Our last class!

Wow, been up and down from KL had pass some several months. Time do fly very fast. On the last day of our class,Thursday night, we were thinking whether we going or just either skip it! Cos actually our lectures had finish last Saturday! Thursday was merely an additional class for us! Alrite, i know i know! We didn't wasted our tuition fees. At last, we attend! Before that, we went to Nando's to have our dinner! Cos we had promise each other to treat ourselves better for the last class. Seriously this is my first time sitting in the Nando eating chicken. Normally i was just order take-away. So i'll let the pictures tell the story

Inside the restaurant!!

Oops~~being catch drinking the soup

We've order 1/4 chicken with rice - 2sets, soups with bread & 1 cola. My chicken flavor normally i would choose hot and as for my coursemate she ordered for lemon & herbs flavor. Though after that what we doing? Camwhoring~~~ ^^

After our dinner, we straight went to classes. And we are late! Sorry sir! We wasn't mean to late is just we were deciding whether to attend or not! Hehe! Of cos, we didn't tell that to our lecturer that. We just smile at him when we enter the class. ^-^ After our classes, we had another session of drinking! We wen Starbuck-ing!! My favorite place all time! This time was damn nice because the drinks is paid by our KL coursemate not us! Haha. Well, sorry Winson! We indeed a very bad girl! WAIT! Let me explain that! Supposingly we were early out from the class so didn't know where to go at first. But till then suddenly 'Starbucks' appear in my mind so i say it out. But i do say this.

Maye: It's expensive! Think we go sumwhere else.
Winson: There is nice place. I'm ok with it. Well, there can use credit card?
Maye & Tye: Of cos! U want treat us a drinks is it? (*eye blink blink*)
Winson: Er....alrite! alrite! Today on my treat!
Maye & Tye: Yeah~~~No need discussion! Let's go now!

So you'll see. Is not our fault right? He can say 'No' to reject. Haha. (*evil winks*) Of cos again we camwhoring. How can miss that, right?

Well, his face just like children isn't it? Of cos la...He is the youngest among three of us! His thinking still....ahem...childish! But anyway, he is still have long way to learn and so do we! After our Starbuck-ing, we need take our bus home. So we say goodbye to the little brother and hop on the bus.

What's the compliment about the Nando's chicken? Conclusion = not fancy! Why? Just don't feel the special of it! And that's the feel in me!

It was indeed a tiring day! Reach home around 12.00 am. After bath, straight lie straight on the bed and sleep.Till now still not enough sleep so got to sleep now! Ciao everyone!

(P/S: Will be update the class gathering soon! Stay tuned!)

Tired,
Maye

Pre-feeling before class gathering

Tomorrow is my Form 5 secondary school mate gathering. At first, I was thinking to absent myself for the meeting due to my exam revision but my friendship had break that thinking. This meeting was a rare one and is hardly for me to meet them during my usual days. So I’m now decided to go. (*peace*) As my pre – feeling I know wouldn’t be much of our classmate will be attending this occasion. Cos some we had lost their phone numbers and some were at overseas.Yea, we admit this gathering was really kind of rush. Before that on the Sept we had try to spread the news to our friends out there that we are making this gathering and if possible give us some feedback about it. We had post to the bulletin at friendster.com (where mostly our friends are there). Had told some of them thru our mouth about it. GIVE US FEEDBACK! But in the end, we’ve got only few feedbacks. I don’t mean to blame anyone here. Cos most of us had start working and some even had married. Each and every one of us had our own busy lives to do. No worries, I could really understand the reason of why. So I’ve tried my best to inform our friends about tomorrow gathering although I know is a bit rush but we only hope for the best!

Tomorrow will be coming soon and I wish all of us could be happy meeting over there!

Will update you all the latest update about the class gathering! Can’t wait for it!

Maye

When exam is near!

That was the situation when my exam is near! Oops...what to do with the tv remote control? Erm...i can explain that! After of hours and hours of study i need to relax too isn't it? So that is why it is part of it! Today, while i was emo-ing, try to do lot of things to make myself relax. Wash clothes and wash shoes! Thought of after doing those things, i could get better and concentrate on study! Yesterday was a fine day for me where i got all my attention there. Wanna find it back today but it seems....argh..lacking. Start reading page 655 and end up 655 too. WHAT THE?? Yea..i admit! Force myself to concentrate but just hard, you see. Until i cant stand it, i try chit chatting with my colleague at MSN but still the same. So i sms-ing with my besties. Alrite, i knew i always complain lot of crap things to him all the time. But always after bla bla...with him i knew will get better! But this time! Shit...cant boost up my feeling either.Argh...But, still wanna thanks to him anyway! For not feeling bored listen my crap's!

While flipping the page to another page, my mind suddenly strike "God help those who help themselves!" Oh...that was my Form 5 class motto! Yea..That's right! If i didn't help myself to get concentration who else would? right? Go go Maye! All of a sudden, my concentration get back! Only just few second though...

