? I always told her " Why we didn't go for oversea trip? This time must make it success no matter what!" Holy yeah, I can't wait for the first trip with my favourite girl of all time. Can't wait!! Can't wait!!
So lets see how long I'm gonna catch up with you all again. Hope next one would be a good one.
P/S: Today 520. I love you.
Love,
Maye
Saturday, July 16, 2016
Pre-Trip : Korea
An Nyeong everyone!!
Last week is Raya week meaning is a public holiday for Malaysia where lot of people will go vacation or we say as "balik kampong" (back hometown). I did not "balik kampong" for that week. Instead I was sitting at home doing my Korea itinerary.
It was so much homework to do for my Korea trip. I read lot of blogs. I read lot of subway maps. I needed to take half day to finish my 1 day schedule. Feel tired after doing it but it still contented when I can finish it. Yeay!!
When you go Seoul. You have to use public transport. It is so convenient. I had not go for my trip. But let me share their subway website where you can search which station to get off and how much is the fare.
Subway website : http://www.smrt.co.kr/program/cyberStation/main2.jsp?lang=e
So as a foreigners we have advantage where we can use discount coupons for selected brand like lotte, the alive musem, petite france, tony moly and etc. Remember to download from the website and show to the shop staff. The discount coupon got expiry. So be aware of the date. No worry it won't be a short expiry date.
Discount coupon website : http://vkc.or.kr/en/special-offehttp://www.visitkorea.com.my/discover-korea-your-way-2016.htmlrs/discount-coupons/
You can search your local Korea Tourism Organisation. Sometimes they do have some promotions. Like Malaysia, the Korea Tourism Organisation had a campaign name "Discover Korea Your Way". This campaign included giving you free 2000 won T-Money card and some discount coupon. And of cos, there are no free lunch in this world. You had to do 1 short survey and at the end of the survey they will give you a code. But before the short survey you had to register yourself as their Korea Club Kaki, using that log in ID only can do the short survey.
Malaysia Korea Tourism Organisation website: http://www.visitkorea.com.my/discover-korea-your-way-2016.html
If you need some Korea travel information, feel free to visit their website. Inside they have the info of transportation, where you can know where to get to the location. Inside also do have the info about the admission fee for some tourist spot location.
Korea Travel website: http://english.visitkorea.or.kr/enu/index.kto
As for the itinerary I couldn't share it here as I have yet to finish it. After I came back from Korea, I will share it. No worries. I will post my Korea trip. How much I spend for the whole trip and so on.
Alright, see you all in next blog. Going to watch my movie. Wee~~~
Ciao,
Maye
Last week is Raya week meaning is a public holiday for Malaysia where lot of people will go vacation or we say as "balik kampong" (back hometown). I did not "balik kampong" for that week. Instead I was sitting at home doing my Korea itinerary.
It was so much homework to do for my Korea trip. I read lot of blogs. I read lot of subway maps. I needed to take half day to finish my 1 day schedule. Feel tired after doing it but it still contented when I can finish it. Yeay!!
When you go Seoul. You have to use public transport. It is so convenient. I had not go for my trip. But let me share their subway website where you can search which station to get off and how much is the fare.
Subway website : http://www.smrt.co.kr/program/cyberStation/main2.jsp?lang=e
So as a foreigners we have advantage where we can use discount coupons for selected brand like lotte, the alive musem, petite france, tony moly and etc. Remember to download from the website and show to the shop staff. The discount coupon got expiry. So be aware of the date. No worry it won't be a short expiry date.
Discount coupon website : http://vkc.or.kr/en/special-offehttp://www.visitkorea.com.my/discover-korea-your-way-2016.htmlrs/discount-coupons/
You can search your local Korea Tourism Organisation. Sometimes they do have some promotions. Like Malaysia, the Korea Tourism Organisation had a campaign name "Discover Korea Your Way". This campaign included giving you free 2000 won T-Money card and some discount coupon. And of cos, there are no free lunch in this world. You had to do 1 short survey and at the end of the survey they will give you a code. But before the short survey you had to register yourself as their Korea Club Kaki, using that log in ID only can do the short survey.
Malaysia Korea Tourism Organisation website: http://www.visitkorea.com.my/discover-korea-your-way-2016.html
If you need some Korea travel information, feel free to visit their website. Inside they have the info of transportation, where you can know where to get to the location. Inside also do have the info about the admission fee for some tourist spot location.
