Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Is time to change!!

Today was kind of free in the office and had a thought of finding meaning of my name 'Maye' but in the end i get a #@!#!@!@#!...

Now here it goes:

Name - May
Gender - Female
Origin - Hebrew
Meaning - Bitter
Similar names - Mae, Mai, Maia, Maya, MAYE, Mayes, Mays, Maize

Sources from:
http://baby-names.adoption.com/search/Maye.html

Now don't get thinking so far! Im not looking for a baby name! Supposingly i search thru Google and found this link.Now i know my name is such a 'sad' word. BITTER? WHAT THE HECK? Does it mean i need to change my name?? Oh shit!! No wonder im sad now! haiz...(*shaking head*) Anyone interested to know their names meaning could click on the link above. Don't get surprised! Be prepared!!

Writing from office,
Maye

Monday, September 29, 2008

It Just Like the Ocean Wave...Again & Again....

Sometimes I do think am I being a good friend to my friend or not! This morning have selfish thought which I hate myself for thinking that. So I was in a sad mode. Don't want to be too 'emo' (emotional) but just couldn't help sometimes. Once my friendship was threaten cos of something which I almost lost my bestie and had actually lost one recently. Without noticing it now happened again! What difference now was not from my bestties but from normal friend of mine. Within short period and again I’m being sad cos of my friendship. I know she didn’t mean to scold at me. I understand she was in helpless situation too. I do give her my explanation but not much. What I think was, if I explain further, it would get more complicated so at end i just say, “I didn’t tell anyone!” and I could not do anything more. It all relies on our trust now. I admit I was crying that time maybe partly ‘cause of my mood and partly because of her words. Tears coming all of a sudden. I can stand someone stranger said about me but I really would cry when a bestties or friend of mine says about something which I didn’t do or even say “We are not best friends anymore!” But still I treat them as my bestties and friend. Even things had happen between your besties but still I avoid the reality of friendship breaking and being soft hearted? No, I would say. It is not easy to treat someone and listed them in your best friend list. Remember my previous post? After all there are my bestties~~

Sad,
Maye

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Nothing Special Actually

Reach KL around 7am! What to do?
Study and eat breakfast at McD lo..
At night, niece & nephew wanna buy CD (Pussycat dolls cd lor..what some more?) at 1U shopping complex.
So my job was to drive them there. Nothing caught my eye except this.
Raya is coming again~~~
Sunday, having lunch near my college.
This was asam laksa! Saw the fish there? is Sardin fish. Asam laksa was nice but bit salty.

Pretty? Too bad i don't have the talent of drawing so definitely is not mine.
I was sleepy that time but accidentally saw this beautiful gal smiling at me.
Wondering who is sitting this table before me! Want to know which subject class damn so boring! hehe... :p
Saw any difference between this two? Yes is same gal but look CAREFULLY!
Something is
DIFFERENT
Why i didn't write words for this time journey? Nothing why! Just merely lazy wanna type lot of words. So post something which caught my eyes! Since nothing really special happening so type without saying but only pictures!! Hehe.. :p

Lazy & sleepy,
Maye

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Black Mole

Hahahaha.,…Today my colleague ask me a ‘good’ question! ‘Good’ until I don’t know how to give her the right answer. She ask me this “Where is the black mole come from?” “Shit from house fly?” -_-‘’’ Damn! Me stone for a while! SHIT FROM HOUSE FLY? My..my… What struck her mind asking this question? If it is, the one with lot of mole at the body means his/her house lot of house fly, is it? Haha… I ask her this “Where your eyes come from?” Isn’t it the questions not much difference, right? All of us in the office laugh out loud cos of her question! I know she would kill me in the office (actually she had already do) but still wanna share a ‘cute’ question from my colleague. Before she kept quiet,she told to herself this “I regret I didn’t enter Science class during my secondary!” Hahahaha….
By the way, anyone can answer her that? Could leave the answer at the ‘comments’ column. (I think no one would answer it! :p)