Alright, should stop crap at here. Wanna continues my revision!

By the way, Happy Deepavali to all Hindus!

Maye

Should Know Especially Student!

Last few days ago i had received ACCA's magazine for trainees from England. Inside i've read something which i could share it here especially for the students out there!

3 THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT LISTENING IN LECTURES

Learn to Listen
Attending lectures may sometimes seem like a chore - but learning when listening is a skill you can develop, and even enjoy. You will probably need to adapt your listening technique to an individual lecterur's style, but certain skills will remain consistent. Be warned: maintaning concentration, the fact that there is no direct interaction with the speaker, and even the struggle to stay awake, can all conspire to thwart your efforts. But practice itself will help improve.

Be Prepared
Be on time - the first few minutes of the lecture, when the speaker outlines what to expect, will help you work out a rough structure in your mind. If you tend to find yourself daydreaming in lectures after 20 or 30 minutes, be ready - start writing down queries that occur to you (to sharpen your focus), so that you can research them later, or even ask the lecturer (if question are invited). Sit up straight (slouching encourages drowsiness), and get as near to the front as possible.

Take Note
Taking good notes enhances the learning process, so listen for clues from your lecterur that will help you structure these - such as lists, numbers, alternatives, and references to external sources, as well as changes in the speed intonation of the lecterur's speech. If a Powerpoint presentation is used, ask for the file to be e-mailed to you for reference. And always write up your notes as soon as possible after the lecture so that any ambiguities can be cleared up while your memory is still fresh.


So had you all know about it now? Hope so~~~

Maye

Emo ~~

Missing your dear? He will come back soon..

Don't think about it anymore,Fang!

Alrite, i know you tension about your exam! Try our best ya!

Those above 3 pictures are taken by me! Taken without their notice! Gals, come on...See below pictures!!!

Oopss...sorry...Not this picture! That was....erm...it had been a long time ago with a long story! Hei...now the topic is not talking about me isn't it? See below...see below~~~

Ciak! Everyone (included me) Smile & Peace~~~

Well, didn't know is them or me emo actually! Haha~~

Maye

Better in Time!!!

Will really "Better In Time"? First hearing the song "Better In Time" at the radio! Love the beat and flow of the music. Didn't realise the lyrics actually was........ until i read it today! The lyric goes like this:

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in, thought I heard a knock
Who's there?
No one, thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)

How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me?
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is, I'ma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to
(It'll all get better in time)

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, oh
(It'll all get better in time)
Even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes, I do
(It'll all get better in time)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really loved you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to

The lyrics in simple English. So now all of you very clear understanding the meaning very well! Wait wait! I'm not trying to be let you all 'emo'(emotional) here. I didn't know the lyrics was like this, you see! Well, it is very clear describing the feeling of a person who is in the healing process after a relationship break up! Not even that, it included advising ownself to get recover soon! Could try listen it!

(P/S: To those who just broke up, could listen to this song to remind you always)

Maye

Sui = Unlucky !!!

Have you all been unlucky for some few weeks? Or chinese people would say is 'sui'! Well, i bet a lot of people been through this situation before. I think is a must in one's life. Is not happen to me but it was my god-sister, Fang.

Yesterday in office, beside being 'emo'(emotional) about my tension and pressure, i was thinking of my god-sister. My heart keeps telling me this "Today, u must ask Fang for a drinks!" Repeating from morning till after my work. First thing when i reach home, i've called her. Supposingly wanna use my handphone contact her but i not yet top-up credit. Her mother pick up the phone and angrily shouting at her "Fang, wake up! Is ur phone!" I was wondering why but i've ignore! Maybe her mother attitude was like this. She pick up the phone and speak weak to me! I was worry and ask "R u ok? U seem no mood! Later want have sum drinks together?" It was raining that time and she say "Well, we see how later! If stop raining then only we decide!" At last she added "Maye, i've got accident this morning!" I was totally in shock! Asking " What happen? What happen? R u alrite?" She kept quiet! And say "We chat later!" and hung up the phone. Supposingly i was about telling her about my tension and pressure during our tea time session but it seems she need me now more than i need her!

God dotes her very much! The rain stop and finally she called me. Ask me "Can u bring me to fix my handphone line at Maxis?" Of cos i say "Sure!" After i open my home door, she burst into tears! Hugging me so tight and crying badly! Watching her crying makes me wanna cry too but i know is not the time for me to cry but to accompany her beside! Well, my tears almost drop when she told me this!
"Maye, i feel bad very much! After i've got accident, me and my mum went to police report but the name inside the report was not me is my mother. But in fact i was the one who got into that accident! My mum wasn't even there. My mum knew i'm still under probation period so to prevent i get license hang she became the scape-goat. Today, is my mum birthday! I thought today i could give her a wonderful and happy birthday but now i've gave her only sad and really an unforgettable memory for her! If my family could scold me badly maybe i would feel better but they just kept quiet which makes me feel even more bad. Feel very bad! Very bad!" (*crying badly & hugging me*)

