外套

外套 - 動力火車

我早該知道　
妳只是偶爾的需要
習慣了妳的味道　
擋風成了我的驕傲

每個心跳　
開始都計算不到
難道給我的回報　
只是陪妳在他的懷抱

做妳的外套　
只能穿梭妳的外表
聽到妳對他的撒嬌
可笑的是我沒資格計較

做妳的外套　
擁抱著卻不被擁抱
我是誰妳知不知道
怎能隨便穿上又換掉

我能擁有什麼　
答案早就明瞭
學會哭也能笑　
OH NO

怎麼不聽勸告　
怎麼不被想要
還在為妳效勞
會不會瘋掉〔妳知不知道〕

During my karaoke session, this song is in my favourite list! Why? The lyris had move me. The lyrics had touches my heart. This song was quite number of years back. Where my brother loves to sing it while doing his house work (mopping our home floor) The first time when i heard it, i found the rythm of the song was nice. So i sing along with my brother but didn't know whats the meaning of the lyrics.

After few years, i pick this song again to sing during my karaoke session. And this time i feel the words. Really true in my heart. Only then i understand how sad the song was.
Alrite... After sharing a song as opening of this blog, i still have others things to say.

I know both of us trying to mend our friendship where we just know each other. Where we were laughing and feel carefree chit chatting. We've been trying very hard on it and don't think much about it. When we just met we werent like this But why the more we know each other the more i feel i'm just the friend that who fill your emptiness. Where no one to accompany you or chat with you, only you came to me? I claim myself a very close friend to you. But i feel i'm not at all. I hate myself thinking all those things but it grow stronger each day.

I wanted to tell you our friendship had gone this way but you have even more bigger problem than this. Still i'm soft- hearted and don't wish to add burden on you. I dont' know what to expect from you but i know i want the you that i'm firstly met. Other than that is not important anymore.

I hope we can mend this hole and if possible don't wish to have anymore hole. If it is not the bond of our friendship, i wonder where we are right now.

Always here,
Maye