Writing from office,
Maye

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Away~~

Before starting this blog about my Saturday journey, allow me to say some. Been thinking these few days whether to share it here or not. At last i make the decision to share since it has become a bygone. The previous there is a blog title "I'm You" supposingly was the second version of mine. The first original version got another last 2 lines which i didn't include inside. The last 2 lines was my prediction which i don't wish to be happen. Everyday pray to prevent God making it come true but God always have the almighty powers which is a wrong for me to challenge Him. He give me this prediction so that i can be prepare for it and learn from it. My prediction would always so right which i hate about it. Wanted to say it out to friends about my feel but i knew i would get an answer " Nah...don't think so much those unnecessary things! It wont be happen!" So i remain quiet all the while. Even the things had happen now and all i can do was to accept and is a must to follow. Don't wish to happen any wrong again. Some say that i should care about others people feeling before you writing a blog. But if it is so, who cares about mine? Some people may choose to say face to face about the sad things but some may prefer to write it down. I pretty sure why they write it down where they don't want to be question much about the sad things happen on them. Prefer after writing the sad thing would be gone with the words. That doesnt mean that they avoiding the reality. They know nothing could be done further. I know after writing this blog would make people think that im just trying to cover up something or else. Im sincerely tell that i was merely to say it out my feel and don't mean to hurt anyone or anything.

All of you know every Saturday i've went to study! Yes, is the same as last Saturday and the only different was the feeling inside me. Last Saturday my bus stop at Stadium Bukit Jalil which due to Raya season is coming. So the government had change some stop to the stadium there. Reaching the stadium around 8.45am and was suppose to take LRT to Pudu but in the end we sit Rapid KL bus. It cost us RM3 just for the 15 minutes. Rapid KL would be happy to earn lot for this 1 month by just only fetching the passenger to Pudu. As usual i was attending the class but we bit late reaching the college. It is because i didn't manage to eat breakfast that day so stop by a chinese stall and eat bit.

After the class, i was waiting my sister call so that she can pick me up at the LRT. Before that, i was chit chatting with my lecturer about the techniques of study and the exam questions. Around 1.40pm my sister call me and is time for me to take the LRT to her waiting place. Reaching my sister house, was tired so take a nap after a nice bath.

Around 5.45pm i wake up and i knew i should get myself prepare for the dinner with my family. But it was out of my thinking, my sister and brother-in-law had went out together to have drinks with their friends. So me, my niece, my nephew and my mum patiently wait them to come back and fetch us for dinner which is a nice western cuisine. As we wait and wait, the time had reach around 9 pm and all of us was damn hungry. My sis and bro-in-law was yet to be seen. Calls had been non-stop but still we wait and wait. I couldn't stand it anymore so i took some snacks. When i was about to eat more, my sis and bro-in-law finally home. Happy get our keys and jump into cars. I was driving that night because the space of their cars was small which is hard for us to fit in. Reaching at the restaurant i wasn't eating because it was too late for me to dine. Keeping fit so only order drinks. We were laughing and chit chatting which makes me forget about the sad feeling inside of me for a while. After the dinner, my sister went home and i told her that i wish to drive around and maybe stop by some where to have a second round drinks. My mum,niece and nephew, all of them wanted to follow me. So of course i let them. Driving to SS2 to see whether there are any nice cafe for me to sit down to have some drinks but turn and turn it seem nothing attracts me. At last, i ask my nephew whether he knew the way to SS14 OldTown Cafe. It was my favourite cafe all times. Because of not very familiar to the road so make lot of mistakes. But thanks God nothing happen due to my mistakes. So we reach and sit down to have drinks.

At OldTown cafe i would always order "Xi Mut Tea - hot" and the number in the order should be 122 but i mistakenly said to my niece that i want 121. It is very sure i wasn't me at that time. Only knew is wrong when the drink arrive in front of my face. My mum order a bluberry with vanilla ice-cream. It was nice. Now here it is.