I understand her feeling very much! As for your info, last few weeks she just got sprained at her ankle. Her handphone was just being snatch the day before yesterday! Her working area wasn't as smooth as she thinks. And now the accident! All happen so suddenly! Although her outlook may look like a career woman but she still a normal girl like others!! Yesterday is the first time i could really feel her sadness inside! Hugging me so tight that makes me only can stand still and let her cry. Previously, i've always heard her complains about her mother! Saying her mother wasn't care at her much! Wasn't listening to her problems always! So yesterday i've told her this "Fang, her action today at the police station had make its very clear that she loves u too! I think you should know what to do after this incident! Inside the family only both of u are girls! I'm very sure she know what a girls thinking. After all, she was young before just like u! No one is more near to u except ur family! Tell her ur problems, then only ur heart knot can be release! Trust me!"

After that, she wipe out her tears and sitting there waiting for me to have my bath before we went out! I've bring her to the phone shop and dinner which she had not been eating all day! I know all i can do now was to make her happy! During the end of the night, she gave me a big smile. Just only a smile from her i've already very happy!

(P/S:May her smile always be with her!)

Maye

Concentration Loss !!!

Today in the office supossing i should had fully concentration to complete my task but my heart wasn't at work. Where had all my work concentration gone? My heart been worry and thinking about my exam which will be coming for another few weeks. This time im taking 2 papers. The tension and pressure was so strong! Strong enough to break down a wall, i think. Yesterday morning, went to library to study and thanks God i got concentration on that. Yes, i definitely know all you would say "Don't worry, do your best! Don't think so much! Study smart and hard...." Yea,yea...i know all that. Most of you could understand my feeling right now especially when the exam is coming near!

Yesterday, having some drinks with my besties (Kelly & Jolene) where we didn't hang out together for such a long time. Yesterday at least manage to release my tension but i know i got to strive for the next day! Everytime when exam is near, those invisible tension and pressure keeps troubling me. Wanted to throw it away but i know it isn't easy! Haiz..Human's nature!
Go! Go! Maye! You can do it!
Hope it will be over soon~~~

Tension,
Maye

Mamma Mia!!!

(singing)
..Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again
My My, just how much I've missed you?
Yes, I've been broken-hearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I should not have let you go..
(Lyrics: Mamma Mia - ABBA)

Oopss...sorry sorry. Influence by the movie Mamma Mia! Wow it do really make me sing in the cinema! And this is the first time i sing in the cinema! Since i had watch The Sound of Music and this was the second movie which make me fall in love with it! It makes me feel like i was dreaming of singing and dancing around the people!

(singing)
...I have a dream
A song to sing
To help me cope
With anything
If you see the wonder
Of a fairy tale
You can take the future
Even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream....
(Part Lyrics: I Have A Dream - ABBA)

Inside the movie there is a part which i think the lyrics had touches my heart very much! And together i sing with her (Donna,the character in the movie)....

(singing)
I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense

Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...
(Whole Lyrics : The Winner Takes It All - ABBA)

Thanks for the movie that had brings the beautiful song from ABBA again. I've stop singing for such a long time. Still remember once i love to sing their song I Have A Dream.

(singing)
....So I say
Thank you for the music,
the songs I'm singing
Thanks for all the joy they're bringing
Who can live without it,
I ask in all honesty
What would life be?
Without a song or a dance what are we?
So I say thank you for the music
For giving it to me...
(Part Lyrics : Thanks For The Music - ABBA)

Well, you would definitely love to sing after watching the movie! Could even went to watch twice! Is damn bloody nice! Haha! So come on everybody! Put your feet on the ground and sing with me....

(singing)
...You are the Dancing Queen,
young and sweet,
only seventeen
Dancing Queen, feel the beat from the tambourine
You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life
See that girl, watch that scene, diggin' the Dancing Queen....
(Part Lyrics: Dancing Queen - ABBA)

Singing and dancing,
Maye

Suppose plan to study whole day BUT.....

Today morning when i wake up, i plan to study whole day. Thought of is a must for me to strive hard for my 2 papers at this Dec exam. Saying about exam, do a bit tension and worry. But i know all that thinking was useless and wasting my time. Rather leave some space to fill in my studies stuff. Study till 2.30pm thought of resting a 30 minutes. At the 30 minutes, i manage to do this.

Ta-da...... What's that? Jelly + apple. That was my first try to mix apple and jelly together. I didn't know it would work out or not! Anything also need to try isn't it? So that was the result. Taking that pictures in my living room when i leaving it to become 'hard' before i put inside the fridge. So...i continues study again. Around 3.20pm put the jelly inside the fridge and can't wait it to be eaten. After half an hour, so i cut it and let my mum try it. Result = lack of sugar, should put another cup of water, lack of pandan leaves and most importantly DON'T MIX IT WITH APPLE! Not very satisfied of what ive done. It can be eat but the taste was so-so. Will try again for the next shot but not with apple. Im sure i will be better after this experience! Go, Maye! ^-^

So i continue my study again. At night, thinking of reviewing my past year exam question! BUT i've went to....Well, after you see this picture you would know what i've done.

