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Maye
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Another again???
Class started again = Busy gal again
Last week my class finally started. Sad thing was why do have class on Wednesday? Why? Why? Most Wednesday, I would plan to watch movie at cinema though. Cos is only cost me RM 6 per ticket! I can save up another RM 2 compare to other days. ^-^ v
And this time I’m taking paper F9, Financial Management. Browse quickly on the text book, it seems there are some formula calculations and lots….lots… of words which means lots…lots… of theory. Another meaning I need to write a lot in the exam paper. But, at least there is a BUT, the calculations part could help me to get some bonus marks in case I’m weak in theory. Alright is not ‘in case’ is really weak in theory and especially in mesmerizing. OH SHIT!! SHIT!!! SHITTTT…..!!!!
The lecturer was a lady. Of course, she will be teaching in English. Is just that I wasn’t really can get use to listen her slang. She does really make me confused whether my English had getting worse or getting better. Her pronunciation was just so different from mine. Can say she just back from UK or England?? Nope, I doubt it! Maybe this is Malaysia English. “Minglish” ??
January again = Busy gal again & again
As for my works, is January now so you all know my frequent schedule I will be start busy meeting deadlines which means I might ‘dead’. Not the real dead but almost to dead. Just hope I could enjoy my Chinese New Year holiday before getting myself more and more busy. I will be busy outside office, I think.
My works got nothing special. Cos is always the same routine everyday. Microsoft Excel, Microsoft Word, Audit Program, paper documents and of course couldn’t been left out was the laptop and the telephone. Or another meaning, just like other office work. You know!! Hope the busy could avoid me from thinking any unnecessary things. That is already enough!
Chinese New Year again = I’m old another year again
Chinese New Year is coming. Though, I not yet go re-bond my hair. It will soon. To be exact, another approximately 24 days calculated from today’s date. Which means not even a month, the ‘Tiger’ is coming on the way! New attires or new household furniture and utensils are never misses out by the Chinese. The ‘new’ things can be symbolizes the hoping it will be a good year ahead. Of course everyone wants a good year ahead. To be in details, you have to see your ‘luck’ in year 2010 depends on your Chinese horoscope, the 12 animals to predict whether we are in good or bad luck. Chinese, you know whom 12 animals are they. As for me, I not yet see my luck! So is still a mystery to me. My mum for sure will look out for me! So I got live report from her! No need put effort on searching that. Haha. This year Chinese New Year will be celebrating at other places!! Where?? Let you guess!! After Chinese New Year, I will update again here.
Saying about old, one by one of my friends are getting married. Some of them even had already become Mama. The older I am, the more responsibilities I need to hold. I admit I’m getting older!! :( sob sob….
Reviewing year 2009, it is a tiring year for me. Lot of unexpected things had happen which induces my worries increasing on that year. Or maybe could say I think too much! Who wants to think that much right? I care that’s why I think. Pray and hope for the coming year, everyone would have a bless year and good opportunities and also no worries ahead including me! ^-^ v
(P/S: God, will you give surprise for this year ahead??)
Love,
Maye
Last week my class finally started. Sad thing was why do have class on Wednesday? Why? Why? Most Wednesday, I would plan to watch movie at cinema though. Cos is only cost me RM 6 per ticket! I can save up another RM 2 compare to other days. ^-^ v
And this time I’m taking paper F9, Financial Management. Browse quickly on the text book, it seems there are some formula calculations and lots….lots… of words which means lots…lots… of theory. Another meaning I need to write a lot in the exam paper. But, at least there is a BUT, the calculations part could help me to get some bonus marks in case I’m weak in theory. Alright is not ‘in case’ is really weak in theory and especially in mesmerizing. OH SHIT!! SHIT!!! SHITTTT…..!!!!
The lecturer was a lady. Of course, she will be teaching in English. Is just that I wasn’t really can get use to listen her slang. She does really make me confused whether my English had getting worse or getting better. Her pronunciation was just so different from mine. Can say she just back from UK or England?? Nope, I doubt it! Maybe this is Malaysia English. “Minglish” ??