This is nice. Mixture of sour and sweet which could make your saliva drop. So try it if you all got the chance to be happen at OldTown cafe. I was talking all the jokes all the drinking time session which i always told that to my nephew and niece. All of them was laughing of my jokes. Actually I was just trying to avoid thinking something useless. I would always smile when i see this pictures.
Yes...It is my mum. I think this is the power of kinship. When i was trying to think about something useless, i would always see this picture. It always enlighten me and makes me smile again. Sitting at the cafe, saw lot of people walking, chit chatting, surfing the net and etc. Suddenly have a thinking! No matter whether you are sad or happy, your everyday life would still go on. No one could manage your life except your ownself. Since something that happen is already can't come back. Accept and face it bravely. Someday might or might not know the reason behind it. Till then, you would know there are no more important. Always care about the things might happen in the future which always makes us neglect the things happen in the current which is more cherishable. But it doesn't mean the promises that i make was an empty one. Once the promises that i had make, i would never break it. Love my family which they always give me encouragement and love. Love my besties which always gives me types of feeling and the promises that we hold would never change no matter what. Even some of you might be far away and seldom to be so close anymore. Love my friends although some of you was just a passer by but it is my pleasure to know you. Lastly, love you all.

During Sunday, one of my besties bring me for breakfast and shop for a while. Thanks him for his understanding which he knew i was sad so he remains to be not ask me about it. Thanks and Thanks!

Coming to the end now which giving a nice smile to you all..Hope i could stay this always...

Maye

Friday, September 19, 2008

Having them!!

Between our life would something happen and would change. Some may forget about the promises that we make before in front of our friends. But to me, once promises that i had make, i would never take it back. Once it is in my best friend list, FOREVER it is. So you think between my best friend we won't have arguement? Neh....you are wrong!!! We have arguement! Sometimes even a big arguement! But that was only making our friendship gone further and even stronger. Even sometimes we seldom meet but still would 'bomb' each other. Never miss!! ^-^ Angry, happy, suspiscion, laughing, crying, shouting, singing, criticising and etc....all those feeling i feel in my friendship. You all for sure think this "What! angry? suspsicion?criticising?" Ya ya ya...is true. Don't misunderstand the meaning here. It is only the feeling and not had grudge on each other. The next day, we could smile again. (*peace*) ^^ Sometimes do make me smile when thinking about that. Sometimes might feel funny and thinking why we could like that. Well, we do mistakes too even myself. I do forgive my besties mistake cos i believe they had their reason for doing that. After all, that is my besties.
But my besties, will ya'all do the same thing? (*thinking*)

With love,
Maye

Monday, September 15, 2008

I'm You !!!

A night you came over to accompany me,
you've asked me the reason of my happy,
I just answer,
Because we've long time didn't meet.

Sitting at the chair, holding my hands suddenly,
but still i couldn't resist.
We, once making "don't" promise,
but it seem we fail to do it.

Hugging each other tightly,
wouldn't want to leave so dearly,
Blank thinking at that moment,
I've only hug you closely.

Didn't want to know
what you are thinking and mine either,
All i know,
We both miss each other.

Maye

Rocket science vs Heaven gate!

Last Saturday i've went to classes and pass by Jalan Petaling located at KL. Almost to the end of the road, we saw a kancil car in the middle of the road. We saw a big truck trying to pull the kancil car up. I told my classmate that " huh? Why like this? Just push the car aside will do what! What for using that truck?" As i walk ahead i saw this






Saw the cameraman up there? Yup, "It was film making-lah not Rocket Science!!" That's was what i saw the crew staff shirt. The words was pretty funny though. Haha. I didn't manage to take pictures of the crew man shirt cos they were busy with their work there. My coursemate wasn't really know what's happening until i told her is film shooting. She intend to stand there to see but i stop her cos we had to attend our classes which is more impotant. I think i saw the actor but wasn't know who and what his name. Haha. But i know is him cos i once saw him before in a drama, i doubt. So just let it be since it is not Lee Hom. Haha. Well, well..joking here.