Alright! i admit my plan fail today! My mum supposingly want to go to the banks only. But since we had reach the bank which near a shopping complex, Dataran Pahlawan. That time was 8.30pm, so for girls would normally says 'Lets have a walk a while since still early!' And we did. Seriously, i was only thinking of window-shopping only but i didn't know would spend any money.

First, we arrive at Vincci and saw displaying 50% sale. Then, me and my mum saw this shoe. Yea...i know a bit wild style. I was thinking whether to buy it or not. But my mum says "Why not u try it?" I was thinking "Was my mum hinting me that she going buy that for me?" So without hesitation, call the salesgirl to take the pair of shoes to let me try. It look okay and i was thinking want it or not since that was the last pair. My mum suddenly say "I pay it and treated as my birthday present to you la..." Mum, my birthday still months away though an this is just only a.....you know..Argh...never mind then since my mum wanna buy it for me. Haha! Oh...what bad daughter i am! So i thought that is the end of my buying session.

Second, we reach at Voir department. My mum saw a 70% sale. Saying "We should come here earlier just now" But mum, even 70%, after the discount the price would also same as Vincci though...So we walk one round since my mum didn't went there before. Saw the bag? The display there written BUY 1 FREE 1. So you think what we do? Haha. We intend to own it! One for my mum and one for me! Haha. Alright! i told my mum "Mum, we should end our buying session! Cos we at first only think of window-shopping though...haha!" Well, we really end it! No more buying. But we went for drinks at Old Town. Hehe...

Alright, all of you should be shaking your head saying " OMG, this girl! What about your study? Exam says far but it seems near! You should at home study!" Hei..hei...let me explain k? How can a judge prison the suspect without having the court trial right? I had promise myself to replace those time that i've waste. So no worry! I know what should i do! (*-^)

Maye

Jokes for the day!

Alright, few months had pass and now had come to the 50th post. So, today gonna share some of the jokes that i heard from my lecturer today!Okay, it starts like this.

One day, there are 3 lunatic from a Tanjung Rambutan came to the doctor room and tell this:

Lunatic 1,2 & 3 : Doc, we had fully recovered!
Doctor: Really? Alrite....I will check each one of you after i got back here.
Lunatic 1,2 & 3 : Okie, doc.

So doctor when to the security guard over there and says,

Doctor: If u see person walk thru tis door, den u shall send him back to the lunatic ward
Guard: Alrite, Doc.

Doctor went back to his sitting place. Close the lights and put the torch light facing the ceiling which the torch light had been on. (So now would see a light flash to the ceiling)

Doctor: Lunatic 1, would you please climb the light?
Lunatic 1: Sure, doc. (trying very hard to climb it)

So very confirm the doctor send the lunatic 1 go thru the security guard door.

Doctor: Lunatic 2, would you please climb the light?
Lunatic 2: Sure, doc. But doc, wait me a minute i get the ladder.

Nothing more to say, doctor send this lunatic 2 to the security guard door too.

Doctor: Lunatic 3, would you please climb the light?
Lunatic 3: Oh...doc. Dun be silly! How can we climb it?

Doctor was happy because there is only one whom he think had fully recovered so doctor on the light and bring him to the counter outside. Under doctor curiosity, had ask this lunatic 3 again.

Doctor: What makes think of that answer? I really curious!
Lunatic 3: Doc, i'm not stupid. Wait i climb till half, u would off the light. Den i would fall down
though...
Doctor: -_-'''

Immediately doctor throw him thru that security guard door.

Are you laughing now? hahahahahaha.......all my coursemate laugh out loud included me. We were quite tired in the class so our lecturer told us this joke to make us feel fresh and could continue his lecture after this. Yea...It is indeed a good jokes and do really make me fresh!

Maye

Dream Dictionary Teeth Falling Out

At one time, my tooth falling out. I feel so depressed and sad about it! Keep thinking what had happen? But Im relieved after i wake up and feel my teeth still nicely attach there. All that was just a dream which had been dreaming quite frequently about it in these few weeks. So i ask my colleague "What does it mean of dreaming teeth falling out?".She answer "Sorry! Im not a fortune-teller!" I know i would not get a good answer from her instead some 'bombing' answer! I know she would do that where she always does. Haha. Alright, i know my curiousity will only getting more and more and it will burst if im not searching in the internet about the intrepretation of it! And i did!
Had you all been in the same dream as me? Well, hope below could answer to that question!

Teeth Falling Out : Dream Interpretation Dictionary - Teeth dreams - "My Teeth Are Falling Out"

Teeth dreams - "My Teeth Are Falling Out"
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.

In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.