Korea Travel website: http://english.visitkorea.or.kr/enu/index.kto
As for the itinerary I couldn't share it here as I have yet to finish it. After I came back from Korea, I will share it. No worries. I will post my Korea trip. How much I spend for the whole trip and so on.
Alright, see you all in next blog. Going to watch my movie. Wee~~~
Ciao,
Maye
Saturday, May 14, 2016
Yearning
Oh hell yeah. Right after i post 2 blogs, my laptop down. Seriously? Why does everytime when i try to upload something at my blog, another problem arise.
Nope, you not going to stop me to blog anyway. Haha. I couldn't restart my laptop. It didn't even went to the windows. So i guess is time to call up the Acer Technical Support Team. Yesterday i've called.
"Thank you for calling Acer Technical Support team. Our business hour is at weekdays 8.30am to 5.30pm."
What?!! I am so lucky? Alright. But is okay i have another laptop with me. I'm still lucky huh?
Put that aside. And i wanted to go for VACATION~~~ Yeap you didn't see wrongly. I needed a vacation so badly. Imagine that, I would just see which destination to go and straight buy flight ticket just like that.
But money restricted me to go. Asking me to bear for another few months. Just maybe another 5 months and i will be off for my long holiday. Well, so i told my money can i just have a short trip like say, go some local beaches area? Maybe book a nice hotel to enjoy all the hotel facilities. It sound nice too. My money very cruel. Just said "NOPE, U CAN'T FOR NOW!! FOR GOD SAKE CAN'T YOU JUST WAIT ANOTHER 5 MONTHS?!"
Alright, had enough argument with my money so i decided to let go. I will wait. Just wait. You know so much temptation when i open up my facebook can see my friends go all different places for vacation. My legs are so itchy now.
I think everyone in this world would want vacation. Who doesn't want? Vacation made you smile. Made your mind relax. Release depression. Girls is not only addicted to shopping. But sometimes vacation too. Even just a short one, you will damn happy. So before you get really old, do travel if money allow. Don't tell to yourself you don't have time. Time can be arrange.
Alright! I've done with my yearning of vacation!
Perhaps see ya in next blog!!
A girl wanted a vacation damn so much,
Maye
Nope, you not going to stop me to blog anyway. Haha. I couldn't restart my laptop. It didn't even went to the windows. So i guess is time to call up the Acer Technical Support Team. Yesterday i've called.
"Thank you for calling Acer Technical Support team. Our business hour is at weekdays 8.30am to 5.30pm."
What?!! I am so lucky? Alright. But is okay i have another laptop with me. I'm still lucky huh?
Put that aside. And i wanted to go for VACATION~~~ Yeap you didn't see wrongly. I needed a vacation so badly. Imagine that, I would just see which destination to go and straight buy flight ticket just like that.
But money restricted me to go. Asking me to bear for another few months. Just maybe another 5 months and i will be off for my long holiday. Well, so i told my money can i just have a short trip like say, go some local beaches area? Maybe book a nice hotel to enjoy all the hotel facilities. It sound nice too. My money very cruel. Just said "NOPE, U CAN'T FOR NOW!! FOR GOD SAKE CAN'T YOU JUST WAIT ANOTHER 5 MONTHS?!"
Alright, had enough argument with my money so i decided to let go. I will wait. Just wait. You know so much temptation when i open up my facebook can see my friends go all different places for vacation. My legs are so itchy now.
I think everyone in this world would want vacation. Who doesn't want? Vacation made you smile. Made your mind relax. Release depression. Girls is not only addicted to shopping. But sometimes vacation too. Even just a short one, you will damn happy. So before you get really old, do travel if money allow. Don't tell to yourself you don't have time. Time can be arrange.
Alright! I've done with my yearning of vacation!
Perhaps see ya in next blog!!
A girl wanted a vacation damn so much,
Maye
Friday, May 13, 2016
Girls At My Age!!
Hola..
Yeah, I know is like only 5 minutes away from my previous post. Just in case i forgot again. So i post another 1 again. You see i've got lot things to say but then i didn't know how to restructure all the stories. This time is about girls.
Girls at my age might be already married and probably with kids. So people around you especially the elders will start asking you. "When are you getting married? You have a boyfriend already? When am i going to hear good news from you?" All sort of relationship or married things started pouring in. For Chinese girls, at Chinese New Year time, when girls age getting old, they tends to skip or went out when there is relative visit. Cos the question will always repeat every year. Even you are married, they will ask you "When you will have kids?" When you already have kid, they will also ask "When are you going to have a second one?" Aren't they tired repeating the question every year? Or maybe is just a norm?