After my classes, i didn't went back home but instead stay at my sister house. My sister step-mother passed away on last friday (12/09/2008) due to her cancer disease. My family had prepared for the bad news from her at anytime where we saw she is getting weaker and weaker weeks by weeks. Do all what we can do for her till to her last journey. She is a Christian so her burial ceremonial would be a christianity ceremonial. Suppose i was not attending her funeral but it seems the time still early so my sister ask me to take LRT to Taman Bahagia where she would fetch me there. Reaching at the funeral around 1.35pm and i straight went to see her for the last face. After few minutes, we sitting down singing christianity praying song and listen some speech from the host which came from the church just for the funeral. The funeral was simple. Before the coffin window to be close up, all the relatives included us seeing her for the last time and that would be only appear in our memory forever. Crying and feeling bear to apart. The staff close up the coffin window and push the coffin to the small van. All the relatives would be walk behind the small van to send her the last journey accompanied with the song 'Amazing Grace'. Reaching the burning place, the host gave us a stick of flower and that would be saying goodbye to her.



Everyone putting their hands flower on the coffin and the coffin straight away send to the burning. Seeing the fire burning the coffin and could saw the coffin break. The staff quickly close the door in case we feel even more heartache seeing our kins being burn. Shouting 'Please come out! please come out! and crying. All i can say was "Rest In Peace, Auntie!"

This is the gate where we could visit her
The path to her place (you can see there my nephew and niece)


Always in prayers,
Maye

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

摇滚怎么了!!!

Ooo...patiently waited 1 year just for him. Finally got to listen to his new song. From a boy turn to a mature aYeah~~~ is HIM....LEE HOM ( oh yeah...ah-huh..ah-huh...) Oops.... (*shy*) sorry a bit lose of control. Hehe. Toooooo and extremely happppyyy....Now i can't upload the video here so just give you all the link. Here it is... Enjoy~~




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQItnSFdOx4





After listening to it, i think most of you would think that maybe he is gone lunatic. I was thinking the same thing as you when the first time i saw this mv. Haha. Well, for your information that lyrics was written by Lee hom and Lee Hom father. Surprise huh? Coming another 7 days Lee Hom World Concert Tour will be starting and the first station would be at 'Xiao Ju Dan' located at Taiwan. He most probably would sing the new song in the concert. Those who going for the concert could enjoy his new song. (*envy*) I've got a thinking here. What if Lee Hom papa wearing rock suit and sing with him at the concert. Maybe for his son surprise or else. All i can say was it's just....... (*speechless*) (*faint*)

Handsome and cute isn't it? argh...love him. (shy) hehe. He even more fit now (everyday go gym, of course la)







Love, Peace & Music,


Maye

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Another Saturday!!!

My besties previous comment on 'Merdeka Eve Splash' saying that every saturday i went to studies seem like a vacation journey for me. Well, i treated as a yes. It seem mostly every Saturday ive learn and see a lot of fresh thing which i can share with you all in the blog. Isnt it a nice thing? I feel so. Hehe....

Thursday (4/9/2008)