Other Perspectives
A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

Source: http://dreammoods.com

That is what i got in the internet. True? False? Seriously I DON'T KNOW! Why i find the info? Maybe to fulfill my curiosity, i think. Actually there are lot more info about it inside the internet but not to waste space so only post one. hehe.... :p

(P/S: Don't too superstitious about it! I was just merely sharing the info of what i found only. Hehe ^^)

Curious,
Maye

What is happiness?

Few days ago, my colleague suddenly ask a question "What is happiness?" I do admit i didn't know how to explain about that! My first thought was different people have different definition of happiness! Maybe that it is. But one of my other colleague answer her this " When you didn't think of this question (what is happiness?), then you are really in happiness!" Well, i think and think. Ya, she is right! Is unpredictable she could answer that. A good answer which could really explain all. So what's your happiness is? (*_^)

(P/S: Hope everyone got happiness~~~)

Maye

It touches my heart! Cos the same?

Today morning was searching some info in the internet and saw a title 'Missing you still'. So, i click on it and this poem pop-out!

MISSING YOU STILL
by Moonlitgirl

Every now and then your face shines within my mind.

And I remember you.

As though you were standing here again.

Like you never went away and it was yesterday.

I remember your smile and the way you use to be.

The jokes and the laughter and the way you use to tease.

Has all gone away,on the day they took you away.

My heart still feels the pain as though it just the other day.

And here it is almost a year since you've went away.

But still your face shines through in my mind and I remember you.

You were my friend and still I'm missing you.

Although I don't speak of you,tears are still within my heart for you.

So this year I'll remember you with a tear and a smile for you've been gone awhile.

Remembering the good old days of fun in the sun with a happy smile.

I'll shed a tear cause your no longer near.

To cheer me,or hear me when I'm blue.

But still I go on remembering you.

As you can see, the poem is about a broken friendship that had pass. Something which touches my heart as i understand it well. Inside the poem the girl remembering her best friend after a year. It could see that this friend was once a very best friend to her but now even she is in blue, her best friend wouldnt be there again. Didn't know her best friend is gone forever or otherwise. But I can really understand the girl feeling as much as she is. Just hope she understand that,

'No matter what had happen within friendship, there is a reason behind it. Learn from it and get the friendship back and stronger again! Hope she had faith in her friendship!'

Maye

Sharings!

Alrite, today going to share some nice songs for you all. Recently, been listening to them quite often. So let me one by one introduce them!

First : Joanna Wong (王若琳)

Here are some introduction of her profile that i copied from wikipedia.

Taiwanese singer/songwriter, daughter of famous Taiwanese music producer Ji-ping "Bing" Wang (王治平). Her debut album, Start From Here, was released in January 2008 as a double-disc set, one in English and the other in Chinese. The album reached #1 in Taiwan and has been popular throughout the Southeast Asian region. It was released in Japan in June of 2008.
Joanna's views on said album tend to be rather negative, as she has stated often in public interviews that she greatly dislikes its corporate nature, its blatant commercialism, and its misclassification as Jazz. It is rumoured that her sophomore album will be comprised entirely of original compositions.
As she was partially raised in the United States, she was exposed to many classic pop music acts, among them The Beatles, Queen, and Oingo Boingo. Among her major influences are Danny Elfman, Yoeko Kurahashi (倉橋ヨエコ), Paul McCartney, and video game soundtracks, most notably those from the Castlevania, Zelda, and Mario series.
She is also a left-handed guitarist.
The personnel of her new album, in production currently, are Roger Joseph Manning Jr., Freddy Koella, Paul Bushnell, and Brian MacLeod.
She has performed some of her own work and has covered various popular songs in English and in Chinese on Taiwanese television programs

As you all can listen 3 songs from her album 'Start From Here' that i had add at my 'Relaxing Area'. The songs are True, Let's start from here & I love you. Her song very relaxing and soothing. http://www.sonybmg.com.tw/pop/joanna/web/ (her official website).My brother recommend this artist to me. At first, when i heard i was impressed because of her pronounciation and intonnation in the song. If didn't search for her name, you wouldn't know is a chinese girl who sang it. Her voice seems bit alike to Colbie Caillat and Taylor Swift. I mean her singing style. Bro, is a not bad recommendation after all. 2 thumbs up!

Second : Yiruma (Korean Pianist)

Yea...i know he's already popular quite some time ago of his piece of music art work 'Kiss The Rain', 'Maybe' and 'River Flows In You'. But still i believe there are some of you didn't know who is he. Now, here are some of his profile that i copied again at wikipedia.