January again = Busy gal again & again
As for my works, is January now so you all know my frequent schedule I will be start busy meeting deadlines which means I might ‘dead’. Not the real dead but almost to dead. Just hope I could enjoy my Chinese New Year holiday before getting myself more and more busy. I will be busy outside office, I think.
My works got nothing special. Cos is always the same routine everyday. Microsoft Excel, Microsoft Word, Audit Program, paper documents and of course couldn’t been left out was the laptop and the telephone. Or another meaning, just like other office work. You know!! Hope the busy could avoid me from thinking any unnecessary things. That is already enough!
Chinese New Year again = I’m old another year again
Chinese New Year is coming. Though, I not yet go re-bond my hair. It will soon. To be exact, another approximately 24 days calculated from today’s date. Which means not even a month, the ‘Tiger’ is coming on the way! New attires or new household furniture and utensils are never misses out by the Chinese. The ‘new’ things can be symbolizes the hoping it will be a good year ahead. Of course everyone wants a good year ahead. To be in details, you have to see your ‘luck’ in year 2010 depends on your Chinese horoscope, the 12 animals to predict whether we are in good or bad luck. Chinese, you know whom 12 animals are they. As for me, I not yet see my luck! So is still a mystery to me. My mum for sure will look out for me! So I got live report from her! No need put effort on searching that. Haha. This year Chinese New Year will be celebrating at other places!! Where?? Let you guess!! After Chinese New Year, I will update again here.
Saying about old, one by one of my friends are getting married. Some of them even had already become Mama. The older I am, the more responsibilities I need to hold. I admit I’m getting older!! :( sob sob….
Reviewing year 2009, it is a tiring year for me. Lot of unexpected things had happen which induces my worries increasing on that year. Or maybe could say I think too much! Who wants to think that much right? I care that’s why I think. Pray and hope for the coming year, everyone would have a bless year and good opportunities and also no worries ahead including me! ^-^ v
(P/S: God, will you give surprise for this year ahead??)
Love,
Maye
Thursday, January 14, 2010
This is all I ever wanted!!!
After knowing the story, it wasn’t the feel I was expected. It wasn’t the feel that I want though I had lot of despair in between. Seeing and knowing the closest to you in sad, is just like someone cutting my flesh from my body. Pain and heartache.
Both are my dearest and closest to me. In between I could only listen. Sitting beside quietly. Try to be a happy gal not to let you all worry. But deep in me is crying. I’m crying that I could not do anything except sitting beside. Feel that you are not ok but still smiling and listen at you. Try to talk some jokes just only hope could get a smile from you. Wanted to help but couldn’t. Helping on either right or left side would only create not fair. So what could I do? Standing in between to let them lie on when they need. Don’t know which and where should I head to.
Trying few times telling myself, not to contact, not to care but I just couldn’t do it. Feel sorry to all my other besties cos I didn’t really hold the promise that I made to you all. I really couldn’t bear not to care and not to contact. Couldn’t let go my hand when you seeing them falling in front of your eyes.
These few weeks I do feel that I’m being used than rather being cherished. It really grew stronger each day. I hate to have this thinking but I couldn’t lie to myself that it wasn’t there. I knew, I’m too over care about it so when the bad reflects to me, I was feeling being pull down. I knew it before it happens! But yet I’m still willingly to hold on it and trust it that it will over soon. Even I know very clear I didn’t stand in a space no matter how much I do. And I’m not calculating how much I do but just to let you know that I’m still here watching from far. Walk up and pull you up when you fall. To some people, you might think this is stupid action and thoughts but to me it is very dearest. Where are the promises that you all make earlier? Where are those happy moments that both of you share? Had forgotten all that? Right?
Didn’t know when I will be leaving Melaka and heading to Penang. I know I keep repeating this yet I still in Melaka now. Just to remind me so that I could cherish every day in Melaka. Till then I couldn’t like now to be with my closest one frequently. I don’t want miss any chance where I can be with them closely. When there is slim of chances, I will be there with them.
I do pray to God everyday that everyone beside me is happy especially those who closest to me. People do have hard time included you and me. But do remember there is a person standing somewhere corner of your heart are smiling and watching over you. That person has only wants one thing from you. Give yourself a smile when you are in pain. Only a happy smile could make everything to straight. That is all she ever wished and wanted.