Before i started today's journey let me talk about my ex-secondary classmate, Rebecca who is just back to hometown, Melaka from Manchester, UK. This time she bringing another one with her. Nice to hear that. Haha. So on Thursday(4/9/2008) we went drinks at Friends Cafe. Our meeting time i put at 8.15 pm but i know all of us would be late for that time. Haha. So around 9pm me, rebbecca, chris(rebecca boyfriend) and kelly reach. Left Jolene which is a bit slow motion girl yet to be seen. Haha. She gonna kill me if she read this blog. But seeing on our friendship i doubt she would scold me. Hehe. (*Proud to myself*) So we chat along. Supposingly during our school time, we use to speak chinese but now it seem we had been influence by her. Few year, studying and working abroad for sure she would adapt the englist spoken there. And so we follow her slank especially me. Haha. Rebecca asking me whether my besties, Tal and Pui, our ex-secondary classmate too will be coming joining us or not. Well, i say 'no' and they 'got something to do'. At night time do sometime need to be careful when saying 'something'. Just within seconds, i saw one of my friend Jenny walking up. Oh shit! Im pretty sure Pui and Tal would be following behind. And there, they appeared. Haha. What a small world it is. They did say 'hi' to each other but we sit in a separate table. Don't ask me why maybe they probably no topic to chit chat, i doubt. But it was nice to meet our school friends when all of us from a naive girl turn to mature girl now. You could see all of us had grown up to woman and if we lucky enough we could be a mother by our age now. This is what my mother loves to say that to me. Hehe. Finally, Jolene arrive but for Kelly, is time for her to back home to see her loved one. Her boyfriend had reach her house to get something so she need to rush back. So before she left we took pictures and pictures. This is a must during a drink session. Haha. Would never miss it.
Of course, we took girls group picture included Tal, Pui and Jenny. That's wasn't going to miss out though. Hehe. Tonnes and tonnes of pictures we take. Take and re-take. This is what we always do so i had already get use to it, you see. hahaha...so here it is. There are some pictures which i not yet get from Jenny so will upload later. Let you all see which i had get. ^-^
This is the first group pic
First Gals group picNow, me & Rebecca This is her sweet boyfriend

2nd Group Pic
Another one (Pui - cameragal)
We think that better to have another all gals shot. Haha
The gals who always hang out 'gether 'gether
My Besties
(suppose another one is coming but she got replacememt clases, sigh)My Bestie too~~

We chit chat till around 11.30 pm and we went back home due to me and Jolene had to work on the next day. *-^

Saturday (6/9/2008)
Without saying much about repeatition activites every Saturday morning, today's bit special cos i will be going to classes without companion. My coursemate had seminar going on for her company so she had attend the classes earlier. So let's us jump to the time when i was about going back home. Another special things was that i didn't back home by bus but instead sitting my other coursemate car. She will be driving her little silver Myvi (Malaysia Local Car). Before starting driving home, i stop by at her hostel which her hotel company provided for her during her training period at KL. Her company can consider a quite famous company. My first thought of her hostel would be a nice and comfortable as her company is a famous hotel. Reaching at a apartment located 15minutes walk away from Hang Tuah LRT and told me that was her hostel. The outlook of the apartment still nice so i didn't think any further how it looks like inside. I doubt it would be nice. Her hostel was at 11th floor and so i went inside her hostel to have a sit while waiting her to pack her things. After she open the door, i could see an empty space at the living room which only occupied with the sofas, television and dvd player. The television was provided from the company. Only watching local program would be a damn boring thing and i knew why the DVD player was putting underneath the television. Haha. Is not that im saying the local program was sucks but im just stating my feel. Is not a wrong by stating my feel isn't it? Some Malaysian would agree with me, i doubt. Hehe. The sofas? I don't really wish to talk about it because it was dirty and the skin had torn and it was just look like a disposable sofas at the junk dustbin. I couldn't imagine that such a famous hotel which look like heaven but their hostel for their staff was just like hell. Why i say that? Even the water tub was taken off and it didn't been repair by the company. Yes, it still can use but it is hard to open the water, you know?? The toilet was damn dirty. Before my coursemate moving in, she and other housemate had wash the house. If not, it wasn't for human to stay or live. I swear. Here are the pictures i took from the balcony of her hostel. I didn't take picture of her living room and room to prevent my security cos just by seeing those pictures they(the hotel company) would know if in case they read about my blog. So is merely a protection of my security.

The left side view from the balcony

The right side view from the balconyThe is the height from ground floor to 11th floor.
It would definitely die jumping from here.Haha.


After her packing, start our cars and drove back home. All the way from KL to Melaka, we had a non-stop chit chatting stuff about our work, life and studies. Actually, i was pretty tired that day due to not enough sleep on Friday. But it wasn't nice if im sleeping and my coursemate driving all alone, right? So i get myself to stay afresh and accompany her chit chatting. Around 4.30 pm, i reach home. Stomach was playing drums and with my sleepy eyes couldn't hang on anymore. After eaten some food, i went to sleep right away. During my nap, i wasn't very sure what happens around me. It seems i sleep soundly. Haha.