Yiruma (born 15 Feb 1978, currently 30 years old, Seoul, Korea) is a South Korean piano music composer. He is married to Miss Korea Son Hye-im.
Yiruma is well known throughout the world, and his albums are sold all over Asia, as well as the United States and Europe. His most famous pieces include "Kiss the Rain", "Maybe" and "River Flows in You" (First Love).
Although he formerly held dual citizenship as a citizen of the United Kingdom and South Korea, in July 2006 he gave up his British citizenship and entered the Republic of Korea Navy to begin his military service, which is mandatory for all male South Koreans.[1]

Biography

Yiruma started to learn the piano at home in Korea at the age of 5. In 1988 he moved to England, and in Dec 1996 he participated in the album The Musicians of Purcell (Decca). He graduated from The Purcell Of Specialist Music School (London) in July 1997, then from Kings College in June 2000.
His key dates and performances since then include:
May 2001 - Album 'Love Scene' released
Dec 2001 - 2nd album 'First Love' released
Jan 2002 - Performed at the 36th MIDEM in Cannes, France
Apr 2002 - Performed at the Young San Art Hall
Jun-Aug 2002 - 'Oasis & Yiruma' released, promotion tour in Japan and Taiwan
Dec 2002 - 'Gang Ah Ji Ddong' OST album released
Jun 2003 - SBS Drama ' First Love' title track
Oct 2003 - 3rd album 'From the Yellow Room' released
Aug 2004 - Special Album 'Nocturnal lights... they scatter' released
Apr 2005 - Special Album 'Destiny of Love' released
May 2005 - Special Album 'First Love' repackaged and released
Jul 2005 - Special DVD & CD of 'YIRUMA Live at HOAM Art Hall' released
Nov 2005 - 4th album 'POEMUSIC' released
Apr 2006 - 'Spring Waltz' Classic OST album released

I fall in love with his piecework 'Kiss The Rain'. Orh....so touching! You all could try to search his music and journey through http://www.yiruma.com/. Those who loves piano song would definitely wont regret listen to his song. 3 thumps up!

Third : Secret Garden (Neo-classical musician)

Well, this is another recommendation from my brother. Erm...should say he left some songs in the old pc and by chance i get to open a album call 'Secret Garden'. At first, i thought they are singers but actually not. The first song that i fall in love was the 'Song from a Secret Garden'. This was a 1995 piece of music from them. Now, here are some of their profile that i copied 'again' 'again' from wikipedia. Hehe.

Secret Garden is an award winning Irish-Norwegian duo playing New Instrumental Music, also understood by some as Neo-classical music.
It features the Irish violinist Fionnuala Sherry and the Norwegian composer/pianist Rolf Løvland. Secret Garden has sold over 3 million albums and won the Eurovision Song Contest for Norway's second time in 1995 with the composition Nocturne. It was the first and only time to date that a predominantly instrumental piece has won the Eurovision Song Contest, although a few Norwegian language lyrics, written by screenwriter Petter Skavlan, were included to ensure that the entry adhered to the contest's rules. Norwegian singer Gunnhild Tvinnereim sang the song in the Eurovision Song Contest, but is actually not a member of the group. Ten years earlier Rolf Løvland also co-wrote the song "La det swinge" (Let it swing) that secured Norway its first Eurovision Song Contest victory in 1985.
Their success at Eurovision spearheaded the success of their first album Songs from a Secret Garden. It sold a million copies around the world going platinum in Norway and Korea, gold in Ireland, Hong Kong and New Zealand and spending two years in the Billboard New Age charts in 1996 and 1997. Barbra Streisand adapted "Heartstrings" from this album as the song "I've Dreamed Of You" on her A Love Like Ours album. She also used "Heartstrings" in her wedding to James Brolin.
The album White Stones followed in 1997 also making the top ten on Billboard New Age charts. Dawn of a New Century, again with lyrics by Petter Skavlan, in 1999, Dreamcatcher in 2001 and Once In a Red Moon also enjoyed success around the world including reaching top ten on the Billboard.
Their most famous song "You Raise Me Up", performed by Brian Kennedy, has been recorded by more than a hundred of other artists including Josh Groban, Russell Watson, Westlife, Sissel, Becky Taylor, Celtic Woman, LENA PARK and Il Divo. This song is very similar in rhythm and harmony to the Irish Folk song "Danny Boy" except for the second half of the phrase.
Secret Garden has released a Dreamcatcher: Best Of album for its tour through Australia and New Zealand in 2004. It reached the top of the Australian New Age charts and the ARIA top 50 album charts.

Discography
Secret Garden's albums (in chronological order):
Songs from a Secret Garden (1995)
White Stones (1997)
Dawn of a New Century (1999)
Dreamcatcher (2001)
Once in a Red Moon (2002) This includes a guest track with Julian Lloyd Webber
Dreamcatcher: Best of Secret Garden (2004, Australia)
Earthsongs (2005)
Inside I'm Singing (2008)

Not all of you would like the song from 'Secret Garden'. Some of you might think is boring as well. But anyway, if your mind is in stress or complicated. Their song would definitely let you free for a moment! Try it!

Okay, that's all i want to share! I know most of you would complain why i didn't attach the Yiruma and Secret Garden song here. Well, after your lecterur had given you the guideline of your assignment, do you ask him/her to do the assignment for you too? No, right? Do some searching then! ^-^ ooo...i help them to advertise. Think i should get my recommendation fee from them ($-$) haha..