Girls at my age, the more you grew, the more selective girl you become. You've seen lot of different type of people during your working life. The bad, the short, the handsome, the gay, the lesbian, the nice, and some many the..... If is not yours, it still not yours. So my friends or relative said "Some good one you have to grab" But who doesn't know the good one need to be grab. Is just that does you have the chance and luck to grab? Is not only seeing chances but also the luck.
Girls at my age, when you found the one. You will always ask to yourself, is he the one? Even after married, you would worry will my husband be loyal to me forever? Or does he still sending text messages to his ex-girlfriend. When he say busy you start thinking, is he really busy? Don't tell me you don't think any of that before. At least it slip in your mind some of the time. But if you keep thinking about things that testing your trust to him. Is better for you to take a break and think thoroughly why is it so. Is not healthy relationship though. I mean not all marriage trust is being tested. If yours is, maybe find someone close to you and get some little advice.
Girls at my age, most of my friends were married and have kids now. All is about mama topic. What to eat during pregnancy? What to do when kids having fever? And so much things about kids. Well, that is majority girls that will encounter it. It might include you and me.
Girls at my age, some still remain single. I know is not they want to stay single. And i know is not because they enjoy being single. Is just they see things much more open than anyone else. They no longer desperate for love like in their 20s. They no longer had grudge with ex-lover. They now much appreciate the family they have now. They now much appreciated the friendship that last more than 10 years. They much appreciated what they have now.
Girls at my age, no matter you are single or a mum or a wife. You still are girls that had dream. A dream whether to have a family. A dream whether to be a lady boss. A dream whether to be a traveler. What ever your dream it is, we, girls should love ourselves more than anyone else.
Is because we, girls, gave life which man couldn't.
Long live to girls.
Love,
Maye
Yeah, I know is like only 5 minutes away from my previous post. Just in case i forgot again. So i post another 1 again. You see i've got lot things to say but then i didn't know how to restructure all the stories. This time is about girls.
Girls at my age might be already married and probably with kids. So people around you especially the elders will start asking you. "When are you getting married? You have a boyfriend already? When am i going to hear good news from you?" All sort of relationship or married things started pouring in. For Chinese girls, at Chinese New Year time, when girls age getting old, they tends to skip or went out when there is relative visit. Cos the question will always repeat every year. Even you are married, they will ask you "When you will have kids?" When you already have kid, they will also ask "When are you going to have a second one?" Aren't they tired repeating the question every year? Or maybe is just a norm?
Girls at my age, the more you grew, the more selective girl you become. You've seen lot of different type of people during your working life. The bad, the short, the handsome, the gay, the lesbian, the nice, and some many the..... If is not yours, it still not yours. So my friends or relative said "Some good one you have to grab" But who doesn't know the good one need to be grab. Is just that does you have the chance and luck to grab? Is not only seeing chances but also the luck.
Girls at my age, when you found the one. You will always ask to yourself, is he the one? Even after married, you would worry will my husband be loyal to me forever? Or does he still sending text messages to his ex-girlfriend. When he say busy you start thinking, is he really busy? Don't tell me you don't think any of that before. At least it slip in your mind some of the time. But if you keep thinking about things that testing your trust to him. Is better for you to take a break and think thoroughly why is it so. Is not healthy relationship though. I mean not all marriage trust is being tested. If yours is, maybe find someone close to you and get some little advice.
Girls at my age, most of my friends were married and have kids now. All is about mama topic. What to eat during pregnancy? What to do when kids having fever? And so much things about kids. Well, that is majority girls that will encounter it. It might include you and me.
Girls at my age, some still remain single. I know is not they want to stay single. And i know is not because they enjoy being single. Is just they see things much more open than anyone else. They no longer desperate for love like in their 20s. They no longer had grudge with ex-lover. They now much appreciate the family they have now. They now much appreciated the friendship that last more than 10 years. They much appreciated what they have now.
Girls at my age, no matter you are single or a mum or a wife. You still are girls that had dream. A dream whether to have a family. A dream whether to be a lady boss. A dream whether to be a traveler. What ever your dream it is, we, girls should love ourselves more than anyone else.
Is because we, girls, gave life which man couldn't.
Long live to girls.
Love,
Maye
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