Because of taking evening nap, makes me hard to sleep at night. My brother and mother was very tired during late night and yet my eyes still wide open. But never mind. I had very best buddies aka best friend accompanied me chit chatting (sms-ing). Well, i think that night if it wasn't him i will be bored till death sitting at the big chair at my home living room. He was my dearest good companion which i appreciate him lot. Hehe. Don't jealous. You all could get one too. ^-^

Writing here on Sunday(7/9/2008) during my resting time after short study,

Maye



Monday, September 1, 2008

Coffee~~~

Today (1 Sept 2008) is a holiday for Malaysian where yesterday Malaysia celebrating Independence Day. Yesterday is a Sunday so automatically holiday would replace on the next day. So which means holiday for me i could do my shopping and studying. Hehe.


Yesterday, Merdeka Day (Independence Day) had some drinks with my god-sister. I saw her leg wrap with cloth and i ask her why. She had a fall at the stairs when walking up to her house. Haih...why didn't she pay attention while walking the stairs? Maybe she was too tired after working, i guess. Seeing her leg in pain, i couldn't bear to ask her go drink tea with me but still will ask her too. She said that she want to go drinks and she don't wish me to treated her like a handicap people. She also told that sitting at home all day without walking really do like a handicap. Conclusion, she want to walk around. You all must be thinking that we would probably go near coffee shop and had our drinks. But she wouldn't want to. She want to go our 'lau di fang'(old place) where we need to go quite some distance. I advice her to go near coffee shop but she don't want and complain the near coffee shop drinks and food not nice. Haha. Walk until half way, it seems the weather don't allow her to go our 'lau di fang'. So i again told her that it would be better we go the near coffee shop. If it is really raining at least we can reach our home fast as i don't wanna get wet again because of rain. Haha. And so we went to the near coffee shop.


Reaching at the coffee shop, i've order a hot nescafe and my god sister order a hot milo which i force her to drink that. Hehe. Now here come my nescafe Nice? Ya i know for some of you had seen before. But this only cost me RM1.20 and this is the first time i saw this (some other time should have i think, maybe i just too busy concentrate on others thing. hehe) Seeing the worker make it so nice for me so i took that picture down. Hehe. After the drinks, i went home and outside didn't raining which makes my god-sister think that she being trick by the weather. Haha.


Finish about yesterday and i should start about today's story. Today, ive went shopping with my dearest besties which i urge them to go with me. Cos i wanted to go shopping so much suddenly. Around 1.20pm my bestie come and fetch me. So we went for her breakfast and my lunch. Yea, i know you all would seems why i said 'her breakfast' and 'my lunch'. Well, she woke up at around 11 something and i wake up at 9am. So since i've eaten my breakfast so that would be my lunch. As for her, that was her first meal today so would be breakfast for her. Haha. We stop at the shop selling 'old mice powder'. What's that? 'Lao shu fen' or aka one type of mee which look like mice tail. Hehe. I couldn't think any nice explaination about that and i forgot to take pictures. Cos some of you all might not understand what im saying here. Got chance i would upload pictures here. I promise alright? After our lunch, we went SHOPPING!!! Waited just for that. Haha. So we went shop and shop. In the end, i buy 'lot' of thing. Haha. Bought only 1 bottle of repair hair serum and went for some drinks

The middle is mine, Blended coffee with java chip. So what you all think the place would be? Seeing the background i think most of you all would know where it is. Not need me to say much here, right? Alright. Maybe for some of you all the 'aerial' would be slow, so i think i give some hint would be easier. Started with 'S' and ended with 'S' too. If give more hint, then i would rather give you the answer then asking you guess isn't it? Hehe. While after drinking, we went home and at night accompany my mum shopping too. What a tiring day! Haha!

Ooo...tired now. My eyes going close soon. Got to sleep now. If not, tomorrow i would be a panda eyes. Till then, see ya'all in next post!! Ciao~~~

Writing from my room,
Maye