Maye

Answers !!!

Alright, as i had promised you all for the answer for 'Brain' post! The answer is 1. So had you all got it correct? 1=4 so the question for 4=? of cos is 1 right? Hope you got it correct!

Maye

Happy is the ONLY words!

Did miss me for the past few days? hahaha...Like i've got readers though. Anyway, im back again! This time share my happy happenings with you all. Last few previous post always says about the sad thing. So today together with me have an enjoyable reading!! K? ^-^

Thursday (02/10/2008)

This day is the second day of raya and had went to my bestie house. You know as usual had some chit chat and eating. It seems i eat the plums more than the biscuit and the snack.His father kind a cute guy! But i know his children sure respect him! By looking at his face would know that. His mother? Of cos it could see that is a nice housewife and nice mummy to their children. Her face is just like a benevolent mum. One of my bestie, had a conversation which give me a deep impression..

Calvin: Uncle, d kuih (cakes) all is own home made?

Uncle: Nop, is 'kuih tunjuk' !

Calvin: 'Kuih tunjuk'?

Maye: I know, uncle buy at stall! Uncle just 'tunjuk'(point) tis kuih and tat kuih. So uncle call it 'kuih tunjuk'! haha..

And all of us laugh of that jokes. Uncle, normally we always 'bomb' by this bestie, Calvin but now you do really help us 'bomb' him enough! Haha. We had fun chit chatting and laughing all the way! I do really respect his mummy and daddy! It is not easy to raise up 5 children and i could see both of you had done it very well! Thank you 'pakcik' (uncle) and 'makcik'(auntie) had bring us a wonderful friend to us! (^-^) (Forgot take picture~~ah la~~)

Friday (03/10/2008)

Today me going to work as usual in the morning. I know most of you still on holiday! Really envy so much! But after my work i got a tight schedule! why? Got an date with two groups of best friend! Both session had to attend! They are my best friend! So first session had a dinner and karaoke. Had a nice duck mee and after that we headed to karaoke! I knew everyone is waiting that moment because all of us love to sing after all! Haha. One o my friend, Hwi Bing brought camera (the night before that i do ask her bring..haha) and she busy taking pictures. I didn't know that i've been in her video untill i saw it at my facebook profile. Gal, next time want to shoot me in the video, tell me earlier so that i can get prepare and had a nice voice of singing! Listen to what you posted really make me shy though. I wasn't prepare at all! Nah..don't say that only look natural ar!! Even im prepared can also look natural! Hahaha..

So into singing though but look ugly with the specs! SHIT!Fall into the song sang by her? no no...just fall into sleep only..hahaThe 'singers' of the night!

Before i went for another session! My bestie , Pui was the one who fetch me! She had send text messages to me and is the time i should go! But my karaoke 'singers' don't want me to go that fast so catch my handphone away! This is our conversation...

(Teng grab away my handphone)
Jia Yee: Teng, reply her that she cant go!
Teng: Alright, now i reply her. (typing message at my handphone)
Maye: Eh...don't la...is really important for me to attend that birthday bash! Can't missing me!
Teng: U trust me i will write what jia yee told me?
Maye: i know you won't do it! But still i need d fon and need rushing out! hhehe.

Teng, i know you wouldn't do it! You would just merely give some normal reply! I trust you on that! Our friendship all these years is not build up empty! Alright! Hehe..

After singing some few songs, i've got another session to attend! What a busy girl i am! Haha. Is that i'm going to celebrate my bestie, Jade birthday! We, intend to throw a birthday bash for her! We make it at 'Eleven'!

birthday Gal~~First picture without Tal (the late comer)..hahahaha
Alright...finally Tal arrive~~~Some more who? Of cos,
Birthday gal and me!!
That night, we try to drunk the birthday girl (we getting bit naughty here) but she just drink only 2 cups of Carlsberg and she finally become the 'tomato' face again! Long time no see, 'tomato' gal~~~ haha. We feel heartache to see her vomit beside the drain! So i've went to get some warm waters for her!

The night would always fast pass by and is time for us to say goodbye! That night i think, Jade had a wonderful night because Amy, one of our bestie which seldom meet had come back for the gathering and celebrating birthday with her! Think she would never forget that moment! Had a goodnight kiss and hugs for everyone and headed back our home!

Tired for me cos Saturday i've got activities (you all know that!) Although is that, i had a wonderful gathering and laughing! Thanks to all my besties! Without you all, without the laughter and without the happy moments that we share!

Saturday (04/10/2008)

As for Saturday, i didn't really had much to say cos it seems nothing special happening except the usual activities that i would always do! Except is my bestie, Jade actual birthday date!Saturday night had dinner with my besties! What special about it is that one of my besties, Amy suppose joining us for dinner but maybe during evening time, she was alone at A&W swimming and get herself too tired till she fall asleep and absent herself for the dinner! Well, never mind! Sometimes she do like this! We had get use to it though! Again...after all, besties~~~ hahahaha...

