I admit now!!

Happy Chinese New Year to all. This year have a short holiday only as the holiday starts only on Thursday so i've got only 4 days holiday plua 1 day annual leave holiday. Every year Chinese New Year are always fast pass. Maybe i should say enjoy times is always that fast pass. This year as usual met lot of my friends which is left out Li Fang. She is still in Glasgow, UK. Hope she's doing fine over there.

I've bought couple of clothes for new year. The difference of this year and previous year was,

I WASNT WEARING NEW CLOTHES FOR THE 1ST DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Previous year i was eager to wear new clothes and waiting to get many ang pow as i can. But this year it was like normal days for me. Wake up, brush teeth, wear house clothes, breakfast and watching TV, and go my baby sitter house a whie. And that's end of my 1st day of CNY. Boring isn't it?? Okay, okay, okaaaaayy...... I admit i GROW OLD already.

There is another difference this year. But still i know when the happy times come, the bad things would happen after that. And my intuition is always right. Why it would always right? Haiz..i hate this feeling though.

I know i shouldn't make a comparison. But i try very hard not to. I try not to know any about your things. But still if being ask or chat about your things, i couldn't said "I don't really want to chat about it!" isn't it? Cos i also want to know your things actually. But after knowing, i feel bad. Cos, i thought i know about your things much but actually i don't know that much. Though that things was a small matter but that is not the first time it happen like this. Is just i don't admit it was actually happened. But now, i do admit.

Lot of the things that i've been chat and ask about. The more i ask, the more the differences is clearly curve out. I just don't know should i say to myself "I am a different person, so that is why you act this way!" or i should say "You weren't seriously towards me!" As i keep thinking longer, I know you are at the second option. Okay.... I admit now.

I will no longer demand you to do any changes now. Do what ever as you likes. If wouldn't work out well, i'll go with mine, you'll go with yours. I won't force you anymore.

Till then, I need to admit it.

Maye

Haiz....I'm old another year again!!

Hello everyone. Nope is not my birthday. Is another Chinese New Year again. And i'm getting older another year again. Another 4 years i'm going to started with the number "3" Oh shit!! Time really pass very fast. Have to grab it properly every minute and every second. If not, i scared i will regret one day for not grabbing it with care.

Every new year, every one would have new year resolution. As for me, i don't wish much. Just a simple one. First of all.....

1) Hope my family and loved one stay healthy and happy everyday. I love you all.

2) Hope this year my work went smoothly. All the challenges at work i could handle with care and overcome it.

3) Hope every exam that i take would pass (Of cos depend on my hard work and discipline..hehe)

4) Hope i strike lottery. Haha... Okay i know this is hard. But i hope....

5) Hope each of my best friends and friends stay cute and pretty everyday. To those who work, hope you all have a smooth year ahead. Those who study, hope you all pass all your exam and graduate soon.

6) Hope the world would have no more war. And peace everyday.

Last of all...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FOR ALL CHINESE

&

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO THOSE NON-CHINESE

Oopss....sorry.....Uploaded wrong.

Ah...this is the correct one.. (Dong Dong Chiang...Dong dong Chiang....)

Maye

Mobile phone vs Laptop

Headache ar.... I don't know should i buy mobile phone or should i buy laptop? How i wish i can buy both at the same time. Okay...i know is impossible although separated the word ' im possible' is still impossible. I already had an old computer at home which can be put into the museum. Maybe is time to change a new one, i thought. But though the computer is old, it still can bring me around the world for quite some long time, is already incredible. Haha...

That day went to survey my mobile phone. I realise the more i survey, the more i can't finish comparing the good and bad. Which means the more i can't made up my decision to buy which model. Haiz...headache. I've give up. As long is android phone and is pretty cool, no need so "canggih" will do.

On the other side, i saw the flyers at my home that day. The laptop price was just almost same as the mobile phone price (though it still need add on few hundred bucks from the mobile phone price) My heart shake. Start thinking, maybe i buy a laptop and cheap mobile phone. So if i want to online, at least laptop screen is more wider and clearer. But handphone is more easy to carry.

Argh....you see i started headache. Haiz...What should i do??? Why both of the things are so tempting?? :-s

Headache,
Maye

15 Jan 2011 (3 in a row)

Hello all, its been a long time (few weeks actually..haha) didnt updated here. So here it is.

Never tried before in my life, as where till now, in my family that we've got 3 RED ENVELOPE on the same day and same dinner time. It is a big headache for me and my mummy. But thank god that one of them is only a normal friend of my mum so we can skip that out. But to me, i'm still headache. Why?

Both are from my families. One is my god-sister married and the other one is my baby-sitter (aka mummy too) grandson married. So how am i going to split into 2 to go 2 places? Unless i call 'Sun Wu Kong' to help me. Hahaha...

So, i've decided to go both. But split session. Hehe.

In the morning, i will go my god-sister place. To see her married as i'm her closest sister. We, both grown up together. Play games together. And now she is married, i'm happy for her. And i'm going to be god-mother soon. Yay !!! And is a son. Fui...suddenly think i'm so old already. Is like already step into 'auntie' level. Oh shit!!

And oh oh...i've finally wear contact lenses.. YAY.... Okay this is nothing to do with the wedding story. Just telling...

So in the night, i've went dinner to who? To my baby-sitter grandson wedding lor. A young handsome man with the beautiful very very young bride. And i'm going to be 'Ah Yee Chai Po' too. Why? Cos my baby-sitter grandson call me 'ah yee chai' means youngest auntie. Okay, i know what u thinking but is definitely not that type of auntie. Is really the 'ah yee' aka auntie(family member). So, u should know why i added 'Po' behind. Hehe...

Wah, in a night i've been promoted to 2 different types level. One mummy level and one grandma level. Oh Shit. It is definitely slowly stepping to auntie level. But hei, i'm still young wei !!!!

Here are some of the photos for you to enjoy. Am i pretty?? Okay. I mean the bride...

Above all is my god-sister wedding morning session. Isn't she pretty?? And also me..right? Haha

Here, the youngest bride and groom for the night.
My 'mummy'My San Jie (3rd sister) and her hubby

The nottys and my wei jie jie

Mummy and the sisters!!!

~~~The cutie nottys~~~

Maye

Its complicated

Happy new year everyone!! Its kind of complicated i am right now. I started to question myself "what am i doing now?" and "Where am i now??" Everyone was enjoying the celebration of the new year. I was happy at first, but in the end i'm still unhappy with it.

I was happy to celebrate together but in the end i still get nothing. Didn't know what i still hold on to. I didn't know lot of things. I didn't know what i am to u. I didn't know where's my stand now. I didn't know why is always me to get upset about it. I didn't know....

Kind of few things i keep repeating. Until now i'm bit tired of it. Maybe we are not at the same track? Continuing like this will have a result? Maybe i shouldn't think so much about it. But i know i can't.

Maybe i should talk to you later

Complicated,
Maye