Somehow there are things that she’s not able to help you but she wants you to handle the problem with care and rationally. Why? Cos she wants you to understand that no one can handle other people’s life, except you, yourself. Where else she only could listen and sitting beside you. Friends won’t be sticking together forever. The things that will always sticking together are the bond of friendship. One day everyone would leave, she hopes by the time she is leaving, you had already know how to take care of yourself. Till then she know you will be safe. That is all she ever wished and wanted.
And I will be the person.
Not to care, give up and Why? Why? Why?! These words seem familiar to you? Yes of course. It always could be seen in my blog and facebook shout out. That was just a way to let me release my grumble. Who doesn’t have hard times right? (again)
Only then, so many despair, crying and angry, my grumble or other peoples grumble, there's only one and only thing that i wanted to see. You all are happy and safe everyday.
That is all I ever wanted.
(P/S: Hope I can see you and you happy smiling soon)
Love,
Maye
Both are my dearest and closest to me. In between I could only listen. Sitting beside quietly. Try to be a happy gal not to let you all worry. But deep in me is crying. I’m crying that I could not do anything except sitting beside. Feel that you are not ok but still smiling and listen at you. Try to talk some jokes just only hope could get a smile from you. Wanted to help but couldn’t. Helping on either right or left side would only create not fair. So what could I do? Standing in between to let them lie on when they need. Don’t know which and where should I head to.
Trying few times telling myself, not to contact, not to care but I just couldn’t do it. Feel sorry to all my other besties cos I didn’t really hold the promise that I made to you all. I really couldn’t bear not to care and not to contact. Couldn’t let go my hand when you seeing them falling in front of your eyes.
These few weeks I do feel that I’m being used than rather being cherished. It really grew stronger each day. I hate to have this thinking but I couldn’t lie to myself that it wasn’t there. I knew, I’m too over care about it so when the bad reflects to me, I was feeling being pull down. I knew it before it happens! But yet I’m still willingly to hold on it and trust it that it will over soon. Even I know very clear I didn’t stand in a space no matter how much I do. And I’m not calculating how much I do but just to let you know that I’m still here watching from far. Walk up and pull you up when you fall. To some people, you might think this is stupid action and thoughts but to me it is very dearest. Where are the promises that you all make earlier? Where are those happy moments that both of you share? Had forgotten all that? Right?
Didn’t know when I will be leaving Melaka and heading to Penang. I know I keep repeating this yet I still in Melaka now. Just to remind me so that I could cherish every day in Melaka. Till then I couldn’t like now to be with my closest one frequently. I don’t want miss any chance where I can be with them closely. When there is slim of chances, I will be there with them.
I do pray to God everyday that everyone beside me is happy especially those who closest to me. People do have hard time included you and me. But do remember there is a person standing somewhere corner of your heart are smiling and watching over you. That person has only wants one thing from you. Give yourself a smile when you are in pain. Only a happy smile could make everything to straight. That is all she ever wished and wanted.
Somehow there are things that she’s not able to help you but she wants you to handle the problem with care and rationally. Why? Cos she wants you to understand that no one can handle other people’s life, except you, yourself. Where else she only could listen and sitting beside you. Friends won’t be sticking together forever. The things that will always sticking together are the bond of friendship. One day everyone would leave, she hopes by the time she is leaving, you had already know how to take care of yourself. Till then she know you will be safe. That is all she ever wished and wanted.
And I will be the person.
Not to care, give up and Why? Why? Why?! These words seem familiar to you? Yes of course. It always could be seen in my blog and facebook shout out. That was just a way to let me release my grumble. Who doesn’t have hard times right? (again)
Only then, so many despair, crying and angry, my grumble or other peoples grumble, there's only one and only thing that i wanted to see. You all are happy and safe everyday.
That is all I ever wanted.