These few days of schedule seems pack for me but i do enjoy every moment of it! It is not always to have such gathering! Thank you for giving me a enjoyable night! Muaks..... for each and everyone of you!

Happy,

Maye

Brain!!!

Today in the office, i receive a forward IQ question messages from my besties. Thinking of sharing here with you all. So here it goes:

Many of Harvard University students make mistake for the following question.

1=4
2=8
3=12
4=?

Answer? If you can answer, you are clever than Harvard students.

As for my besties, Jade, you are excluded to answer that. You know why. Hehe. As for others, you could drop by your answer to the 'comment' column. The answer will disclose on coming this Monday, 06/10/2008 post. Patiently wait to check out your answer then (*-^)

Alright, the next thing i want to share with you all was the e-mail that i received recently. It was amazing. Some of you might seen before but still would share it to those who didn't see it.

You read as 'A bird in the bush' right? Look carefully again. There are both 'the' inside the triangle. Hehe..Should be read as 'A bird in the THE bush'

Okay, now the second one.

Read as 'good'? Ya...you are partly correct! Hehe. Actually you can read as 'evil' too. Look again carefully!

Third one.
'Optical'? Partly correct again! Can be read as 'Illusion' too. Go...go see again!

Fourth,
I think this you all could know since the words so clear. Could read as 'teach' and 'learn'. Got it right?

Fifth,

'Me' and 'you'. what can't see? See again! See again!

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

What! i didn't purposely to make you don't understand! You can read it even the spelling is wrong isn't it? The above paragaraph i've copied down from my mail and it says from Cambridge University. So that is how amazing our brain is, isn't it? (*applause*)

Maye

Raya Eve vs Jenny's Birthday

Tuesday (30/09/2008)

This nite i went to a bbq party. Is nice isn't it? Wait wait! Actually is only a 4 person bbq party! Haha. Me, tal and pui (all my besties) intend to make a bbq party for our dearest friend, Jenny! Planning to either stay overnite from a hotel or someone else's house. In the end, we stay at Tal sis's house. Tools and food for bbq was ready in fast but not the fire! Supposingly others people bbq party would have start the fire early and around 8pm can start barbecuing the food. But as for us! We seem eating as supper instead of dinner. Haha! Around 8 something we set up the bbq tools. Because of the tools too 'advance' untill we take some time to really get it stand. At 10pm only the fire was nice and finally could start our barbecuing! As i said, is for supper right?

Says 4 person bbq but why lot of people sitting outside? Haha. That was the funny part. Just only to set the bbq tools and fire, 3 of our family members had come over to help us to it. Haha. But imagine our food only for 4 of us. Shy though. But our food would always prepare more than 4 person share. Cos i think we all more prefer the feeling of shopping the food than eating and barbecuing it! Hehe. As you see the pictures above, the food wasn't really lot of choices. But the most tasty food was the mushroom! We feel proud of the mushroom taste where we try to mix the ingredients. We merely just want to try and we success! (yeah~~) Before 12am we sing birthday song to our birthday gal, Jenny. After 12am we will be celebrating Raya!Hahaha..

Yes! That is our birthday gal! That night title for the party was 'Sunflower Bbq Nite' Too bad another besties of mine, Jadey wasn't there. With you (Jade) would be perfect! That night we intend to make ourselves drunk so we bought this.

I drank 2 Corona beers, 2 glass of red wine (forgot to take the red wine picture, sorry) and few tips of Jack Daniel's & Cola. My besties said we must get drunk that nite and had a nice good sleep. But even though that after those drinks, my face seems normal (no red) and still steady walking (*proud*) Haha. Not even headache or feel vomitting. Just felt sleepy! Im not 'showing-off' here. It's true! My besties had started a bit 'high' and red face! Some said that those faces would get red after drinking beers or wine is sign of healthy body! Mine no face red so means im not healthy is it? (sigh) After our bath, we sit down at the living room couch to have our movies ' Children Not Stupid II' by Jack Neo. But i was tired and sleepy so i sat aside and fall asleep. After a while, others was tired and went to our room and to get our dating with sleeping angel.

Hahahahahaa.....Why am i laughing? Our nite doesn't end just like this. Would be boring right? We went to our bedroom do some gals' pillow talk! We even dancing and playing 'exciting' games! Well..well...when i put the ' sign don't think of dirty, alright? Hehe. As for the exciting game, i would not explain further there but that was definitely would make our understanding even more than anyone else. ^-^ We play till around 6 am only we went to bed! That time was really damn tired and can't open our eyes that much...

Wednesday (1/10/2008)

At nite having some drinks with my god-sis and went to EQ. Such a boring at first day of Raya holiday isn't it? But never mind! We had fun taking pictures at EQ. Lot of pictures we took but i only post one. Alright? Cos some pictures are too ugly and don't wish to expose here. Hehe.

Alright, Im tired now!

Ciao everyone...

Maye