(P/S: Hope I can see you and you happy smiling soon)
Love,
Maye
Saturday, January 9, 2010
永远的朋友
陈伟联《永远的朋友》
如果你很忙
我到街上去晃一晃
身为一个朋友
有些事情不该勉强
看你黑着眼圈
今晚很长我睡不着
到底是谁 害你这么想
因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
因为太爱你 拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友 总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠 借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络 却听见你说
情人比不上朋友
我总是有让你笑出声的方法
我却没有让自己离开的力量
也许友情才能地久天长
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络 却听见你说
情人比不上朋友
如果你很忙
我到街上去晃一晃
身为一个朋友
有些事情不该勉强
看你黑着眼圈
今晚很长我睡不着
到底是谁 害你这么想
因为太爱你
拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友
总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠
借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络
却听见你说 情人比不上朋友
因为太爱你 拼命达到你的需要
虽然只是朋友 总比什么都不是好
借你肩膀依靠 借你关心也借你微笑
我很想给 你却不要
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络 却听见你说
情人比不上朋友
我总是有让你笑出声的方法
我却没有让自己离开的力量
也许友情才能地久天长
爱着你却伤心的只能守候不能拥有
真挚的做一个永远的朋友
看着你旧旧的简讯内容
我看见爱情向我大声嘲弄
爱着你却大方的陪你恋爱替你加油
虚弱的做一个永远的朋友
几次累的想断绝联络 却听见你说
情人比不上朋友
我只是朋友
Maye
Friday, January 8, 2010
What i have is only EMPTY!
I didn't know how to start this blog. I really didn't know! Type and erase over and over again! Didn't know how to describe the feeling i had now. I want happy but my heart is crying.
I didn't know what to expect from you. But i know it very clear that i'm feeling being used more than you cherishing it! Although you always say no. But you make me feel " Yes it is" always. Grow stronger each day!! I didn't expect of you being prioritise me but i just want to feel i'm been cherish!! But i only feel empty! EMPTY!!!
I care about you which i think is important to me but always get being pull down by you. Is this what people say " Hold and trust it!" or is it just one simple word "Stupid" ?? My mood is been up and down. Hang still in the appearance! But in my heart feeling giving up!! Could you please give some trust to me to not give up? I know you wont! But i keep hoping everyday you will although the chances is only 1% !! But now i know is impossible from you!
Sorry....i promise you not to think that way! But you make me think it every day!! I couldn't make a lie to myself that i'm not thinking this way!
I'm tired...totally tired....Never been tired this way!!
Maye
I didn't know what to expect from you. But i know it very clear that i'm feeling being used more than you cherishing it! Although you always say no. But you make me feel " Yes it is" always. Grow stronger each day!! I didn't expect of you being prioritise me but i just want to feel i'm been cherish!! But i only feel empty! EMPTY!!!
I care about you which i think is important to me but always get being pull down by you. Is this what people say " Hold and trust it!" or is it just one simple word "Stupid" ?? My mood is been up and down. Hang still in the appearance! But in my heart feeling giving up!! Could you please give some trust to me to not give up? I know you wont! But i keep hoping everyday you will although the chances is only 1% !! But now i know is impossible from you!
Sorry....i promise you not to think that way! But you make me think it every day!! I couldn't make a lie to myself that i'm not thinking this way!
I'm tired...totally tired....Never been tired this way!!
Maye
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Where were you??
I was in the middle of the midst of danger,
Pushing and squeezing in it,
People around looking at me like a weird girl searching,
I needed your hand to pull me out
but where were you?
After a tough pushing here and there finally i could get out!
You only ask me "What took you so long?"
I almost cry out but i hang still,
I almost cry out but i hang still,
You got your reason,
I choose to believe,
but in my mind you still make me think
you were just acting,
But i still choose to believe.
But i still choose to believe.
The truth is very clear,
Yet i still hold and trust it,
I'm tired now.
I need a break!!
Maye
Maye
Saturday, January 2, 2010
ANNNOUNCEMENT!!!
FOR THE STUDENT OF BATCH 2002 - 5MERAH, SMK INFANT JESUS CONVENT (MELAKA)!!!!
WE FINALLY OPEN AN ACCOUNT IN FACEBOOK!! THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE A FACEBOOK, FASTER GET YOURSELF ONE! WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY WE CAN ADD ALL OUR OLD FRIENDS THERE!!
WE WILL MAKE A GATHERING THIS COMING CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010!! STILL DISCUSSING THE DATES AND PLACES!!
MISS US? ADD US IN FACEBOOK!! C YA'ALL THERE!!
MAYE
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